all hail the fun queen!.:)

THIS IS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN!!!!

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for the pictures in her photobucket to her photblog and for the question that hasn't been posted go to her SAIKOU

READ THIS... LETTER OF ANNE TO REISHA AND VICE VERSA

anne to reisha

i emailed you because i want to know the truth. as in the WHOLE truth. i know you did it for a reason, pero.. i just want to know who's the girl in the picture you sent me. remember? that beautiful girl whom i thought was you. now, i just want to know kung sino yung girl sa picture? as of now, i just want you to answer my question. and the color combination? and the hover? where'd you get it? sa blog ba ng bestfriend ko? http://outoftheordinarypsycho.blogspot.com. i am just very curious right now. yung "dashed", san mo nakuhang blog? Dyan din ba sa blog ng bes ko? i'm not accusing you for viewing sources, pero sana inacknowledge mo yung blog na kinukuhaan mo ng idea. i want you to tell me what's TRUTH. i don't want to ruin our friendship. pero kasi, i've noticed na, parang may kinukuhaan ka nga ng mga layout mo. as in yung ideas. we all saw yung pang gagaya mo kay saab. the 'focus on hocus pocus' sa may blackboard niyo. and, she wants you to appologize. pero, now you don't have to. i'm not siding with saab, meron lang kasi siyang point. minsan nga naiisip ko na, hindi mo naman kailangan gayahin KAHIT SINO kasi you're original in you're own special way. sana, you stop copying na. you can (of course) have blog idols. pero you don't have to copy the way they write, their layout and stuff. do you get my point here? ishie, i'm trying to correct your mistakes the best that i can. pero ishie, you just made me do this. ayoko sana kaso pinilit mo ko. you forced me to email you. ayoko na maging masyadong mabait. kasi, you really need to know this. why do you have to send fake pictures of yourself to saab para lang ipakita si jesse? that is WRONG. i know you know that, ishie. i'm not THAT mad pero galit ako ngayon, eh. galit ako kasi you're unoriginal. unoriginal in a sense na HALATA na MASYADO mong ina-idolize yung "blog idol" mo. diba si saab yun? ayokong sabihin na idol mo ko kasi ayoko ng ganon. but you squeezed codes/combinations FROM A LAYOUT I MADE. TAMA BANG IPAGKALAT MO NA PINSAN MO ANG ISANG TAO'NG HINDI MO NAMAN KAANO-ANO? hindi ka naman yata nagiguilty sa mga ginagawa mo, eh. para ngang masaya ka pa sa mga pang-gagayang ginagawa mo. you think that makes you popular? yes, it DOES make you popular in a bad way. obviously, you want PUBLICITY. diba? Yun naman talaga gusto mo? umamin ka na dati, eh. gusto mo sumikat. kaya yan, sumikat ka nga. I can clearly remember the times na ARAW-ARAW mo binabanggit si saab sa blog mo. don't you feel guilty man lang for the things you've done? hindi ko talaga alam kung bakit ka ganiyan. ANO BA ISHIE. BE YOURSELF for crying out loud. do you even know how many people think how pretentious you are for saying things that aren't even true? ako, ishie. sa blog ko, nagsinungaling ba 'ko? TELL ME. did i ever lie sa blog ko? i'll answer my own question - NO. i never lied sa blog ko. bakit ko naman dadayain sarili kong buhay, diba? THAT'S STUPID. i can't tell my visitors LIES about myself. i wanted to be true to my readers. you know why i had so many haters before in my blog? it's for being MYSELF. You see, I'd rather be hated for who i am, than to be loved by who i am not. YOU, on the other hand, is being hated for who you are not. and i guess it's okay with you because it's not really "ishie" they're hating. but of course, you also get hurt. well, DUH. you're a living, breathing, human being. and what makes you not, is being a copycat. sawa na 'ko maging SOBRANG bait sayo when i really wanted to confront you about things. THESE THINGS I'M CONFRONTING YOU ABOUT. tell me, how does it feel to be hated by someone you trusted? ACTUALLY ISHIE, we're not even real-life friends. i've nothing to lose. WHY? because losing someone who just lied to me means losing nothing and gaining more friends. BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. please. that's what we've been wanting you to do for a long time. minsan nga when i read your posts, i say to myself "Totoo kaya 'tong mga pinagsasasabi niya?". you've said that you're well off naman and you're smart. so why copy others? and that late-night conversation we had a few months back, totoo ba yung mga sinabi mo sakin? about that gay na nilock mo sa cr? HAHAHA. kung totoo yun, it's unbelievable. IT IS OVERLY UNBELIEVABLE. kung alam mo lang. i was able to chat with saab yesterday and she said that you really piss her off kasi sobra nga yung pang gagamit mo. these next lines, will be the lines that saab wants to tell you. you're a loser. and okay lang sana kung pangit ka kung maganda naman ugali mo. maganda nga ugali mo, pero sobra naman yung pagiging copy-cat mo. like her terms. yung mga terms niya, ginagaya mo. diba? yung "um" thing? sa going chocnuts blog mo. what's with it? i go to saab's blog regularly but i never dared copy any of her terms. no, her terms and words are not trademarked, but obviously, pasimuno sila. kinakagulyow. HAHA. yung going chocnuts mo rin pala, halatang ginagaya mo dun si saab. too obvious. HAHAHAHAHAHA. I AM DEMANDING FOR A REPLY. IF I DON'T GET A REPLY BY SUNDAY, I'M GOING TO PUBLISH THIS ON MY BLOG.

reisha to anne

No, actually I didnt get the orange and pink colors from your bestfriend's blog. I actually saw it on chika's live journal and i thought it was nice. Kaya yun, I started liking the colors. http://www.livejournal.com/~1815 yan yun. Well, I cant help it if you think that way. But can I just say? Hindi naman kasi ako laging nasa blog mo eh saka the last time I went to your bestfriend's blog her layout is black and orange. Saka hindi ko naman kasi ugaling mag-edit ng codes eh di ba? I can make my own, na mas maganda. AYOKONG SABIHING ANG KAPAL NG MUKHA MO PERO HELLO, hindi lang naman ikaw marunong mag-div eh. I kow you'd come a long way from your blogskins layout before pero you have to loosen that air in your head. kaya ka inaaway noon eh. Kasi lahat ng tao inaangasan mo. I mean, ano ba. you're coming off as preachy.
Siguro before, I liked saab. Because she's maangas in a cute way. That ends there. I mean, there comes a time na one will grow up and realize na some people you idolize or like turns out someone you'll end up not liking. I wont apologize to saab anymore. She called me things I dont believe anyone would like. Im kinda pissed at you for this email, pero sige. Because you've been very dear to me before. Hindi ko pinagkalat ng pinsan ko si saab, it was a joke in our classroom because hindi lang naman ako ang nagiisang nagbabasa ng blog ni saab di ba? there's nica and a whole lot of people.. it was a running joke na magkamukha kami ni saab pag namamaaga mukha niya.. hello, when you have a hater they edit out the story, cut it and weave it as their own version. Mali ka kasi jinudge mo ako agad. I may have lied about the pictures but not with my pathological lineage. ISIPIN MO: Yung ugali niya ba, magiging proud ako pag naging pinsan ko siya? Na minumura niya lahat at inaangasan niya. Dont you realize it will ruin me and it will inflict on my family. DUH. COMMON SENSE. Eh di sana sina Paula na lang kasi matatalino sila. And mababait. Oh ano pa.. and the blackboard thing wasn't my idea. I was actually telling them not to do it. But they want to, oh eh di bahala sila. Parang, wala namang masama eh di ba? the decorations were done by the friday group and that's nica's group. NOT MINE. Saka siguro before I want to have a lot of visitors in my blog, pero ngayon hindi na. I dont bloghop to ask for link exchanges and shit. Alam mo yun. Ikaw rin naman, palagi mong binabanggit si saab sa blog mo eh. Napansin ko lang. Naaway ka pa nga dahil dun di ba? Napansin ko rin na palagi ko na siyang nababanggit so I stopped. Lagi ko lang naman siyang nababanggit dahil dati, lagi siyang nanduon. As a appreciation. Ikaw rin naman eh, lagi kitang binabanggit. Actually, I feel shocked. I think I know the reson why you emailed me with this. Pero sige di ko na lang sasabihin kasi alam ko yung feeling ng ieemail ng hate ng friend mo. I dont feel guilty for the things ive done at all. Maybe im just pure evil. But I feel so happy and blessed. So no.. I dont. Im sorry. The pictures, yes I do admit. Im sorry. But you know.. when the world is cruel at someone being fat or even just plain chubby you kinda get insecure and you want to be liked in some sort of way. I was wrong there. I admit. I am sorry for lying about what I look to you and to them. That;s the only thing i do regret.Kung may padaraya man akong ginaya siguro yun lang, but the rest is true. Yes, I did lock a gay in our comfort room it even lead to the teachers calling the both of us into their office. PUBLIC SCHOOL EH DI BA? SABI MO NGA: SKWATER. People act and live like a skwater. Ok and being a copycat, tell me what? The way she writes? Oh no dear, I really do write well. And some people really are funny, the things she likes? They're open to the public saka eh di mag-iba siya ng gugustuhin. Millions of bloggers like similar stuffs. you do, too even. I wont actually agree on you NEVER copying saab before pero sige. WHATEVER. Oh god, her terms arent even "hers" open your mind. Uhm was invented even before she was born. Kung gusto kong mangaya eh di sana lantaran na. Kung gusto kong mangopya ng codes eh di sana kinopya ko eksakto yung sa inyo at linagay ko na. You cant reach me after all. Makapal na nga mukha ko eh di sana sinagad ko na. If I piss her off then whatever, If she thinks Im a loser then she's entitled to her own opinion. If you hate me now then fine. IF that's the way you look at me right now just because of a little chat with saab then fine. Im fine with it all. I dont care really. Sabi mo nga, I have nothing to lose. but I still hope you and i could fix this. I have no plans of apologizing or changing my ways just for saab. I will still like what I like and those things she thinks I copy from her. I think, though, that she thinks with so much conceit. Cant she be rational for once? Public figures, hello eh di may admiring public. Pano yan bawal na rin ako mag AAAYYYY mag Oh my God at mag hey sa blog ko? Free journalism . I wont say sorry or explain. I wont adjust for her. But I am apologizing to you because at the time when I was so low you've been a sort of comfort and you've been kind to me. Whether it was a true intention or not.

HERE'S MY REPLY. YOU GET WHAT YOU DEMANDED. BECAUSE I OWE YOU A LOT. IM JUST SORRY YOU'RE REALLY NOT THAT UNDERSTANDING AND OPEN MINDED PERSON I THOUGHT YOU WERE.

goodluck with you and saab. I hope you be friends forever.

ONE LAST: Bakit anneness? Sorry ha, I dont know my copycat self [as you put it] is just curious. Pero di ako galit. Just asking

anne to reisha

Annenesss. Kasi gusto ko. Naisip ko lang bigla. Wala akong kinuhaan niyan. HAHA. Yung sa "shangkiness" mo ba? I didn't even got it from you.

If you wanted to fix this, ako rin. I want to fix this. I'm sorry for accusing you for stuff that I didn't even know about.

Saab didn't tell me to hate you para may kakampi siya. I just noticed how you copied her.

I do want to fix this. I'm sorry. I just need to get this out of my system.:) I still love you, you know.:)

reisha to anne

ako, naiinis rin ako sa sarili ko because parang ayoko na gusto kong makipagbati sa lahat pero napansin ko na nung nagkagalit kami ni saab umonti yung haters ko sa blog, nagiisa na lang so ganun is much better. sorry for being so nega in my email the other day i was just pissed because i thought na kamping kampi ka na sa kanya without hearing my side. I don't copy her. i mean, why her? minsan you realize that you're much better than a person, no matter how pretty or how popular she is.

i still love you too :)\yes, natest na love natin. hahaha

have a happy week.:)

question: POST MO MGA QUESTIONS NA HINDI NIA PINOPOST!! x) this is going to be funnnn!!

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name: maelou
url: http://stefhamae.blogspot.com
Comment: hey ishie! ustah? miss ur blog... tagal ko ding di 'to nakikita, nice lay out btw...very clean.

name: insert name here
url: em@il or http://
Comment: excuse me.. but we are not a couple.. just so you know.. thanks..

question: POST MO MGA QUESTIONS NA HINDI NIA PINOPOST!! x) this is going to be funnnn!!

question: Anuuuu. aamm. anu yung gamit mong Net card or Line??

question: Isha - Iba Sa Holland, Ano? ; Isa Sayo, Hapat sa Eken.. ; Ilagay Sa "Halayan" ang Ek-ek.. ; Ibahin Sa Husto ang Ewan.. ; Ano pa ba?

question: yung EVIL mong artwork parang yung kay saab. (http://tinypic.com/8xu800.jpg)

question: ishie, check this blog http://www.xanga.com/c_h_i_c.. nakakainis siya! sana naman ay mabasa niya ang aking blog para maliwanagan siya.. hehe.. joke lang.. ay basta, nakakainis siya.. crazyamputch... di hamak naman na mas maganda ka sa kanya... odiba?

question: ba't masyado mong ginagaya si Saab? saka sobrang feeling close ka naman sa kanya. nakita ko nga pala yung pic mo sa site ni wendy. puta, ang pangit mo pala. mukha kang boksingera, fat-ass bitch. watch your words, fucker kasi ang dami naming naiinis sayo. if you think you're funny, well..think again..fatso! post a real pic if you're not the girl in wendy's site.have a fucking day, fucker!

question: masyado kang maarte. akala mo mayaman ka, hindi naman!! di MO KASI ALAM ANG MEANING NG MAYAMAN!! hoy kutong bata, wag ka magmayabang!! -wendy

question: anong meaning ng glued down?

question: parang yung 'today we learned, don't fuck with me, that's what we learned' nakita at narinig ko na yan sa tv.. hehe.. wala lang... share lang me.. :)

question: Oh, can you please Astericize the word S-----. to prevent spoilers

question: papatawarin mo ba yung sinasabi mong kaaway mo ku
ng magsosorry siya sayo?

question: it's Felix Felicis, and Harry is not the Prince, Snape is. Why, Can people not blog without the tag-board, qbox and commentingprogram? is a blog not a blog without those? a blog is just an electronic journal. it can function without those,

question: You can Afford ComputerSSS, pero you cant buy a DigiCam, kasi diba noon, sabi mo mag-popost ka ng Pictures.

question: ate ishie, di ako yung nagcomment dun sa entry mo nung july 25 ha? di ko talaga kayang awayin ka.. i respect you.. -therese

question: Hey Ishie :) How are things going? Studies? Lovelife? Hehe *uck feeling close ba? sorry* Anyway. Are you a fan of Cueshe? or Session Road? Ü hehe wala lang.

question: and nakita ko na naman yung ice cream pichurs mo eh, kaya derr. -3na

question: di aku yon! takteh. -trina

question: Haha. Your recent post is like a SONA. Aliwwww (: Have you read Veronika Decides To Die? or The Catcher In The Rye? If you have, what do you think of those books? And if you haven't, you most definitely should :) Teentalker ka ba? How old are you? Do you still model?

question: bakit lagi mo ginagaya si saab? para kang walang originality!!! tapos ang yabang mo pa na akala mo mayaman ka. bakit ba kailangan mo pa ipagmayabang yun? di naman dapat eh!!

question: lam mo, mas gusto kita kaysa kay Saab (theincugirl) kasi di ka pilosopo.. di tulad niya, nasasayang lang yung effort ng pagquestion tapos pilosopo ang sagot.. :-*

question: are u realie that girl in xanga/c_h_i_c`s blog cus she keeps sayin kaw un peo db u look lyk val c0ncep?

question: yuck. what a poser. alam na ng lahat kung ano ka talaga.. di ka na makakapagtago sa mga kasinungalingan mo!!!! itanong mo pa kay saab. talagang ikakahiya ka niya.

question: shet!! wag ka na aalis haaaa!!??! XD

question: Ishie!:) If you'll be calling, sa sun ka tumawag okay? You know naman my sun number, diba?:) Yun lang.:) -anne

question: arent you even going to do any explaining for those pictures na you used to claim were yours? eh how about this: http://tinypic.com/9zobbr.jpg ? focus on hocus pocus eh?

question: wow. you're back na ulit. sabi ko na nga ba! hehe. -inna

question: why not expect a reply?

question: so, tell me, are you and saab cousins? did you really tell your classmates that your guys are?

question: Hi Ishie! Glad you're back. By the way, if I'm the "chelerz" in your links, I think you got my url wrong. It's http://chelerz.blogdrive.com po. Thanks. :) ~CheL

name: Cosmo.
url: email or http://
Comment: You must answer this.
Writing in your blog displays 1/2 of your personality. Duh, it's how you speak and react towards an issue, or whatever. and you still havent explained ur side on WHY you've been posting Pictures, and now you are too afraid to use your Cbox.

name: Paoleen
url: email or http://
Comment: you can post your pictures now that your real identity is now exposed.

name: ruthie
url: email or http://
Comment: the plural for stuff is still stuff. :) no such thing as stuffs :p just want to correct you :P

name: err
url: email or http://
Comment: i wonder how you look like in person? could you post your pic?

Comment: fatass! mag pa lipo ka nga mayaman naman kayo eh diba hahahaha tangina and why dont you post the messages people send you here? TAKOT? HAHAHHA coward, ang lakas ng loob manggago pero pag siya ginagago pikon na pikon hahahahaha hypocrite.Comment: fatass! mag pa lipo ka nga mayaman naman kayo eh diba hahahaha tangina and why dont you post the messages people send you here? TAKOT? HAHAHHA coward, ang lakas ng loob manggago pero pag siya ginagago pikon na pikon hahahahaha hypocrite.

Comment: TANGINA MO MAG DIET KA NGA BABOY!

Comment: tangena wag ka na nga feeling ampuuuu.... argh

name: pola
url: email or http://
Comment: sagutin mo mga tanung!

Comment: BABOY! SINUNGALING! MAG DIET KA NGA ANG LAKI NG TIYAN MO! PINAPAGKALAT MO PA NA IKAW YUNG BABAE DUN SA PICTURES NA YUN, HAHAHA AS IF. GAGO ULOL SINUNGALING BABOY!

Comment: GO ON A DIET, FATASS

Comment: fake

Comment: ay ulol ang gago. takot maglagay ng tagboard/comment box? hindi rin sinasagot yung messages dito? HAHA. to quote you, "NAG BLOG KA PA!" diba sabi mo dati in one of your own posts useless rin naman kung magblog ka without a tagboard? hahaha, tangaaaaaa ang fucker.

Comment: leche! may kinopyahan ka ng style ng qbox na to! punyeta!

Comment: you think you are so much of a high-classed girl. i dunno. no offense but it's my impression of you. don't get me wrong ha. and don't ever call me stupid because I'm from your dream school in college.

Comment: magnanakaw ng html codes yang anne yan.
name: anne
url: http://thesocialanimal.blogspot.com

Comment: SINONG MAGNANAKAW NG CODES? GAGO YUN, AH. hahahaha. i don't steal codes, dammit.:P

name: wendy
url: email or http://
Comment: uy... mali nga pala yung linkage... www.xanga.com/c_h_i_c po... fish ulit!!!

name: wendy
url: email or http://
Comment: i'd like to help, kso dapat may sarili kang pinagu-uploadan ng files, like angelfire.. di nmn sa nagdadamot ako sa url ng songs ko, kay lisa lng talga pwede i-share... kse the bandwidth issues... kaya sa tingin ko di rin maganda ng magnakaw ka ng urls hehehe.. punta ka createblog.com dami scripts dun...matalino ka naman eh, maiintindahan mo agad yun! saka may guides naman yun... gawa ka nalng angelfire mo or whatsoever, basta dun sa pwde mo i-upload yung songs na gusto mo. ^_^ if any problems occur don't hesitate to ask! hehe as if close na close na tayo noh?? wala lang... mas maganda parin ang nagtatanong at humihingi ng tulong dba?? saka mabait ako kung mabait ang tao sakin... ^_^ fish!!

Comment: Parsci has a curriculum tougher than UP and Ateneo? Gaaah. But I disagree with you. edi kayo pla ang rightful iskolar ng bayan? talaga lang ha. that post made me squirm a little. if your school does, maybe Parsci students have a 100% percent probability in passing the UPCAT or ACET. Let me see you top the UPCAT, I'll look for your name in the Intarmed list. So far, I haven't seen one from your school that was included in the Intarmed list.

Comment: you think so? oh, well, i dunno. how could some people pass entrance exams if their stupid? think about it again. thanks for not taking it as an offense. everyone has the right to say their own opinions right?

Comment: tangina mo wag ka na magblog ilang ulit ka ng nagquiquit!!! putangina mo feeling ka maxado gago!

name: ruthie
url: email or http://
Comment: but then 'stuffs' is grammatically wrong. So what if it sounds better with an s? it sounds funny to me though.. yung 'stuffs' :p up to you. oh well. you should know these stuff :) pis.

question: ngek. si georgina na pala at si richard. ngayon ko lang nalaman. tsk! mas nag-improve ka ngayon... sa lahat ng bagay. -inna

question: "*you still know trina sulit? may secret ako about her" <--- tangina that person. I want to kill her. GAHD. -Trina.

name: 3xia
url: email or http://
Comment: Since napakita na naman yung pictures mo (wendy's blog). yeah, post pictures with your friends

name: wendy
url: email or http://
Comment: wag mo na i-post tong sagot ko sana lang... ^_^ yung nagsabi sayo na hindi naman password protected to... kung talagang nakatapos sya ng computer course, tama sya, kse tama sya talaga! script prompt lang yan... lahat ng xangan alam ang script na yan... javascript yan... ang javascript ginagamit para ma-enhance ang isang webpage, iba parin kse kapag talagang password protected... tama rin sya... ang password kailangan may username... like this blogger, di ka naman makakapagblog kung di ka mag sign in... at ibang program language ang ginagamit na paggawa ng password... eto ay ayon sa natutunan ko lang huh! madami na kong systems na nagawa, applications and websites... ang hirap kse i-explain eh... i am not really good with explaining this or magturo... gusto ko kse kaharap kita at kaharap natin ang pc.. although pwede mo rin naman sabihin na password protected since you have to input the "password" para makapasok... at nireredirect nya lang sa site mo kapag mali ang input... simple java scripting... kya lang siguro nya sinabi na hindi talaga password protected dahil script prompt nga... dapat kse mismong page ang pagi-input-an ng password at may database... gets? ang labo ba?? mahirap intindihin talga kapag wala ka background sa programming... wag mo nalang pansinin... eh sa mga bloggers they can call it password protected whenever they want... oops... before i forget... i can view souce kahit walng right clik at walang menu... pano?? secret na yun... pero maniwala ka sa kanya... kse kmeng mga batikan sa xangan na magnanakaw ng codes eh kayang gawin... saka ang mga programmer kahit alisin mo ang menu kayang ibalik.. ^_^ wala lang share ko lang... wag mo nalang i-post to para walang issue.. sinagot ko lang tanong mo... wag mo nalang pansinin ulit.. if ever man.. sabihin mo sa kanya "pakielam nya?" and oh! the script monica gave you, nakikita sa lahat ng blog tools site yan. dapat di mo na binigay... i used that before na kse eh.. kso hindi sa xanga.. sa website talaga ng rakista para chatters lang nmin makakapasok... kse lahat ng nandun puro hacking tools... wala lang.. daldal ko.. kung ano ano na sinabi ko... basta hayaan mo na sya!

Comment: tang-ina mo!!!!!!!!!!!!!gago ka kahit kailan ka talaga para kang isang PUCHA!!!ano feeling mo????perpekto????isa ka lang sa mga hayop na sunod-sunuran sa akin!!!!GAGO!!!!!!FUCK YOU!!!!!!

name: Mae
url: http://dotachick.blogspot.ccom
Comment: Ishie dear, people can view-source if they use Mozilla.. unless the page owner has used codes na specially for Mozilla.. Don't post this na, they might learn pa to copy. If not YOUR page then somebody else's. Panggulo lang ng mundo. :)
question: why don't you show everyone this photoblog? is there something you are ashame of pa? why do you have to put password script pa?? and why do you have to put "click OK to view this page??" hindi ba kainsultuhan na yun?? eh understood na yun eh... that's so stupid
question: bat inalis mo si saab sa links mo?

name: ef yu
url: email or http://
Comment: i agree with saab, ingrato ka nga!

yan na lang muna.. ang dami eh.. yung iba dyan na-post narin nya ata.. di ko sure kung ano ano yung na-post na sa hindi pa. ang dami eh.

YOU'RE DONE REISHA!!!

2005-10-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

buwahahahhahahahahaha!!!

i thought the shangkiness is forever???

now...

I WILL NOT GIVE THIS BLOG BACK TO YOU!!!!

goodbye!!! hahaha... iiiiiyyyyyyaaaaaakkk ka nalang!!!

THAT'S WHAT YOU GET FOR BEIN` a bitch!!!!

stupid school stupid student pala huh...

NOW WHO'S STUPID BITCH!!!!

gawa ka ulit... hahahaha... goodluck sa bagong blog mo!! at emails...

BTW yung funqueen_16 nalang ang hindi ko pa nakuha eh...

well.. it's use less naman... ska para may matira sayo!!! hahahahha

and oh... nice layout sa friendster mo huh... sakin nalng din yun!!!

SAKIT NG KARMA NOH????

scary

2005-10-28T17:20:00.000+08:00

this couple's scaring me.

so I'm gonna FUCK OFF

Alyana, just so you know.. nandito si Armel, crush mo yun di ba..
kaso kasama niya Ate ni Melissa, it's scaring me off..
kanina pa talaga sila tawa ng tawa...

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

We found peace enough in the shadows, long enough to see the monsters rise

2005-10-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

I just got home from the dentist. I'm suddenly afraid of orthodontists, well tinkering with your teeth hurts, and I am feeling the pain now. I don't know if I can stand it, but if I can't I'll take a tylenol and then sleep till later. It's been five months since I last paid my ortho a visit and now the pain's unbearable. Haha exage. No, it's not but my gums and teeth are a little swollen. What's nice though, is that we had KFC take out for lunch :) Hmmm.. I've been eating fastfood lunch for three days already :) Hahaha. And I'm not complaining. See, its nice when your dad and your sister accompany you to the ortho. Free lunch :) Hehehe.

My teeth hurts like two hundred fifty six. :(

Hmmm.. what else? Uhm, I dunno what more to write :)

... But it's all in my mind, you left your thumbprint inside me...
...If I use all the colors, I'd paint you all pretty in gold...
...It's another whole box of pandora's...
....Our house from the middle of the street....
..Mi casa en el medyo dela calye...
... And I am overjoyed, I'm over loved, I'm feeling lucky.. like a little boy....
...I've seen a thousand things..
....I stopped my counting when I saw your face....

I've been counting all these years,

BEATLES CRAZY

2005-10-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hey Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better hehe :)

I just finished watching the DVD :)

I wish the Beatles weren't over.

I mean, sana may mga anak sila. HAHA. Sucessors :)

LALALALALALAAAAAAAAA LALALALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HEY JUDE

whaddt?

2005-10-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

you thought i'd be gone for good? no way! you're so easily deceived :) rejoice, weep whatevuuur. I'm back, with a new layout at that. Well, I worked on this for an hour lang so sorry if you don't like it. I like it, so I don't care. I like it because it's simple and all, I've also put up credits and I credited some people, just in case hmmm.. I wont use the dashed thing anymore because i saw a blog na dashed yung border, pero purple, pero purple na B04FF1, either pareho kami ng computer teacher or nababasa lang niya talaga sa mata niya. ako pa raw gaya gaya ha. haaay. But its ok with me, if you wish. [It's not, duh] Hooligans. What ekse? Oh yeah, I'm going to get some DVDs from my tita teng's place and then I'm off to get myself a new skirt and some gonuts donuts :) I haven't eaten breakfast yet because I just finished watching fairytopia with my sister. :P It's ok, i think every girl grew up with barbie :P I don't have much to tell you, except that I am in like with BUGABOO, and that's the current theme for my saikou, because I also changed its layout. I think this one will be up for quite a time. :) I also miss school, well except for a very few numerous irritating persons, I miss zue's craziness and nica's silly songs, bianca's hirits and monica's weirdness. i miss alyana when she gets corny because of armel. haha.. ay nakoo.. be seeing you soon. what do you know? it's already a thursday, that means sembreak is already ending! I hope a whole lot of you are enjoying sembreak because it will be over soon and it's back to hitting the books again :) Goodluck to you.

What else? If you must notice, there's a little less native dialect in my posts, it's a good way to hone my writing and it's for when people who can't understand tagalog read my blog. or have a hardtime doing so. you know who you are ;) Well then, I've also uploaded the posts I've typed up in notepad because I'm too timid to go online. I don't know, it has less appeal to me now. Maybe it;s because I've been enjoying myself a lot lately :) So there :)

It feels nice to be at home all day for the rest of the week, well not exactly but just get my point. When there's school I'm out even on saturdays and sometimes sundays. I'm also busy doing things that I lock myself up in my room and I don't get to do things I wanna do :( My hair is also in the state of death because I quit applying conditioner, just for a week because it's not really good for your scalp's sebacious glands :P That explains why I'm not going out! Juuuust kidding :P How are you guys? Haha. Seriously, I haven't checked your blogs yet so I don't really know what's happening with all of you. :P Holla, alright? Hahaha. THOSE WHO ARE WELCOME LANG. The ones who keep coming here, making pa-epal can fuck off. But oh well, I can't stop you. I can't do anything :) Sorry, star eh :P Hahaha. Haaaay nako, mga inggit nga naman. I just wish you guys get a life. Or something to do. ;)

*you must not read this part so i deleted it* Biro lang :) Matamaan, umaaming tanga. I won't be very "nice" anymore. Because I won't let any jobless, no good people take credit for whatever I do. Sobrang user na kasi eh. Huling huli na ayaw pang umamin. Oh well, I understand mental breakdowns, because you know... it's not their fault they're stupid. It's not their fault they have the brain the size of a booger. But you know, being dumb is genetic!!! Your offspring must be stupid too! HALA! Hehehe.

Enough of pang-aasar. But you know, if you think hating me will make your IDOL love you, be friends with you, admire you all that blah blah..you're wrong. Halata namang gusto mong maging ka-chummy yun eh. Pa-cute ka nga dun eh. Pa-impress. hay nako, runs in the family >:P

I have to go and watch a DVD of the Beatles [Chronology!!!] because my father doesn't know how to work the new DVD yet :P Hehe. Che! He's working, he's entitled to be not a techie. :) Hahaha.

Babu!

lss: 0% interest-jason mraz

Zee Yuh

2005-10-26T17:03:00.000+08:00

I'll try talking people to come with me tomorrow. I want to go to Market! Market! to check out Ziya, they have these skirts I want to go with my flip flops :) And I also want gonuts donuts, so yeah, I'm gonna persuade someone to come with me :)

I just realized I need a costume for our own play, I really need to get a thai silk skirt :) I'll get two to go with my black and my light blue flips and I'll get some tanks too :) I have this new wardrobe in mind you know, the ecclectic, crazy kind. I wanna look like some weird gypsy lady not exactly like a fortune teller but I haven't tried out skirts for a while, and I really like the oriental feel of the skirts in ziya :) parang, everyone seems to be in jeans, shirt and flips so why not try something new? Hehehe... nope, I'm not going to be a hippy or something, I just like the skirts, besides, I don't look fat in skirts. And they make me look taller, especially if the hem line is uneven. :)

I really should go to market market now :( Haha. Ok, I'll come tomorrow but I have no cash left from my allowance so I'm going to bug my father to give me some. Or if I can't go tomorrow baka I'll come with Tita Vi in Lagro, then I'll ask them to come with me :) I'm also talking father into giving me a new computer. I don't know if he'll agree though, the chance is like 50-50 because they wanna renovate the house :/ and my mudra's having her "home office" fixed so they're shelling out big bucks on that. Never mind, there's still a month to go till my bizerthdae, though he did ask me what I want for my fifteenth dibs :)

I just finished a lunch of jollibee chicken joy, naks daily customer :) yes, my sister and i are jollibee babies :) love me dooooo...YUMMEEEEEH.

lss: love me do-the beatles

pps: we have this dvd of the beatles, 1962-196blah greatest hits, yung chronology :) I'm gonna watch it.

TTFN

500 Php richer

2005-10-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

Being rich for just a day is fun! :)

I'm not really a shopaholic, I don't shop a lot, shopping was never a requirement for me, I mean, whatever fits me, ayos! And I usually rely on the stuff my aunts from the states bring home or the stuff they padala [old navy has the best cheap j's!] But today is a different story, sometimes it feels good to unleash the shopaholic in me :) No bragging but, boy, do I shop good! :) Hehehe.

We got our allowance today, yup, by 10:30 I was five hundred bucks richer! :) So nice :) Although I wasn't altogether feeling well because of chocolate overdose, I am well :) Hehe Well, I had to come the accounting office twice because nica, vane and ica arrived almost an hour after I did and I was one and a half hour late! Nica and I got ahead of Vane and Ica na because I don't want to see someone who'll just spoil my day ;) Marisse, whom I love to bits but isn't our classmate anymore, was with us till the fx ride but she had to go home early :( Nica and I ate at KFC in SAV for lunch :) I love the KFC there, it's our hangout, haha yuck. But I love it, being KFC afficionados and all! Yummy :) So while eating chicken, coleslaw and chocolate mousse, nica and I made chika about the people in our school. If you think I'd tell you what we talked about, forget it. Haha. We went to Ira's place after. Can I just say? I just observed that I'm at Zuela's house every saturday haha! Oh well, hello, herrera family :) We went to Zee's because Nica's playing savitri in their english play. Hmmm, haha if you must know, savitri's love is an indian folktale from homer's the illiad and the odyssey, you know the illiad, right? 1000 love stories of the indian heritage? alladin's lamp came from the illiad. Not everyone in my class knows the story's origin. Hay nako, basta lang may grade kahit di na matuto. tsk.
Tapos after Zee's, nica and I went to the mall :) Weee! Hahaha. I love SMB :) Not to jologs but not pasosyal! Soapdish hunting in odyssey, because nica likes soapdish, but actually she was the only one hunting for them because I was too busy looking at the racks of film and cds myself :) While we were there, 311 was playing, they played down first then come original, but sadly no amber :( Anyhoo, Nica decided not to buy the soapdish album, I think she'll buy it when she's with her mom or something. Good luck, ca!

The moment we entered the mall, I knew what my mission was: I was on a mission to scour the cheapest but cutest most comfortable flip flops ever. Sure there's havaianas but hello, I did a mental tally of this just now, the slick havis, [yung bagong pa triangle yung straps, if you must now] cost approx. 900 right? And the flash way, around 800-900 for one pair. Yup, it is comfortable but if I tell you a department store brand can be just as soft and comfy would you believe? Haha and it's only 70 pesos. So that's like 13 flips versus one. Nica and I raided the flip flops section and I just fell in love with banana peel's cute designs, I totally dig 'em! But sadly, I can't find something my size. :( Is this the con for being tall? Well, I love being tall so duh whatever, right? :) I finally found something comfy and my size, well, bigger because it's an eleven, I forgot the brand now but it's super like havis I swear. I'll ask nica kung what's the name nun. But the colors were like, green and gray lang eh I don't like those so I chucked them off. You know the Planet brand of slippers? They're cute, in fact they have designs that looks as if they're copied from havis, hehe :) Nice, and they're just a little less than 150, the plain ones go for 70 pesos a pair. Hmmmm.. so lovely :) I got three of them in black, pink and light blue :) Nicey :) I'm such a happy shopper. :) Hehehe..Oh and sas got two for herself too! They're pink and brown and the other one's pink and black, I must say it looks cute on her, kainis because I liked those but then walang size ko :( Nica's size seven so its available :( Ayos lang!

We got tired so we just sat in frio and made chika again while we binged on mango shake [mine's] and mocha frap [nica's] haha until this old lady freaked us out because her hair was all standing and she was murmuring while coming past us! scary! so we left na lang and then I got my sister her favorite jolly spaghetti and chicken in duh, jollibee :) I'm such a nice ate, noh? Haha... I went home at five :) Pretty early for me, huh? :)

All good :)

My asthma is ok now :) Thanks :) I've been chugging down our nebulizer and my inhaler till yesterday :) Hehehe :) O.A. nga eh. But I don't wanna get confined and spend my sembreak sick so there. I'm sorta fine :) I just ate too much chocolates siguro :)

Happy Birthday to Ysabella Angelica, who turns 9 on October 29! :)
And my mama's turning 40 on November 3! :) yup, 10 years yung gap nila ni papa, but you know what, fadir looks younger :) hehehe! Allowance increase galore! :)
Ian's turning 17 on November 2!
and Lolo's [mama's] turning 70+ [don't remember na eh :P] on November 1!
Danna Faye's 15 on November 4
and that's it.

Malapit na birthday ko :) yehey!

Sembreak day 1: Operation Slug Off

2005-10-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'm still undecided on how to spend my sembreak. Surely, I don't want it going to waste so here's something for sure: I'm doing something new. I want something refreshing and something I've never ever done before. Hmmm.. I don't know, I'll think about it though :) I'll let you know when I have something in my mind na :) I'm thinking of silk screening shirts so that I could earn the money I need for christmas shopping, but who will buy it? People from school? Eh sila nga yung reregaluhan ko eh. I need $$$ urgent! I feel for my feyrents. HAHA. Because they get stressed when I ask for money. I usually make it doubled kasi eh :P hehe sugapa amp!

I hate you, your family is full of highly stupid, no good users.

Ok, enough of life's miserable old hags. I guess I will talk about my new found hobby now: Couch Potato-ing. I just love watching tv shows nowadays. I haven't missed a That's so Raven Episode for a week! I just love her. I also make it a point to catch Naturally Sadie because she's so COOL! God, she's awesome! Oh and hey, I've been watching a lot of RAW again. :) It's so nice. Zuela's not that addicted but still it's fun to get a little adrenaline pumped in me. F.R.I.E.N.D.S is probably one of the funniest shows ever. I just caught an episode before dinner and it's so great! I so love it :) Hmmm.. haha. I love it, yup! Oh, and yeah.. I'm also planning to catch my fave Simple Life and One Tree Hill 2 tomorrow. OTH on 8 and The Simple Life on 7:30. Haaay its one of the luxuries sembreak has to offer. No more late nate crammings. Just late night tv watching.

My genes must've taken their toll on me :) See, I also like this show, on etc. It's called "Knock First" I love the way they interior decorate and yeah, it's so great. Hahaha! I just want to thank my Lola Didi for sending us a sack of chocolates. Oh yeah! I love it. hundred fifteen pieces of Hershey's Milk Chocolate, Reese's peanut butter cups and KitKat :) I love it :) Thanks and welcome home! Oh great, I'm on a South Beach thing and we get a sack full! Same for the people in Wack Wack too, you guys get a sack full rin, so Katie blows up hahaha, but she's cute, I love her. Hahahaha. I'd be seeing them on sunday. Holy :) They visit us every sunday kasi, that's why.

I'm gonna visit my grandpop's grave nga pala, on november one. Wala lang, I just wanted to share :) Ok, I dunno what to write anymore except that I've been pigging out on Chowking's Pork Spareribs lately. Well, it's the nearest fastfood in school and it's so yummy. I also love our school's version of a goto :) All that heavenly pig's tongue, spring onions and boiled egg swimming in a hefty tasty bowl of lugaw :) kulang na lang tokwa and baboy!

I've been an isaw girl lately :) I inhale isaw. There's this isaw stall sa labas ng school and it's yummy with cold pepsi and also the balat thing that goes for three pesos just like the isaw. Yummy talaga! It reminds me of UP. Plus, its clean! How can I tell? Well, an isaw must not be too mapait, and it must not be eneveloped in a membrane of skin. In that way, you can tell it's been cleaned, blanched and even for some, dipped in vinegar. So yeah, it lowers the Hepa risk. But hello, one can use a few germs in her body :) So kudos to my isaw buddies :) ira zuela, alyana, jonathan, niña paula, nica, vane, ica and emmanuel! :) Pag pasukan ulit. Can you believe it? We're coming back to school on the 2nd of november. Ugh! Anyway, its ok. Its ian's birthday :) Haha, koneksyon?

Although I wanna relive the anxiety of my exams I'd rather not, I'm just glad they're over and I hope I'd get really good grades enough for college and for me to pass! :) Whew! Oh and I'd be getting my allowance tomorrow! 500 bucks richer! HAHA. Mah hizzy is off the fashizzy! :) I hope we'd be on EK, it'll be a blast! Imagine, nica, ira, vane, ica, bianca, niña, alyana and i on EK sa friday! I just love them. THEY HAVE NO HANG UPS IN LIFE :) I'm so proud to be their friend :) I hope Mon can come too :) Yeah, I'm sorry bout reading your black note :) Di ka naman galit di ba? And I can keep a secret, yeah right! HAHAHAHA :) Ayos lang yun, I'll shut my mouth, I promise. Hey thanks for burning stuff for me :)

What else to write? None? Ok, I'm off!

Happy Sem Break to us ALL! :)

Lss: Hey Baby-No doubt

UN Prep, Kapagod!

2005-10-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

Today is probably the first time i wished for comfortable flip flops badly. my stress level is so high OMG. Ok, i'll tell you how the day went first. 3 tests down. i do not even give a damn on what my scores will turn out to be all that was on my mind was to get them over with. lunch time, i ate spareribs from chowking, not that relevant but its superb so i just told you that. after the end of the last period that was when the monster of my competitive spirit soared high. i badly wanted to win this un and prove to every sucky sophomore, icky seniors and all the other juniors that we, three c, aren't full of shit. so with a budget of more or less 1000, off we went to sm jologs to buy some stuff, i so love budgeting and scoring fab finds for a low price, but ang dami pang kulang so tomorrow would be equally stressful as well. we left sm about six na, and then hala, sige, decorate till eternity. walking back and fort the mall vicinity and walking to and fro the school supplies store, climbing the stairs, going down the stairs, made my feet hurt like hell and crave for warm water to soak in.

we haven't even finished our decor yet and i still have to pack a lot of things for tomorrow. so help me god, we, especially zoie and i, want to be the best out of this. but faith quijano just ruined it when she, sluttily as usual, shouted throughout the decorating time because they were playing "haunted classroom" or something, tell me why do we have to take the blame for her effingly wide mouth fucker of a blab? good god, she must die. please let her die this night. i just hope everything turns out well tomorrow and that no one would be a cause of great disappointment. i'm also excited of course, yey! a day without classes. woohoo! only two more class days to go and then we're finally on break.

i hope mon finishes my cds today, so that it'll be a total soundtrip tomorrow! now, that sounds fun! :) being the foodie that i am, i am overzealous about tomorrow... oh my gosh, i am so excited, the food, the presentation and all that. operation look powerful tomorrow. i am going to take in control, ira's good but then she could go easy sometimes and forget that we must WIN! WIN! WIN!

i am being so competitive, i am also turning out to be a grade monster. but the hell i care, winning is the best trophy god ever made.

i. am. pain.
holy shit.

i am very excited about our ek thing too, i hope everyone gets to go :)
food festie tomorrow!

everybody get down if you feel me :)

2005-10-17T16:59:00.000+08:00

i thought this monday would be boring but it wasn't. two free periods in a row, how great is that? nyahahaha. :)

it was so lovely. hahaha. the day started out kinda irritating because it was english. you know the times when mam robles gets just sooo.. blah. anyhoo, geom was kinda ok. puch, though i regret that ninety nbine degree shit. but ok lang tapos na yun eh. chemistry was fine though i was inaantok and so the day dragged on and on. to my delight, our mapeh test was cancelled. so nice noh? thought so too. and then halos no social because we just planned things for our un day on wednesday! ang saya, the real excitement came lunch time because we [as we were tamad ever] needed five headlines for our journalism and we had no homework to pass. so we went to the junk shop which was closed! i had an idea that since we were near villanueva na naman, punta nalang kami in our house. so we did! paspasang collaborative effort kumbaga. like, i was eating dinuguan because i was so hungry and nica was gluing her shoes though she ended up wearing flip flops because she was scared her shoes might be totally broken because of too much glue. zoie and yana did the newspaper headlines so that's 20 headlines for us four and that's like, 20 times cutting and pasting. hahaha.
we rode the taxi to school! puch, parang amazing race eh, from our house we took the trike.. walked fast like crazy sa villanueva part [its just a small village naman] because we did not want a freaking dog chase. yes, we wanted to reach school but we wanted to get there without pain as much as possible though our legs, was undergoing hell of a lactic fermentation. when we got to villanueva, we made para the taxi.. you know the cab.. the white cab.. hahaha. conyo amp. he charged us for fifty bucks. the distance is like, katips to uphs. fifty bucks man! because we're apat daw, although the one na nasa metro thirty two pesos lang. gago. i've lifted him up to god na so never mind him. i hope he dies though. >:) good thing we got there in time, as in wala pa si mam journ :) nice.

i just noticed parsci was teaching me two things, to be a sanggano and maabilidad. haha. astig. anyhoo, it was fun because we had 2 free periods till uwian. woohoo! zoie and i played a silly game of bato bato pick and shit. haha. hay nako, and i was glued to mon's ipod nano the whole time. sana may nano na rin ako *wink**wink*
ok, that's it i still have tons of homework left. which either got piled up because i was putting them off till forever or that i am just too tamad to do it. lady luck, stand by me :)hmmm... what else? i hope our ek plan will push through. they want to go to ek sa sembreak kasi eh :) nice. hahaha.

i am in <3 with josh hartnett and ian herrera.
i didnt see samson today though. that's not hot.

everybpdy should be happy! :)

wicker effing park

2005-10-16T16:57:00.000+08:00

i am so inlove with josh hartnett. he's imperfect that's why he's perfect. i mean, he's pretty boy but he's not, you know what i mean? he has this essence of charm and all pretty boyness shit, but he still leaves something more to the imagination. not brad pitt cause he has his own identity :) not ben affleck because he doesnt do drugs nor does he get involve with two women of the same name. no. none. zero. spotless. lucky scarlett johanson. when i dominate over the world, i shall make every hollywood star my minion.. all of you shall become my slaves except for mr. josh hartnett, for i shall handpick him singlehandedly from a throng of gucci wearing, chanel made up, hugo boss sporting, cartier watches modeling son of effing actors and actresses and therefore make him mine, whether he likes it or not.

*bursts into a spongecola song*oh yes, i'm crazy for youUUUUU....
eassssssy now.... *wheeze*

ok how ironic is this, here i am talking about another of the few men making me gush with kilig and look what's playing, blood on the ground-incubus. blood on the ground is probably one of the best songs i've ever heard. i mean, most of the incubus songs are some of the best i ever heard, but get the picture.. blood on the ground expresses my anger.. see some lines goes like this "i dont wanna talk to you anymore.. im afraid of what i might say.. there's blood in my mouth bitch.. i've found to a better judgement.. about saying yesterday...no tears to you, my fickle friend.. you brought me of this silent war.." oh holy crap.

josh hartnett, sing for me.. and cradle me into your lovely arms. although you fucked two hot girls from the movie troy, helen and brises. wow, guess you automatically fucked elijah wood and brad pitt too? so if i have you then i had both of them? and more?

i am going crazy.

hey pardon me is on. i, personally, think that its the best love song ever made. :)so pardon me while i yell at somebody. my vocal chords needs much exercise. :)

musical power: no doubt= me, scrubing my bedroom floor with my own tongue and drool.ick. ok, i just grossed myself out.

my aunt edna's family is here though... i love my baby cousins.

It even amazes me that I get everything that I want.

2005-10-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

Well, not exactly everything, but somethings :) I was on the verge of reading hallucination and dvd movie draught when my very wonderful though sometimes annoying wawa [she's my nanny ever since i was young] told me that father dearest wanted my and my sister's company because he was going to sm jologs. i have this theory that he's just afraid he'll get lost. nyaha, just kidding. so ok, i didnt even bother fixing myself, i just pulled the first shirt and pants on my closet. so there we are in sm J and all, i got my mother a roll of fax paper and i managed to sneak in another jessica zafra book, i've been dying to have. actually, i would've picked an alice walker book, since i love her, and i would've preferred "meridian" though i dont know why i advanced a few book rows further to my dear mentor, jessica zafra. sweet :) 200 pesos and you get everything you need for crazy thinking. oh holy crap :) so there i have twisted II now. :)

My lucky son of a gun father, got a new phone. I mean, what's the use? he's old and he's like 50 now. Why does he have to have a great not to mention savvy looking phone? answer: because he's post paid and he can get whatever he wants. life's unfair. but that's fine... i picked his new one anyway so it's still my choice. >:) congrats, faudur. hahahaha. three days from now he'll be chucking his old phone to the delight of my tita vi, [who approves of sam, btw :) hehe] and then laying his hands on an effing new 6020.

what about me? my sister? 110-220? holy crap. but then we're rewarded with new videos. yes, we [my sister and i] are freaks. movie freaks. she's particularly bawled over dora the explorer so she gets them on video as well as watches them whenever they're on. i have been dying to get wicker park ever since forever, and i just found out that it was on sale! holy mighty crap! 150 for delectable josh hartnett in the screen for two whole hours and more! ohhhh... fantasy.. este, fantastic. :) excuse me while i wipe my saliva, it's dripping on the table.

and so right now, we just finished a lunch of dinuguan, ginataang shrimp with bamboo shoots and silvanas i got from brownies unlimited. happy sunday again :) i'm off to do my school stuff. only one more week and it's sem break.

oh hey, hanging out at the herrera household without ira for six hours is fun :) sa wakas, nasolo ko rin si ian. hahaha.. he is sweet :) hanoh? hahaha. and he really likes singing. and shit. basically he's mabait and he watched for love or money, which i love on etc. how great is that?

holy crap. hahaha. my new swear words are gentler now though i say occasional kanto boy muras. holy crap. holy jesus. son of god. hahaha. i am holy shangkiness. :) fun queen confessed again, didnt she?

now excuse me, my evil spirit needs exercise. i have to go and laugh over someone's stupidity.

lazy sloth

2005-10-14T16:56:00.000+08:00

Katamad.

Katamad mag-type haha, ok how was my day? it was fine because i had geom tutor so i'm kinda ready for the periodical test. tapos na rin yung pinagagawa ni mam robles. nakakainis pa rin siya though, i finally saw raymond samson :) twas a typical day except we cut the last 2 periods, kami ni nica to type stuff. saya. saka ano, i finally have donna a piece of me kanina... she should know who to mess with and who not to mess with.
I hope I get a decent trigo grade. I'm happy i'm done with it though. I still have tons of work to do because I put them off. So excited for tomorrow. Malalandi ko nanaman si ian haha, kiri! Anyhoo, I'm so addicted to isaw and balat and other ihaw ihaw sa tabi ng school. so yummy :) sarap ng sobra with pepsi. i so like it. i buy 'em whenever they're available. shit, foodie ko ngayon. i ate chinese noodles and then lugaw kanina pero dito na sa bahay. asar.. haha, i'm likeing street food so much. haaay sana up na ko para official na. Pero ok lang.. ano pa ba? yun lang naman yung nangyari saka yeah, i'm waiting for the 38 songs i made monica burn me. :) new nanaman on the radyu :) yun lang, i changed my notepad theme, it's lavender and turquoise. cutesy :)

I still wanna watch wicker park and deuce bugalow.
saka For love or money :(

Yun lang.
craving for: cadbury's bubble choco bar :)

I'm thankful it's friday though :)

HATING AND LOVING

2005-10-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

thurs.10.13.05
HATING AND LOVING
Kawawa naman si michael kanina, ba't ba? alam ko na masama siya pero kung tutuusin mas masama pa nga si chris baylon eh. mas masama at mas papansin. si michael masama lang siya actually, papanchot and mapang-asar lang siya sa friends niya. pero sa iba hindi na.. si baylon, sa lahat. feeling kasi siya. feeling niya aping api siya. tapos ginagatungan pa ni nunalita na kala mo alam lahat. mahilig mang-usisa saka sumawsaw. she called michael a b.i, b.o and a magnanakaw. tapos gusto pa niya pagtulungan si michael. crush lang niya si baylon eh. magsama sila. parehas silang papansin. sana mamatay na sila both :( ang sama nila. saka yung iba pang mahilig manggatong. hay nako.

Zoie so loves me, as well as Bianca because they'll take my side against _______. :) Ayan kasi feeling feelingan pa.

Pumunta nanaman ako sa bahay nila Zue, ang saya because nandun si Ian.. he was watching tv when I came. He looked so hot. I so love him na talaga. HAHAHAHA. Pa effect pa ako eh. Shall ask zue tomorrow. Anyhoo, ang saya. I'm sure he was half listening to what we were talking about. Hinatid pa niya kami. Well, I suggested that. Ang saya. He's taller than me. WOOOHOOO! Saka ano pa, he lead us while crossing.. he opened the door for me.. pag nasstartle ako he looks.. saka nagkatinginan kami kanina saka we laughed :) so sweet. after magpaxerox ni zue, he opened the door.. tapos he said bye.. tapos parang nakatingin pa siya while i was crossing parang caution and shit :) stop, fuck... i'm blushing :) I so love you, Ian Bryan :) I'm happy I'll see him nanaman on saturday! Yey! HAHAHA. Paghahandaan ko talaga yun. Haha hindi noh :P Biro lang.

Ayan di na ko msyadong depressed. :) Masaya na ko ulit. Ian Bryan :) You add colour to my life :) I lav U :D I just wish I could talk to you more :) HAHAHA. Wanna make out with you kamo, haha di biro lang ano ka ba. HAHAHAHA. Didn't see the adonis reincarnate today... [RAYMOND SAMSON] shit...

eto bago...

2005-10-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

first, i am inlove.. with someone who is smart and thinks im sosy... :P
no, that's not you...

and then, I HAVE A NEW YM BTW, since my old ym is bogus and sira :(

funqueen_16

yun lang..babay

ZOIE loves NICKY..hehehe

Pardon Me

2005-10-12T16:51:00.000+08:00

Helu. Kaauwi ko lang from Zoie's place and I just visited my other blog, you know naman the one sa internet. hay nako talaga, I miss the internet so much :( Anyhoo, I checked through friendster. Grabe I so want to fix my friendster. I will siguro if may time, maybe sembreak... hahaha I shall friendster and blog galore. Friendster, ayos na.. I just don't know sa blog thing. I think I'm much more comfortable in typing my stuff sa notepad. Katakot nga lang na baka mag-crash yung computer. Man, I don't wanna waste all my journal entries.

I saw Raymond's friendster, but he has no picture in there. I found out he likes the WWE too, though. Speaking of, tagal ko ng di nanunood ng WWE eh :( Na-miss ko nanaman For Love or Money. Bwisit talaga, but I'm really thankful I'm done with my TLE Activity plates. HAAY. How I wish it's sembreak time na :( Para masaya! Hahahaha :) I still have to check Matthew Espiritu's blog though, in his friendster. He reminds me of someone I used to know. Haha. But he's dumb and he liked this Judy girl. Mon, mas panalo ka dun. Olats na kay Guilaran, gago yun eh :)

I still have notes to do and some other school shit. Ang saya sa school kanina, BTW, I shall stop flirting.. if you call that flirting [no, I just call that flirting because I'm such a dork, it's not, it's just saying hi! and then yun lang].. with Fidu Didu first, I think he's noticing that I like him. THATS SO WRONG. He should get the picture that as if we're making fun of him :( Asar. HAHAHA. I didn't see Raymond today. But I found out from a mais con hielo eating jewel that he's kinda matampuhin. SO NOT A T.Off.. in fact I find it cute.:) Hehehe. Fudgie wedgies :)

OMG. Hahaha. Lakas namin ni Zuela mag-cheating kanina sa social. I am learning a lot of techniques now. Zuela's my official cheating fartner. HAHAHAHA. Astig, so ayun. All I have to do is seat beside her when checking and answering test papers :) Aliw! HAHAHAHA. Make sure you have a good rep to the teachers before you start to cheat, like me :) Hahaha... Hay nako. I just wish i had some moolah na extra to buy stuffs I like. it's a hassle having to ask from your parents everytime for everything.

Ang lagkit kanina sa classroom, hanggang ngayon kumapit ata ang lagkit sa akin. Lupit ko, noh? HAHAHA. Hay nako. Fun kaninang PHYSICS. Yung mga excempted stuffs para malipat yung sense of gravity ek ek. Nung una I was so tamad because I dont even understand how to solve something sa first law ni newton. The second law was fun. HAHAHA. battle of the left and right mind. HAY JUS. It's fun to watch and make dagan to your classmates when they try to do what was told. Like reach your toes without bending. Some take it literally and stupidly, hay nako.. hahaha ang saya talaga. :) Sarap to laugh at the stupid things your classmates do. Buti na lang 3-C is not a senti class :)Speaking of senti, Vane and Paul broke up. NAKO. Im sure scheming manliligaws out there are rejoicing. Fuck them.. Hay... mga wala nga namang life.

Isaw galore kanina. feeling ko nasa UP na ko hahaha.. we ate a total of 16 isaw sticks, 2 barbecues and one balat thingy. Oh god.. I love it. Afternoon foodtrips. foodtrip ulit bukas. OH YEAS! HAHAHA. Ang sarap talaga. Speaking of again, MAMA brought home a box of GONUTS DONUTS. She knows I love it kasi eh :P Yum! HAHAHA. I'll have one later before I start and do school things.

Family day every sunday na ba? For two or three consecutive sundays, we, as a family had been attending mass and going to a mall ng sabay. which is good. hay naku :) Sana they'll have some extra dosh and agree na to get me a something new. Haha :)

I like the taste of zesto's Choc-O drink, I dunno what's better... Chuckie or Choc-O. HEHEHE. sana magMcDO kami ni Nic adiks bukas :)

I am so out of this world. Don't mind me. Poke my eye out

hay nako dear

2005-10-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

I AM TOO TAMAD TO BLOG.

and so I switch to the comforts of my trusty journal at home :)
But no, dear dahling I wont close this down :) I'll come back when I'm not too tamad anymore.. hahaha and that's tomorrow or sembreak, or whatever :)

CELEBRITY CHIKA:
since a lot of you loooooooove bringing people down and chikas, then here:

McCartney's girl :P haaay nako, mas bagay kami noh?

THEY'RE OVER. CLICK FOR MORE DETAILS :)!!!

HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN BEACH CANOODLES.

WANT THIS BOOK :) Meron na ko nung confessions of an heiress yey! yun lang ewan ko when i'll blog next.... haha kudos to my ever dearest fan girl, galit na galit sa akin pero lagi namang andito sa blog ko... hahaha relax.... itulog mo lang yan, kulang ka lang sa jebs

MWAH,
shang

hay nako

2005-10-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

hahahaha ang tagal kong di nagblog :) ang saya kasi sa school hahaha :)

leave haters alone people :) hahahaha they have nothing to do but diss, diss and diss so oh well hahahaha... fuck you all :) hay mga inggit nga naman :) so let them kiss ass with the one they idolize..go IDOL.. hahaha teka teka let's change the topic.. but what topic?

yesterday, i hugged someone i like and twas awesome :)

teka huwait

"Opo, UP lang po ako"

2005-10-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

LAKAS.

I know I'm not from UP just yet, but being the frustrated UP student that I am I just had to look at this PEX site, and it was so aliiiiw I loved it :) Iba talaga UP haha... Well, I just went to PEX because may tinignan akong thread about Sam :P and then I found myself dun sa UAAP set.. nakita ko yung UP kami, kayo? tshirts that spawned it blah blah.. so I clicked on it. :) It was so aliiiw!

Now, we all know that internet hating is cheap, so we wont actually hate each other for this, it will be good clean fun lang ha? If you are part of any of the seven UAAP schools then you may join, comments and reactions are entertained in the message or question box :) sobrang nakakatuwa :) Again, walang hating ha? this is my blog.. i am free to speak my mind.. ok yun lang.pikon=talo.

Hello, I just really find it funny how people reacted to our "UP Kami. Kayo?" banner during the cheering competition. Well, para sa akin -- ang pikon talo.
Anyway, I'd like to set the record straight. The banner was not a response to UE's banner. The banner came from the slogan found in UP Manila's shirt "UP Ako. Ikaw?" The shirt first came out April 2005 as a fund raising project of the Indayog Dance Varsity in UP Manila. It just so happened that it sold like hot cakes. Now a lot of people are wearing it. Incidentally, it is only one of the shirts we have here in UP Manila. Other shirts you might find interesting/offensive/insulting include:
1) "I think, therefore I am from UP."
2) "Opo, UP lang po ako."
3) "UP Ako. Sana ikaw rin."
4) "the acronym shirt" (this one takes the cake because it mentions the meanings of the other schools' acronyms according to UP like UST: UP Sana Tayo, DLSU: Di Lumusot Sa UPCAT etc etc.)
Yes they are offensive to some, but I look at this as something in good fun. The UAAP is a venue for asaran and kantyawan kaya people reacting violently to our banner only makes us laugh. Hey, it's not our fault na witty kami. Get a sense of humor, I say. Gawa rin kayo ng maangas at makulit na banner. Sorry kayo, nauna na kami. Sa NCAA nga may gumaya na sa banner namin. Sino kaya yun? hahaha Anyway, talo ang pikon kaya tawa na lang kami.

OO nga naman... haha, I love the slogans :)

Originally Posted by shamhoy
puro hangin naman dito. sana gumawa t-shirt ang mga tiga-NU..
"NU ako. T@ng-in@ nyo!!!"
hahahaha.. panalo!

NU should print shirts proudly saying:
1954 UAAP BASKETBALL CHAMPIONS
grabe naman to, haha pero I love it :)

I have another t-shirt idea: Forever 2nd-Placer. Kayo? O, may rhyme pa! Kaya lang sa up lang bebenta eh. Lugi tayo nun!
WE ARE THE ROYAL AND PONTIFICAL UNIVERSITY OF SANTO TOMAS!

ay nako uste... haha snatchers of morayta, UNITE!

Maraming napapatay sa school namin...Kayo? hehehehe
Haha this was from someone in UP ata :P

Quote:Originally Posted by KuyaDanny
If I make shirts which say
"Talo kami. Kayo?"
Do you think I can make a lot of money? After all, my potential market would be seven UAAP schools, not just one.
sa katipunan, marami bibili nyan!

haha ang sama sa ateneo eh noh?

Ateneo kayo, o eh ano?
oo nga naman ...

"TUITION NIYO, BAON NAMIN"
haha ang kapal.. yun nga eh di ba? dapat sana mataas na baon niyo but up students make it lower :P

#24 tequilaboy Bald TamarawPosts: 112 Ginaya ng Letran yung "UP kami, eh kayo?" banner nung final game ng NCAA finals..."Letranista kami, eh kayo?"
Cguro kung gagawa ako for FEU...
"Horny kami, eh kayo?"
hehehe...:P
ang sama niya sa sarili niyang school noh? >:P

Altwegg Sagot ko dyan, "horny din."
ayan haha...

defending champion kami.. kayo?
clawed_out HATERade keeps you hating
haha la sallista to, for sure :P

sige UST Royal Pontifical University pero look at what your students are doing here...
UP - mayabang talaga ang mga taga-UP... eh taga UP nga eh! Kaya mayabang din ako!
Here is my slogan:
Mayabang ako! Inggit Lang Kayo?

hahaha.. ang saya!

"Para kay UE_som
Daga ako, Ikaw?Bagsak ako USTET, Ikaw?Debard ako, Ikaw?
marami pa
ewan ko.. i think this UE_som guy hates UST

Basta cool lang tayo lahat. Name calling won't do us any good. Witticisms na lang ang labanan. Pagandahan at pakulitan ng slogan. Meron din shirts dito sa UP Manila -- lahat ng mascots ng ibang school naka-oblation pose. Tapos may text: "Pilit ginagaya, di naman kaya."
Ako I really admire the "Gang Green" concept of DLSU. Kakatawa. Witty.Let's give credit where credit is due.

Oo nga naman :) astig naman kasi talaga UP eh hahaha

Pero kakaiba pa rin ang "UP Kami. Kayo?" It's a definite classic like the "tuition ninyo, baon namin" thing of DLSU.

How about "Kick out sa amin tinatanggap ninyo!" So true, so true...
Talo ang pikon.hahaha LAKAS.

haynako MemberT- Shirt sa Morayta: "Cellphone nyo, snatch namin!"
UST to noh? ang sama...

jwslPosts: 53 Tambay kami sa Isetann, Kayo?
Para naman sa hindi tiga UP:
Mag aral din kayo ng mabuti para makapagtapos kayo at makahanap kayo ng trabaho. Pag nagsweldo kayo at kinaltasan kayo ng tax...sana maala nyo na TAX KO,TUITION NYO

So true so true :P

"TUITION NIYO, BAON NAMIN"
hahaha, ang sama.. gago

"Ang Dali Matanggal sa UP"
"ATENEO KAYO ... Oeano ngayon?"
mag away ba daw?

taga ust lang kami, pero masipag., kayo?
uy palakpak!

best and brightest? diliman?
masmataas UPG cut off ng Manila ah!
awayin ang sariling school :P

UE_som! Member Malamang makita ko na naman ung "La Salle needs Da Salle!!!" Pero Lasalle pa rin mag Champion dyan!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA.. ADIIIIK

"duh Lasalle Green Squatters"
that's hot :P ba't ba magkaaway sila yeo and santos? i know that batok thing but not the full story.. UYY IKWENTO NIYO NGA!!!

Arwind, bati na tayo please...
haha.. tas may tshirt rin yung isa "ayoko.gagu"

MAKA-FEU:
MANNY IS THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL
Show Me The Manny!!!

kumakalat din ngayon yung shirt na:
taga ust ang anak ng hardinero namin. kayo?
ang sama. :P

YUN LANG, BLOGGER IS SO EFFING BAGAL NAKAKAINIS.
Kaya yun, I hvae to go and do school work :) haaay nako malapit na exams.. can't wait for sembreak though :P yihii.. im so hungry..
anyway the reunion kahapon.. reunion kuno wads fun! masaya.. lalo na yung dimaonds are forever thingy omg after the reunion kami nila zoie and bianca nagchurch to pray for nina's mom patiu si jonathan.. masaya uhm yup, i made zoie this "127 reasons why i love zoie herrerie" pero ewan ko hinayupak na tama ang naabot ko sa brother niya.. haha joke.. such a chuvacutie.. pero dahil mabait akong anak.. I study :P

further confessions of a fan girl

2005-10-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

Pinoy Big Brother: I am so like Gwyneth Paltrow. She's addicted to UK's big brother, ako Im not addicted but I like the show. I don't get to watch it because of school, pero sometimes I do. If i can't watch it on tv I check the website.. I gave the link before di ba? Anyway click here. Sa website, the housemates may inanswerang questionnaire.. negk ang chicheapipay nung sa iba, yung sa iba masyadopng trying hard so ang pangit rin, ang pinaka magandang sheet na nakita ko is yung kay Sam. Kung ako ang mag-aanswer? eto isasagot ko.

hay nako iba haha :) sam.. haaay new flavor of the month..

But my feelings for sam aren't as high as my feelings for zuela's brother hahaha :) EVICT CASSANDRA! She's so irritating, good god.. she can even make a pope swear >:P

BANDA :)

2005-09-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

PUPILOPOLIS
patayin niyo ko. dahil astig ang bandang ito :)

The Mayors:
Ely Buendia - guitars, vox
Yan Yuzon - guitars, vox
Doc Sergio - bass
Bogs Jugo - drums

yuzon+buendia=ANGAS.

ok yun lang, happy birthday to two of my closest friends :)
VANE , the super girl and ZOIE, my oh so fabulous sister in law.:)

zoie and i have been through a lot now, so I love that bitch :P but not more than I love her brother.

HAVE YOU MET THE FARMHAND? because she gave me THIS LINK.

yun lang :) i edited my links na pala :) dun sa mga nagpapalink na i didn't link up, state your name and url in either my message or question box :) so sorry. Saka if you change your links.. same same.. :) [x]

for nica: i saw this in a second year blog.. with her very scary blog friend [parsci rin].. magugulat ka sa header.. BAGAAAAG! pag nakita niyo magugulat kayo.. as in NGIIII!niiiig.

MACARUBO, Glorious Jay
uhhmm... katabi ko sa klasrum ngaung First Quarter. Mabait...matalino... at minsan, madaldal. Magaling din i2 mag-chess.D naman xa pasaway.

POLIQUIT, Daryl
close ni Glady Joy! mabait pero minsan makulit. Matalino... responsible... ano pa ba...? Kuya ni Glady 2!

ANG BOYS PALA BUOYZ NA SPELLING, HAY NAKO.. BUOYZ. Di ba yun yung boses ng tao? BUOYZ?

HAGAIREY: we're starting a yahoogroup/fansclub for you HAGAIREYGAGO@yahoogroups.com. Have you seen your name on the men's bathroom? it says: "HAGAIREY GAGO" in our fansclub, we will showcase your handsome face and how appropriate it is for main... sabi ni donna.. and we will have pa contests too.. GUESS HOW OLD IS HAGAIREY? haha and may prize.. win a portion of hagairey's blackheads. but you're so black we can't know which is which.

JOOOOOKE LANG, KAYO NAMAN DI NA KAYO MABIRO :P we love you hagairey. :p

tae

2005-09-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

tae ang friendster.

i-aadd ni mon mon yung hale..

tinatamad na ako mag blog..

hahayaan ko na to sa inyo..

mahalin niyo pa rin haha..

di joke lang :D

kamukha nung teacher namin sa filipino, si mam viduya hahaha >:)

wrench the fence

2005-09-28T18:11:00.000+08:00

this was created last september 28.. nsa draft, post ko na!

[pps: promise, i'll act normal if i post again, this post is full of curses. :P ateneo // loser]

Ok, so my layout sucks. The hell with it. HAHAHA. Don't fuck with me I'll edit it. I'll change the colors lang and shit. But it might take a while though.

argh, ang lakas ko nanaman magmura, promise ko pa naman sa sarili ko di na ko magmumura sa blog, ok channel all your hate, shang. Hahaha. eto lang masasabi ko, after all the shit you did just to be on top, where are you now? Ehchos!

I'm absent from school today, I'm bummed because its zuela's birthday and I didn't spend her day with her. [laboooo]. Zuela's been one of my bestest friends. Wait lang, teka teka.. if you don't wanna be my friend..why do you keep hanging out with my friends? you scheming little bitch. gaya gaya pa to the way i speak. haynako. we know what you're doing... i've been there, done that. oh bago ka mag react alamin mo muna kung sino siya ok? huwag papansin. haaaay nako.. mga feelers nga naman

So anyway, enough of that... teka ano ba ikkwento ko sa inyo? Oh yeah, bonded na kaming class. As in! Hahaha. Ansaya. Akala ko before yung mga dating 2-C mga stuck ups, di pala.. some of them went here sa bahay and we did our chemistry project.. ansaya sharing ng secrets and all hahaha, actually I didn't share a lot because open naman ako eh :p they know who i like, who i don't like and what i really am. So you people, don't believe everything they tell you. Intelligence, after all, is the best credibility. I kow you know that. Mmmmhmmm

what else to say? oh yeah, i have new pictures to upload because zoie and i took pictures while were doing our recycled bag. hehehehehe.. yey! not in school but sa bahay naman. ano pa?

wala akong masabi because wala nga ako sa school today, nakakainis because i'm doing everything just to have high grades. partida di pa ko nagaaral. I'm happy by the way my academic life turns out. see, you could mess with me here because that's all you could do, but you can't mess with my grades. So now, I come with this conclusion: You can mess with me, but my future is untouchable...so I win. ask your favorite source of chismis about me, if her/his grades could compare. hindi sa pagmamayabang pero sabi nga ni nica: DON'T UNDERESTIMATE MY INTELLIGENCE.

Ok, I'm a kid. Like any ordinary kid, I'm proud to be getting good grades. Ewan ko, You can all diss me, mess me up, call me names or fight with me all you want but . Go on and hate me. It's probably my karma. Hahahaha. The main point of this post is: I'm still standing, blessed and happy. No regrets and not afraid of anything. No changing. Definitely no stopping.
my grades are getting as badass as a motherfucker could so bite the bullshit.

lss: blood on the ground- INCUBUS that's I-N-C-U-B-U-S
eat your guts out,

The Boy is MINE.

2005-09-26T21:44:00.000+08:00

You need to give it up.

Had about enough.

It's not hard to see, the boy is mine.

I think it's time we got this straight, let's sit and talk face to face.

There is no way you could mistake him for your man,

Are you insane?

See I know that you may be just a bit jealous of me.

Cause' you're blind if you can't see that his love is all in me.

See I tried to hesitate, I didn't want to say what he told me.

He said without me he couldn't make it through the day,

ain't that a shame?

And maybe you misunderstood,

Plus I can't see how he could wanna take his time and that's all good.

All of my love was all it took

The boy is mine.

You need to give it up.

Had about enough.

It's not hard to see, the boy is mine.

I'm sorry that you seem to be confused.

He belongs to me, the boy is mine.

KEEP ON ACTING LIKE A FOOL

You need to know it's me not you

And if you didn't know it girl it's true.

I think that you should realize,

And try to understand why

He is a part of my life

I know it's killing you inside.

You can say what you wanna say.

What we have you can't take.

From the truth you can't escape.

I can tell the real from the fake.

When will you get the picture?

You're the past, I'm the future

Get away it's my time to shine

if you didn't know the boy is mine.

You can't destroy this love I've found

Your silly games I won't allow

The boy is mine without a doubt

You might as well throw in the towel

What makes you think that he wants you,when I'm the one that brought him to

The special place that's in my heart, he was my love right from the start
He belongs to me

The boy is mine, not yours But mine!

Not yours!But mine!

I'm sorry that you seem to be confused.

He belongs to me, the boy is mine.

Hey, party people!!!

2005-09-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

Good evening, brothers and sisters of the Lord!

First off, lemme wish you all a happy week. As the quote goes, "A good beginning begets a good ending".:) If your day was bad expect bad luck for the rest of the week. Juuust kidding, who am I to say such prophecy?

Ok, so yesterday was a happy family day because the whole fam attended full mass [mass as in with the homily since we sometimes drop by and just pray] then hit the mall after. It was fun because for the first time ever my father and I didn't argue in National Bookstore. He must have loads of moolah yesterday. Nyahahaha. I have drafting stuffs already which is nice because I don't have to borrow all the time. I love 'em, infact I can't wait to use them. Oh, silly me. They're nice you know, goache colors [water colors] and as per usual, my favorite of favorites in the art department: Faber Castell's water colour pencils. I got the 36 ones though they're expensive. I recommend it for you artists. But then, if you're an artist you can make do with everything, so what the hell.

I got new vids too because they were on sale. So nice! Hey, I lead a busy academic life.. I'm some-sorta responsible stay at home during weekends student, so I don't really get to watch new movies. I watch 'em only if they're so tempting to watch! I got loads of stuff. FINALLY! I got the uncut version of Girl Next Door. Soooo nice, and Legally Blonde 2. I know, I know it has been shown countless of times but so what? 100 bucks, pare. My sister and I went crazy and got five for each of us. Our parents were NR. No reclaims. No reklamos.:) Fun!

For today, school was a half bust, half great. Nica, of all peeps, was absent. AZHAAAAHAR. Haha. Taets. So I became part loner, part not loner. Loner lang ako pag hinihila ni Alyana P si Zee, if that happens I go with Mel and Vee. If not naman, its Zee and I who goes together. But still, it ain't fun without neyca. Di ako masyadong tumawa today. Pero masaya pa rin ako. I wish Nic was present though. Para mas fun.

Thank God, I kinda read in advance for social. We had a test kanina. Super hirap nung test. But my goal is ano lang kahit 12 mistakes. That's fine with me. 59/71 is 85 percent. Kaunti lang naman yung stuffs na di ko sure. Naisip ko while taking the test a.) shit, buti nag review ka ng kaunti b.) gaga! kung nag-aral ka eh di sana mapeperfect mo.:( I've discovered the perfect study method for me. Narration and reading it out loud. Fun, funny but still I'm learning. You prob'ly dont get me. So isha, stop it.

Why am I blogging? wala lang, wala kasi kaming masyadong work. So I still have time to update. OHHHH.. heaven sent two new acolytes. Sam from pinoy big brother [as if :D] and Raymond Samson. Richard Guttierez look a like. PUUUCH as in SOOOOOBRUH! Haha. I vow to watch PBB, so far sa commercials ko pa lang nakikita the sam guy. And I like him already.

[short noties]
Nica, call me. i have the list of assignments.
Mon, pag di mo nahanap yung "blood on the ground" palitan mo ng hole in the head-sugababes. HAHA. Layo eh noh?
[/short noties]

Ateneo Lost >:P
Animo La Salle!
its probably gonna be feu again though. pero i hope la salle gets it. the team is the next best bet.

plug-ons:
Real Beauty

Gotta watch Raven, I so love that. Manonood na talaga ako ng PBB. Haha. :L loser. Pucha, yun cass? Bossy. Eh di sana magtayo na lang siya ng sarili niyang show, kung umarte kala mo siya si Big sister. Sana gumawa na lang siya ng sarili niya: Bahay ni Ate. Shet.

Blogs:

If you have nothing to do, I edited my LJ, and rekindled it again, so it looks so cool now [well, for me that is]. Click here. And I also answered messages and quesions, I plan to segregate it na pala, messages and questions. Yun, I still have 23 questions left unanswered >:?. Go here.

Have a happy school week, I hope your sched isn't as hectic as ours.

Much love party people. [--.] <-- ang angas nung smiley. Magpapalit na ko ng laaaaayie. Yeyyey!

ilang years na ba?

2005-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

SOCIAL STUDIES:

hellots-alipin sa sparta, greece"
Hellots? Di ba yun yung pag nabalian ka.. kailangan mo na magpa-HELLOTS"

gago.

hellenes-mga taga-greece, mga tunay na gresyano"
Hellenes? Di ba yun yung pag madumi na yung bahay mo, kelangan mo na mag-HELLENES"
gago.

Hellas-uhm, forgot.. basta tao rin to.
*maiintindihan mo to kung bisaya ka."Hellas, di ba yun yung pag natutuyawan ka? HineHELLAS"
hahaha.

gago.

Eibee-Pinarteng ispelling ng AB [kaklase ko]
"Eibee.. di ba yun yung singer ng SUGARFREE?"
[ebe]
gago.

Soul- as in "kaluluwa"
"Soul, di ba yun yung sinasabit sa balikat pag linalamig or nakagown ka? SOUL?"
[shawl]
gago.

Umpire- yung sa volleyball, taga decide kung in or out yung bola.
"Umpire? Di ba yun yung sinisigaw mo pag nasusunog ka? UMPIRE! UMPIRE!"
[IM on fire.]

Chains-kadena
"Chains? Di ba sukli sa tindahan yun pag bumibili ka, Chains?"[Change]

Lagay na kasi tayo ng bagong header.."Jump over the MON"[Mon-Moon]

Eto ang pinakamalupit ng joke.
nica: di ba si superman, hero sa air? kasi lumilipad?
isha: o?
nica: eh ano yung hero sa dagat?
isha: *thinking mode..*
nica: huwag mo masyadong isipin, baka mahulaan mo.
isha: ah alam ko na..
nica: ano?
isha: FINDING HERO?
nica: hinde.
isha: ano?
nica: eh di, SUPER FERRY.

ngoink ngoink ngoink ngoiiiiink.

etu pa:

SWEAT [Trigo time]
zue: omg! my sweat....
isha: SWEAT, di ba yun yung pag nilalanggam ka? HOW SWEAT?!
gago

CHX: [as in CHX of Pinoy Big Brother]
zuela: alyana, ikaw na lang si chx...
isha: CHX, di ba yun yung kapag di ka mali sa test? CHX!
gago

More if I want to.

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The reason why I haven't been posting is because of school. I think this set up is much better. I blog on weekends, I can concentrate on my studies more and Im actually loving it! I love lav luv laf it a lot! Like, I like studying now actually! Wala lang, masarap mag-aral lalo na kapag mataas ang nakukuha mo. Wanna make my grades higher. The higher the better. Yihi! Hahaha. Inaayos ko na talaga. People are notiicing naman eh. Wala lang para fun.

Ok, enough about studies. im seriously addicted to yema. yema in our school Ang sarap grabe. I need a daily dose of it. I love it. Hahaha. Ano pa ba? Uhmmm... UHMMMM... UHMMMMM... teka nagiisip ako.. sandali.. Ah ayun. Monica's been torturing me now because I was telling everyone Ad Rico Camacho is her current flame haha... hay naku. I have a bruise on my right foot because she kicked me haha tae. I love Mon. She's so cute. Hahaha. She's weirdoxly cute. Anyho, nica and i have been seriously hooked on heroin. Heroin of laughter. Hahaha. I so love lunch time, trigonometry time and uwian. That's where we laugh most. Saya talaga ng school grabe! Hahaha. I love my darling zizter in low too! hahaha. Zuela, I love you. Everytime maguusap kami ni chris baylon she looks at us in this odd way. My replies would be just : "Baylon is just like a sister to me" to Baylon's utter annoyance and "I got the HOTS for your brother, zoie!" To Baylon's utter annoyance too kaya yun. Haha. Masaya siya.

I have to do assignments today [friday] because my sister's truning three tomorrow and they're having a par-tay! So I have to be free from workloads tomorrow. On Sunday, Im going to Zee's [Zoie's] place to review. Im gonna review her kasi Im her unofficla Social Studies tutor. Then we'll do our drafting. Super hirap grabe.

What else? Im not so sure what else to write. AYYY YEAH. They played TOM Saywer kanina. Yung parang nakacurve/arch yung body parang nakakuba tapos hilera sila, as in God you can smell the butt's essence of fart kasi naamoy nila yung butt nung nasa unahan sa kanila. then may tatalon sa kanila, sasakay. Astig haha. Parang luksong baka na hindi. Tas pagnakasakay na sila dun uugain sila nung sinasakyan nila. Mahulog, or hindi ma kaya yung bigat TALO. It was fun to watch the boys do it nung lunch and physics time. It was also fun laughing at the girls [ibang girls] do it nung uwian. I love Fridays. Walang teacher minsan. Wan ko where they go. Ika nga ni mon. Wadeber. Hwadapak.

Oh and before I go and edit my friendster I wanna share with you a joke nung nagtotom saywer sila.nina paula: SHANG, ikaw naman lumuksozuela: oo nga shang ikaw naman..nina: oo isurprise mo silashang: AYOKO BAKA PAG LUKSO KO MAMATAY SILANG LAHAT.
MONIKA CASTRO IS SO SWEET. HAHAHA. ANG CUTE NIYA TALAGA. I GOT YOUR BIZAAAACK. HAHA. HAY NAKO.. Amssexxzzzy niya.. look out how weird she is:

" My mind is ...unwell..

My mind is having it's usual dose of weirdness right now...and I dunno if the golden fly I just saw caused my mind's ka-epalan. Huwaddapak.

If, for example...everyone you knew would be gone...will they be replaced?? Parang... parang lang. It just seems to me that, if they were to be far away from you, you'd meet someone else, ne? Just like replacing them,..but the only thing which is wrong is that the term "replace" isn't right. Pero parang replace na rin yon. Kaya kahit mawala ang lahat ng kakilala mo ngayon, ...mapapalitan pa rin sila?? Haha. Ang gulo ng pagkakaayos. Hindi ko ma-gets.

Anyway, Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children has just been released on DVD! And, ang astig! Sobrang taob lahat ng nakita kong battle scenes sa buong buhay ko! OMFG, mga pare, almost 3/4 of the male characters are smexxy. AMpohgee nila! Un lang. Wehehehe. I've been watching the movie over and over again...especially the battle scenes na walang kapantay ever since Go Go Yubari's scene in Kill Bill. Nyahaha~ Feh, wala pa dun un. Baka The Matrix...o ewan. La ako maalala.

Ang labas saken ng magagaling sa English, matalino. Mas matalino pa kesa sa magaling sa Math...pero mas matalino pa rin magaling sa Logic... mga katulad ni Japs at Paul pati ni Ellaga. Saken lang naman eh~! Pero ung mga matataas sa English dahil nag-aaral, ewan ko lang...ang ayus lang saken ung mga "normal" ang kagalingan, na di na kailangan ng pa-aral-aral etchos. Wehehe. Ang ganda ng mga nasa isip ko 'no?? Masyadong organized. :p Tapusin na nga natin 'to!

Nee, bakero, sore dake da. Jaa mata ne~!
V nanimo ka mo uso ni naru daremo inaku naru V 7:48 PM

Ability...able??...feck.

I'm glad Ruder pm-ed me after a long time na nagaantay ako ng pm niya, pero kahit nangamusta siya, nagmukang palusot dahil nanghingi lang ng code sa css...pero ayus lang, dahil Ruder provided me with links to dls of j-rock once more! Wehehe.. Sankyuu~ Ruder-kun. (BTW, by this Ruder, I mean Shiori-senpai) And then...waddafek?? I need to keep my blog in English because I have friends fr. foreign countries and it's just ...wrong to post in Flip dahel nga WALANG MAKAKAINTINDI ng pinagsasasabi ko -- trans: my posts would be meaningless. XP Ayus.. Deadman is fecking awesam!--I mean their songs..XD

Hell...wadebur. I can't think of anything else to say...everything here's turning to meaningless pieces of crap....and I DON'T LIKE IT very much. As much as I'd like to post meaningful, and SENSIBLE stuff na nangyayari sakin, there are already restrictions and I'm taking too much caution. Shet, a lot of visitors are people whom I don't like...like...that big letter G ober der.

What else...anou, I think I just made the biggest mistake yet... I shared someone a trick on how to do a "thing" in the internet...just like intruding a website or something...or maybe enabling you...to surpress the scripts and the like. Shet, I told it to the WRONG person...I'm so disappointed..:( ...I'll make sure I'll never commit the same mistake again.

Last Notes: Ignore the most obvious wrong"ness" of the spellings and grammar, bakero...they're intended. AND--BR tags won't work in friendster fecking blog-system thing. I HATE FRIENDSTER BLOGS. *BOW*

And I just had to hide a certain part of my post because it's kinda implying something that I don't really want to say but I couldn't stop myself from saying. The big space up there is actually my post in black font. You don't need to highlight it, simply because you can't.

Also, Friendster is becoming too awesome to be true...but sadly, myspace is still even better. To Friendster: try harder. Anyway, I've already updated my profile...and I'm liking it so far...partly because Diru is playing in the background. Kyaa~! *turning into a monster fangurl* Baka. In your dreams.

Sore dake da. Jaa~!!! (Cross post in Fster Blog.) I just realized I'm making ramblings agen...Wahaha~!
"

I love her. *sighs* crush ko rin yung amfuge niyang crush na first year. Pero ms ayos si sophie saka yung seniors kong type. TYPE LANG. RELAKKKKKS.

eto pa isang girl na maloloka ako EVERYDAY: Neyca

see.. di ko matiis. wala lang naman.. naisip ko lang na tutal wala namang assignments ngayon.. magblog nalang ako! ehehe.. nga pala.. pepol may answer blog na ko! o diba astig! nandun sa taas yung link.. share.. ehehe.. wala lang naman.. naiingit lang ako dun sa mga meron.. ayun.. nakigaya.. tsk! ehehe.. urhm.. sabi ni isha taas daw energy level ko ngayon days na 'to! ahahahaha! panu kasi may bago na akong PETname kay isha: snout! ihihihi.. inaasar ko kasi siya eh! naisip ko kasi kung sasabihin kong alberta.. de niyo magegets kasi story namin yun nung 2nd year yung bouncing pig (albert yung pig) eh.. yun.. ginagaya niya kasi si mong-mong kahapon patalun- talon.. pagkatapos naalala ko ihihi.. the bouncing pig! bagang! ouch! hinampas ako! nyaah! ehehe.. everyday dose ko na yan pag inaasar ko si isha.. nakakatuwa! XD ehehe.. ewan. natatakot na ko.. baka magbrow- out nanaman kasi umuulan.. kaya hanggang dito nalang.. gud day pipz! :) be happy! :D

hangaggo.

Be optimistic, when the road gets bumpy..bumpy...bumpy

pps: I changed the URL of my goingchocnuts chuvers so if you wanna know the URL email me. Ok? Wala lang. Para masaya. Im giving it away. HAHAHA. So dun sa nagpupunta na dati, bala na. Kunin niyo na lang sa akin via email or message. Since most of you have discovered nolimits and attack censorship :)

Its raining birthdays!:

sept. 24-HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BRATTY BABY SISTER, REINA LEE.:D

sept. 28-ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZUELA, ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHICKS.

sept. 15-BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN ESTARIS, A SUPER HOT CHICK MAGNET. HAHAHA. CHOS!

Who says I hate GAY people?

I love homosexualssss.....Hahaha.

Taeng libreng porno. Hoyyyy haha smurfs at flintstones pare. Ibang klase haha. Vastus. Nica kasi kung ano ano pinagtuturo. Hahaha. Shitness.

Lss: Pinoy Big Brother Song.

di nga ako masyadong nanunuod nun eh

Hey people. See my friend's, [jada's], blog. She writes her own poems. its beautiful. I love it.
Yun. Next week na ata uli?

Lab lust,

Moi.

Si ara ba may blog pa? di ko mahanap. Iedit ko na lang playlist ko.MON BURN MO KO.

I love this incubus-sounding band: SHIELA AND THE INSECTS. hahaha. ay astig rin up dharma saka yung dyptolicense. [am i right?]

fontface and friendster na! baka magkaroon ako ng bagong header and background :)

so productive sunday!

2005-09-18T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hey, today is sunday and I'm kinda bored so i typed loads of things up for today. You may not read it if you find it too long or something. I'm just getting crazy from all that jollibee chicken I had for lunch.:) I would've given you one of them lang but I like them all. Ang shalla shalla kasi nilang lahat. [Zue credits Kris for "Shalla" if I were to find a word for it I'd go for ang "ian" but my toungue would've slipped if I were to go to the herrera household], Napansin ko lang, ang bloomingdales ko today. Kasi ang daming nagsabi. Kaya napansin ko na rin. Wala lang. productive na productive ako today. [Productive, di repr0ductive, gago.]

I've started to mark dates after what I wrote. I mean, not here in blogger..but those I write in notepad in my computer. I have lots.:) Ewan ko what'll I do with those. But its fun reading them. The fun queen may not be around all week so here are somethingS.

Ok, read on.

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Postmodern

I realized what I should've given that semenarian priest before he ran away with his fellow semenarians. I should've given himsomething reminiscent of me. [No not a panty you git]. Something that woould make him realize why I fail to acknowldge his explanations and the way he looks at things. Why I never accepted the theological way, or so he says. I should've given him something that symbolizes hardcore logic, the reality of the world today [not in the confines of the theological way, as he exageratingly puts it]. It must be something that shows females rock, or that hardcore females rule the earth, [knowingly or unknowingly of course]. Something that would make him sweat beads out of reading, something that will make him think apart from the virtues he learned, something that shows manifestation of feminism. I should've given him FHM.

No, I am just kidding. His single blessedness may not be so blessed after that and he might become one of those holy priests accused of the unholy of all unholies: statutory rape. So to prevent him from doing a Michael Jackson and to make him realize what I was blabbing about in his non-significant class.. I should've given him a Zafra. No, not a swift taekwondo kick and not tires from the popular tire mogul. I should've shelled out three hundred pesos to give him two of my most favorite books: Jessica Zafra's Twisted 1 and Twisted 2. He'll be entertained with that.
I've always loved Zafra's works. I personally think that she's one of the best filipino writers. I've gone crazy after reading Twisted 5 in national and bought all, Twisted 1 - Twisted 7 in one blow. No regrets, they're my favorite series of all time. My Zafrabsession did not end there. After my spending Zaframmer in Quezon City [Zaframmer- Zafra summer, a summer that involved reading Jessica Zafra], I read the rest of her works and now I have a mini Zafra library in the comforts of my very pink bedroom. I wish she comes up with new ones. I always miss POV though, I dunno if it still exists.

Oh yeah, since his single blessedness always seems to carry Chicken Soup for the Soul, even in the bathroom I pressume, I should've mailed him Chicken Pox for the Soul and my own version of it, Chicken Pok for the Soul. But then the end wont justify the means, so never mind. Let him rot and eat nutribuns in his bunsy blessedness.

And yeah, these Zafras hounded up on my bedside table [Not exactly a table but an extra computer space] are starting to take their toll on me. I read Zafra before I go to sleep and all this crazy things hound me when I dream, I dream of gays in nutribuns, cats flowing out of my drawer and I wearing glasses with a huge "FAG HAG" sign on my forehead. Good lord, I might be killed before I even try waking up and stagger for breath.

Beware the murderous, Jessica Zafra.

Hands and fingers clap [you do it like you twidle your fingers together, that's how faggots of today clap] to my favorite writer of all time *drum roll* no let me rephrase that, *GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE DRUM ROLL* and then..*Rampaging Elephant Cry* and then done.. oh yeah, my favorite writer, Jessica Zafra.:)

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Silent Honor

Ahm, I dunno. Haha. Here I am thinking of what to write, ano ba? Sige, I'll tell about the book I've been reading na lang.:)

I mentioned once that I wanted to read a new book badly, I was so frustrated to get my hands on a book I saw in National but I always had a lot of things to do, and my parents would rather stay home on a weekend because they're tired. So last friday, I was looking at our book shelf, and I saw a Danielle Steel book. My mom likes reading her, I hink she reads sidney sheldon too. Ayun nga, I scanned through the book but I didn't like it much. So after a few minutes I decided to rummage further and look for something nice to read. Ayun, it was a treasure trove full of Danielle Steel's, I saw one that interested me. It was aptly titled "Silent Honor" and it has a japanese character in front. So I decided to take it to my room.

I don't like Danielle Steel, I had this perception that she's more for the older aged people, but I like this book of hers. It's a story of a young japanese girl trapped between her rich japanese culture and a new world, america. War broke out a few months after she reached america. World War II. I like the plot. It shows how a Nisei family [Nisei-American born Japanese people] lived through the war. It also showed how a highly political Causacian and a very old-fashioned and traditional japanese girl braved war and a lot of tides because of their romance. The japanese were highly discriminated when war broke out. Especially a girl, nineteen, and one who upholds her culture and her heritage highly important. She was, a high risk. The book was well researched and it showed how japs lived in infirmaries. How war affected even those who had jobs as engineers, architects, professors. They were even told to sell their belongings in just 3 days! Most of them sold their houses for a hundred dollars, and the rest went to the warehouses the government had provided them. In the infirmary, they were made to live on stables that smelled strongly of horse manure. Six in a stable. It's not even humane. Japanese people were terminated from their jobs because suddenly they were the enemy. Even though a man, a girl or a little japanese child isn't responsible for the whole Pearl harbor incident, still, they were discriminated. Young males though japanese and were confined in barracks and an infirmary, were made to join the civil army. They're not even treated failry yet they're bound to die for a country that does not want them! That's absurd. The book really opened up my eyes against discrimination and how cruel the world might be, especially when you are different from most people.

I wish you could get a copy of it. It's beautiful. A combination of old japanese tradition and a modern world. It is sad how americans discriminated the japs. I mean, that was so stupid. Even those american born people were told to be "enemy aliens". Its a sad thought, Im glad that war was long over. Inter-racial connections are accepted now, isn't it? I mean, its not about the race, it's about your ability.

Basically, Silent Honor reminded me of Memoirs of a Geisha and Lovely Bones. I don't know why. Maybe memoirs because of the japanese culture and lovely bones because of the way it was written. I love it, nonetheless. It's so interesting to read. It fascinates me a lot. I don't know. The old japanese culture, tradition and ways DO fescinate me a lot. I find it very, very interesting. So exquisite, so elegant.. so nice. Old Japanese ha, not the japanese now. No offense.:D I finished it na and its beautiful in every sense of the word.

Yun lang, I'd go and read some more.

~~I'd be reading Kaleidoscope next, also by Danielle Steel~~. Haha. Treasure Trove.:D I love rummaging through old stuffs. I'll tell you about the book when I read it na. Kayo, what book are you reading now?

Have a happy week.:)

[edit]

I wanted to read kaleidoscope but my loving handsome father accompanied me to National Book Store kanina and left me there, since he went to work na [around 6]. But he didnt leave me empty handed on my way home though, I got three new books.. The Virgin Suicides by Jeffrey Eugenides, Little Women by Louisa May Alcott [THIIIICK grabe!!! Around 700 or 600 pages, tiny letters.. but mura lang because its 50% off] and the very expensive Falling Leaves by Ade Lin Yen Mah [am I right?]. She's chinese and she wrote chinese cinderella. I love her too. ayun, I might read Kaleidoscope mga next year na because of three new beautiful books. YAY! I've graduated from babaw chic lit and to serious lit books now. I love it. So lovely.

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Family of Cats

World peace. I'm supposed to be doing my filipino essay about my mother's greatness but I fail. I have written 5 words. 6 if you count the dash before the "C" which is my section. I just finished reading jessica zafra's book 3 I've read it before and I love reading it over and over again. The only book I do not have of her is her 2nd book. 1-7 I have, so with all the others.

Now, why world peace? Nothing, I just thought of each and every family upbringing you, other eaders reading this with you and I have. I've made up my mind with a wonderful set.

The Rambo Family: A family reminiscent of the wild movie, Rambo, with its predescesors Rambo II and III. The National Coalition on Television Violence has listed 123 deaths and 245 seperate acts of violence in 109 minutes of Rambo III. Sylvester Stallone, as a one man fighting machine, fends off the Soviet Army single handedly. I do not know whether pregnant women in this particular family loved watching the film while they were with child or it probably just runs in the genes. This particular family loves fending off people with their guns, samurais, bayonets, grenades and other measure of terror used to horrify next door neighbors if they were not given the daily serving of scrumptous sunday lunch.

The feeling Rambo family: in tagalog "The naghahanap ng away family". A family full of warfreak people, a teenager who tells everyone that she/he's soooo api and so understanding and another relative who's machine gun of a mouth won't stop till he/she gets what he/she wants. Fame probably, honor, admiration.. They won't exist when left alone, they prey just like molds eating up a stale bread. They need you for power, to be sikat and be above everyone else. No matter how hard they do deny it. They call on you to go war with them, of course you'd be equally low to take it. You do not know how EVIL and SCHEMING they are. So you just leave them alone to rot in their own patheticness. They feel they're part of your life. Piece of advice: Most young urban professionals are in the streets of ortigas and makati looking for work. Life is good. You need to get one.

The Goody two shoes family: They are the law abiders, Daddy doesn't cut through traffic, Mommy puts your sandwhiches in your Dora the Explorer lunch box and Baby drinks her junior juice in school. No fights, all peace. Until one day, Daddy cuts through traffic.. squabbles with the police officer on duty..stares at him and DIES. Mommy, feeling the lost of daddy tries to kill you to, sandwhiches goes on reverse now, Mommy prepares you a sandwhich and inside, Dora Rat Killer pellets lurks around between pieces of ham and cheese. You, having eaten your sandwhich twelve hours ago, feel the poison coming on to your brain, and you die. Mommy dies to because she forgot to wash her hands when she ate lunch. Only to find out that Daddy isn't really dead. Off he was to another family he'd been hiding for so long. Mommy gets mad. She couldn't be alive again. She can't kill Daddy.

The Adams family: This particular family often exists when the new boyfriend gets invited to have dinner with the girl's family. Smelling wonderfully, he enters the house gives girl's mom fresh flowers, pays respect to lolo and lola and shakes hand with Dad. Everything goes well till your hunchback cook calls for dinner. As if on cue, a lightning strikes. Pretty boy is terrified not by the way your little brother picks his boogers but by the way your family laughs on your dad's bloody mary joke. "MOAHAHAHAHA!" from the men and an evil cackle from the ladies. It even gets worse as hunchback cook serves you crispy pata, you think it looks so fine till you notice there are extra long bits of meat with something reminiscent of a toenail stuck on them. Uncle Frankenstein brings out wine, only to your horror that it's thick and almost tangible. Mom turns into someone with long fangs, long black hair and a curvy body under a black dress. Then you realize it, Vampirina's cackling right in front of you. You reach for water only to see lola's pustiso submerged on the glass you just drained with water. Run.. run till you trip. And you realize.. its your OWN family you're running away of.

Too Cool for you family: Similar to the untouchables, Daddy's a polititian, Mom's a movie star and ate and kuya had their fairshare of soap operas and tv commercials. When you and your family walk in malls people stare. Either with hate because your crocodile of a father pockets the taxes for the city and your Mother a sweet person on tv turns out to be a snobby brat on street OR with envy, they're rich, they're famous, they have beautiful children, disregard their bad values.. they're perfect. Ate and Kuya are both beautiful, smart and they belong to one of the best school in the land. Whatever other people might think, you're happy. Then the a-bomb looms over you. You're adopted. And your Rambo family's right outside the door waiting to pick you up.

We-are-family family: You and your family dance to the flamenco, the beegees and every 80's band there is. Your bedroom is adorned with feather boas, sequined quilts and shimmering curtains, you wear t-shirts of pink, lavendar and purple. You paint your nails [with the help of your siblings] with nail art. Glitters adorn your school project and you can't help but lovingly watch your parents curl hair for the annual santacruzan in your barangay. You wanna be like them, they're supercool. Suddenly you realized, who's my father? If they're both gay. Nevermind, you're gay too. So what's the point. Your biological parents might have beaten you up anyway.

The extended but I wish we weren't family:

Pick a version, it could be two or more

Version 1: Dad dies, you and mom are left alone and then Mom meets a new guy goes home and becomes your stepfather.. you're doomed. You hate him. Until the day he moves in, you swear to give him the time of his life, i.e. clog the toilet so his poop wont flush. But then that day comes and together with their dad, two equally gorgeous, hot double cool with knobs guys come in the picture too. Let me guess, you offer that you three could be roommates. Dyosko.

Version 2: Mom dies, you and dad are left alone. Dad meets a new girl, new girl marries dad, new girl goes home and becomes your stepmother. She's evil, vile and negativity all rolled into one. She will make your life miserable. Two red heads with freckles scattered over their noses [similar to the a popular restaurant mascot, which is vile too and downright repugnant] come in the picture too. They think they could mess with you and make you a cinderella. Wrong. You use aquarium water for the juice they ask from you. You use chicken poop as chocolates for the brownies they asked you to bake, you even use the laundry water for their bubbly mixed drink. Not to mention swots of flies in their black raspberry currant pie. In just two months, they go crazy and commit suicide. That's my girl.

Version 3: there's no version three. I am tired.

[signed] The federal bureau of dysfunctional families with equally dysfunctional children.

More if I want to.

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That's all for today. Buhbye now.

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pps. My dearest hater, It isn't my nature to shut up and not talk, unlike you I am blessed with the gift of words. I am a born writer. I could whip up something new even when I am in the bathroom getting all my rage out. But then as the priest said, in your mind tell these to your enemies, "I forgive you" and so I forgive you for your shallow mind and patheticness. I believe you under estimated me wrongly. I am not that goody to make up with you. You should've known how evil I really am. I still think of your cousin highly. But then for you, the mantra, in the words of Eddie Guerrero goes like this: "Keep your friends close, keep your enemies even closer". Sorry, gantihan lang.[--,] Oh and please, hate me with a grown up language. "Tupperware" is so GRADESCHOOL. Isthattillwhereyourbraingoes?

pps2: IM ALL OVER YOU means a.] NABABALIW AKO SA IYO b.] CRUSH NA CRUSH KITA and c.] GUSTONG GUSTO KITA or even d.] IN LOVE AKO SA IYO, I AM HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH YOU. it is a million miles different from IM OVER YOU. Tsk. You're so vile. Older people aren't so wise afterall. Translation: HAHA. Tanga.

This the last I'd pay you my precious attention. Go on and admire me though.

Much love bonita,

The writing lunggay album

2005-09-17T15:23:00.000+08:00

Pretty noh? Unlike some wannabe rockers I know.

click the pic

2005-09-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

to be crazy, is to be beautiful.

2005-09-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Yup. Crazy REALLY IS Beautiful.

Hoy, asan na yung mga chicks ko? Ba't isa isa kayong nagqquit. Josmeh, four days lang ako di nakapagblog hop parang woah. Asan na yung iba? Hahaha. Every chick in the house say heyyyoooo! Hahaha. Jok. Ewan. Oh basta, blogging or not blogging, lav kayo ni Ate Shang. HAHA. Amfaggot. Ate Shang. Hahaha. Hoy, magparamdam kayo dito. HAHAHA. Lalo ka na, Therese at ikaw Ara. Saka ikaw rin Cjoy.. haha. Dahil balita ko may bago kang hotchick. Tapos shempre di natin dapat kalimutan si Maelou. Bago kong friend. Ay hindi, si Lolly lang sha. Saka si Pitik Kulangot Queen, si Kirsty tas sino pa? Shempre ang pinakamamahal ko na magiging 14 years old and 8 months na sa September 26. Mahal kita haha MOWAH! :*

Hi! Ikaw, you wanna be my chick? Hahaha.:D

Oh and yeah, I'm going to fix my links and my player this Sadurdae. So yun.:) Hehehehe. May isa akong kaklase, bad siya. Marami siyang sinasabing bad stuffs about us ni Nica sa ibang tao. Basta bad siya kasi sa school kunyari aral siya ng aral. Isusumbong ko siya kay Zuela. >:?

I realized I'd try to make much more sense when I blog, so I could hone my writing skills. [anong skills? hahaha. gago eh noh?] Hehehehe. We're talking about financial success, success in chosen career and in beauty sa English. Yung naginvent ng kodak film, Ernest Hemingway and Marlyn Monroe. I look up to the latter two, but they killed themselves. They weren't happy. They wanted MORE. But then they do not know what they REALLY wanted. I'd be writing about them. What it looks like to me and what I'd do if I were them. Wait for that.:P

Hey, here are some stuff i'd be posting. I still have another CD to upload.. ahhhhh.. Mapopos ko sa saturday na. Ang bagal kasi right now eh.

Lunggay looking so gwapa :P Back off, I love this rocker.

AYYY Nica, medyo nasa baba tayo. Haha. Hanapin niyo locker namin ni Nica. Hahah. Naconceal ng electric fan.

ARTSY-FARTSY EKLAT:

Ohhhh my artwork.. lookie! That's for chem. I love it.

Yiheee. Faber's Water Colour Pencils does wonders. It's the newest love of my artsy life. I love it ng sobra.:)

This says "trigonometry rocks!" it really does!.. eto yung wala na akong masagot.. sa scratch nag artist artisan na lang ako. HAHAHA. I like Trigo. So fun!. Sarap manood ng mga inaantok saka parang linilibing.. hmm.. something to blog about. HAHAHA. Laughtrip ang trigo time, swear. Yung iba bilangan mo 1-10 tulog haha.

Yun. I'm not in the mood to continue. I'll study na lang. Pero nanghihinayang talaga ako jan sa taong yan, yan oh sa post ko before this. Asar.

Dun sa mga nagpapalink. Link niyo muna ko.:P Haha. Di joke lang. Ayos lang!.:) Hoooy plinug ko kayo hahaha. *cough*me rin!*cough* Hahaha. Juuuust Kidding.:p

tangled up.>:l

2005-09-15T18:34:00.000+08:00

Have you heard this song?

"You wanna know more, more, more about me?.. Gotta know REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY"

Today is a sick day. Not because I am sick but because my ego is bruised. I don't know, actually I do not know how to behave in front of someone I like. Come on, you know what I mean. It's even ten times harder when that guy is older, wiser and a theologist. Your part-time, thesis making, teacher. You have to make a mark amidst your fellow classmates. Hooked. Well, I don't like him that much actually but you know, hahaha. He's cute in that Matt Damon kind of way.

Describe him? Hmmm.. a total KNOW-IT-ALL, not bragging know-it-all but he speaks as if he's so sure of what he's saying, it irritates the hell out of you. So you have to play a little shell game, find little holes in what he says. Make him sweat beads, crease his forehead, and all in all.. look like a fool. Then, therefore.. you make a mark. Bingo! But what if it turns out as the mark you do not want to leave. You just want to make him think about you, about what you said. Anticipate the coming week or so.. but then it gets too late. He's leaving, you are not sure if it's for good but you feel it. You get the creeps. nd in this last meeting of you guys, you're still at it.. proving that you can suffice, you are better, intelligent and you can bring him down with what you say. You wrote him a letter not even for him, but for his equally annoying classmate, your teacher too. But neverthless, you still made a mark..didn't you?

If only God [since he serves God, :D] can give you a second chance.. noh? But that won't change anything, you have to be consistent.. you must not be like other girls gushing over his intelligence. You have to be some kind of contrabida, antagonist.. You must piss the living skeletons in his chakras. Dismantle his sound mind and make him gush.. of irritation and amusement.

He's gone now. Breathe. Reverse Psychology doesn't always work. Sometimes the person only thinks you are there to irritate him. That you do not like him at all. That you hate him. Not your reverse, reverse psychology lowdown.. or your Sir-Are-You-Making-ANY-sense-at-all? I hope we see each other one day, I'd tell you what the real deal is.:(

At least zuela and monika is with me kanina, if not I might have lost my sanity.. got down on my knees and proclaimed my undying.. immortal love.. for his smile. HAHAHA. He wrote me a letter. But I didn't get to read it. ARGH. Yeah, I agree.. di ka dapat nasa seminaryo.. haha. Dapat umalis ka na doon at pakasalan mo na ako. And have Ian Bryan's foot up your holy ass.:D

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Yup. That's it for today. Saikou, oh and I just finished 40+ pictures for going chocnuts.. 60+?? to go!! But the cd is with NicaAdiks. So you might wanna drop by this saturday, I meant here, silly :p. Ok, gotta go and do school stuff, again.Have to print and type reports and then study for a GEOM long test. Geom is my fave subject, but it doesn't like me.:( vumiir. Pero sigi lang, alang alang sa iyo.. mahal kong Diliman.:)

Me, the writer?!

2005-09-13T16:26:00.000+08:00

I find myself writing a lot lately. I mean, I used to think of myself as a writer with no absolute substance. When I blog, I just type in what enters my mind right at the very instant. My posts are a soluble solution of simple words, crazy organization and heck of timid emotion. But then writing, as if injected to me when I came out of my mother's womb, won't quit it. I still find myself itching for a pen and paper even during class discussions. Geometry, physics, and social studies... you name it. Some subject or topic strucks me like a lightning bolt and the light bulb in my head goes on! I get addicted.. words suddenly type in my head.. as if an imaginary laptop is working.. currently typing on my suddenly idea filled brain.

This often leads to another problem, not the problem that I might get a zero for not listening in class but you know, a chess problem. A problem three steps ahead, career choices. Though you might find it overacting and disturbing it isn't senior high life that comes to my mind so often nowadays, it's life after that seniority. I am confused. I want to write.. with writing I believe I am free, free to put down every emotion I have unto paper.. to let my feeling taste ink, to beleaguer my thoughts with the magic of words. Senseless or not, I still want to write it all away. I do not know what else will follow.. this twisted puzzling brain of mind is doing what it does best, confusing me. Writing unleashes my creativity.. it is a passion I started noticing ever since I was seven. I do not know what to do with it. How to connect it with the plans I have already made for myself, years from now. I do not know where it would bring me, if ever I do exchange it for the crisp halls of a law firm. I do not know if writer's luck would plummet over me, or a flock of pigeon shit would bring me unto famine.

All I know now is that I want to write. I have so many things going on my mind, and you, intelligent as you are, might not get my point, might refer to this dilemma of mine irrelevant, or something out of pure sheer imitation, I don't care. Writing has been with me since I was born, I won't let go of it. It is an addiction that needs no rehabilitation, needs no cease. Writing, I believe is my comfort, amidst this world full of insecurities, hate, discomfort, scrutiny, vagueness and every inch of sarcasm we mortals inflict upon our fellow mortals.

RockstarsTM

2005-09-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

Public Figures

Tell me, why do stardom crazy teenagers enter showbusiness? Some do it for noble reasons, to earn money. Some do it for fame, to hsare their talents, to showcase what goods they do have.I, personally, call showbusiness the easy-hard business. One commercial and POP! Six figures in your bank account, but then your ever precious hair tired from all that shampooing, blow drying and straightening just to get that perfect "kinamay lang inayos na" look. You also develop a sore throat afterwards from all that dialogues, cramped and tired muscles from all that dancing and even worse, a stiff neck from all that tosing and turning just to make your hair "bounce".

What these artists realize when they enter superstardom is that they are now officially, public figures. They are now official properties of the following masthead: the press, their mass following and their avid critics. They have just jumped in the little fishbowl they were once hopelessly dreaming to be part of. Following this "superstardom" is their rampant publicity, a sudden shot up to popularity, fifteen seconds of fame only extended for ten years or so.. Being a public figure means being watched almost 24/7, idolism follows next. From their records to their movies they can't help not having a following. While some fanatics may have the mantra of "The more the merrier" some do have the habit of "This-band-is-mine-and-mine-only, back-off. Anyone-else-who likes-them-MUST-BE-KILLED!". It is natural for fanatics to be extremely possesive of someone they proclaim to be theirs FIRST. But then these artists do like to have a huge following, they do like to have tentruple platinum records and a hoard of crowd gathering upon them during their concerts. They love having loads of fans, they WANT to have MILLIONS OF FANS. Millions who like them, love their music and idolize their style. Make them an icon.

One fan cannot stop others from liking the band he/she likes. If a fan doesn't want any other person to like the band/artist he or she idolizes, then she could always ask the band to stop. He/she could always plead for the band to retire. Or better yet.. she could always BUY the band and let them perform privately in the comfort of his/her home, privately with no nuisance from other followers who love the band. That's if they would like to.:)

ps. If you are a band fanatic, of course you'd be an idiot to take my advice. You can always pretend the band sings for you, keep your sanity by avoiding the temptation of wringing those other band fanatics who idolize your oh so beloved band. Better yet, find another band. One that is unknown and isn't publicized all throughout the world. One who doesn't have plans of cracking asia and america. You'll be original forever, I guarantee you.

Have a happy school week, my oh-so-cute visitors.:)

Announcement

2005-09-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

HUY MGA CHUVERS,

may playlist na rin ako sa wakas. That's pinaghirapan haha. saka lahat ng kanta diyan gusto ko talaga so yun.. gusto ko lang sabihin na meron. I hope you guys like the same music that I do like. Ayuuuun lang ahahaha.. Gwen Stefani, No Doubt, Death Cab, Destiny's, Mraz, Incubus, Keys, Carlton, Norah Jones, Imbruglia, Pink[!], The Used.. yun. I wanted to add more kaso tamad na ako and its late na.

As much as I would love to tell you about what happened at home, huwag na lang.. its so blah, emo.. as in emotional. hahaha. I've proven that my father loves me, as in. Tita Edna, rocks!!! Haha. I love her to death. I miss my baby sister though. All in all I am happy.:)

Be happy, read a book.. watch tv. Hahaha.

Nakakainis wala na JackTv sa amin, pero ok lang babalik naman RAW! sa USA eh.

Who wants to go with me in Ongpin? As in chinatown? I want to buy some stuff there kasi eh. Oh sige babay na. I may not blog frequently this week. Got loads of things to do!

Thanks heaps for visiting! Please include me in your prayers. help me get good grades haha. Aral na ba toh??? Ah top eh noh? Hahaha. Science High School, friggin' hell of a place. If you are gunning for UP you must do your best, Isha. So do it. HAHAHAHA.

Babay. Enjoy the playlist.:) It works now.:)

Alleluia

2005-09-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

Commercial. Monica Castro stupidly blurred her face. Cutesy. Hahaha. forever soul sisters he noh? Madapakas ampuch.:)

Adddikkkktuuus

2005-09-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

I know I need to study hard and I just took time to check my mail pero hullo, doi.. bading badoingdoing.. HOOOOOT.

Anyone bid for someone hotter? HAHAHA. Sino siya? Secret.:P

zombie

2005-09-08T18:38:00.000+08:00

New blogger picture. I am in a forever quest to find a nice picture of madapaka. shit. can't see anything.

Wala na akong maisip na ipopost. Tinatamad ako mag blog ngayon.

Iisa lang ang masasabi ko, haha. Sir Bogs, shock ka noh? Haha. Namamawis siya kanina eh.

hahaha. Bukas na lang yung mahaba.

Gutom na ako eh.

Babay.:)

Uyy, sino may codes para sa darkplayer? penge naman oh.:) fliis. hahanap na nga lang ako ng magandang mabait. hahaha.:) Moi. Gumoing chocnuts ka na ba?

SONG STUCK IN HEAD

IT'S SO MUCH BETTER!

incubus and the cranberries. coolness

pps: im back to fastonlineusers, btw. hosted-scripts server is down.:(

ayyyshet

2005-09-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

PUNYETRIX. NALIMUTAN KO:

JASON BERBASA, isa lang ang masasabi ko.
HEYYUUUUUP. AMFUGE FUGE MO!!!

Click the Pic. Haha. I love you. You love me.

You know that DOVE Commercial?
"Extra large? or Extra sexy?"
Thank you.
You all make me smile, you sweet frickin' people.
Ya all heard? I all luv ya!
Hahaha. Tuwa ako.

Lss: Crush-Jennifer Paige.

Mon, isama mo na rin to sa CD na ibibigay mo.:) fliz? thenks. LAVYU! haha

bannerific so terrific!

2005-09-07T20:23:00.000+08:00

THE BEST
Dance showdown kanina. It was fun. Magagaling silang lahat sumayaw. Pero, I choose Zuela. Haha. I love her. For me, she's the best dancer. Go Zue, shake that butt that doesn't grow. WOOOHOO Yung sign ko kanina, Hindi for the dancers, ano siya BAYLON: MUKHANG DAGA!!! haha wala naman sha eh. hangtapang eh noh?

HOT ROCKER
Monica is so HOOOT. I mean, she's the only girl rocker I know that turned a GIRL into a LESBO. In just a short span of time. AT wala pa siyang ginawa haha. Makamanduuuuuuug.

STUPID GERL:
I feel so stupid. I know that I should not because I did not even study this quarter. Walang effort. I should be thankful that I belong up there. It's my competetiveness that's eating me up. It's my thirst to prove them all that I am the best. I can take in the fact that 5 people bested me. Actually tentative, baka 2 lang because I am .55 higher than the two. I shall check. I don't deserve it. I don't study. I go home, I eat, I go online, I watch TV, I sleep. I do my stuff sa school. Sila Nica and sila Bianca, they study talaga and they are masipag. Lahat ng stuff sa bahay TAPOS! Ang tamaad koooo! Pero di kooooo matangaaaaaap! Ang samaaaa ko! I feel so guilty but I can't help it.

In the end, its not about your ranking. Its about what words come out of your mouth, what you put to paper and what you reach when you grow up. Being on the top list doesn't mean you are best of them all. Pero top 5 ako. haha. Bwisit. I checheck ko pa. Baka ako yung 3. Mataas kasi ako kay nica and biankers. Lam ko na reaction ng feyrents, "PROOOUUUUUD KA PAAA? EH SECTION C KA NGA EEHHHHH!". Yeah right, try going in to my school. Pero infairness, natuwa si father. Haha. Looove ako nun kahit sabihin niya na konsumisyon ako. Froud Ferent. Sovrang vilib sa akin. I know they are proud of me. I feel it. They just want to push me to my limit because they know I could do better.

DID NOT SEE YOU:
Anyhoo, let's go to other stuff, babawi ako frams. [no i]. I should be thankful na lang to God I belong sa Top. Yun na nga, dance showdown kanina. Masaya. Yung mga nakuha dati pinasayaw ulit. Sister-in-law rocks. Haha. Astig. I love your KUYA! haha. Joke. I didn't see mr. fido dido today. [Nica, wuttanick]. Unfair, si Nica ilang beses nakita si Polyuncute.Nagbabay pa sa kanya. Okay lang, nakita ko naman si "Oh my, God has come down to earth". Pag nakita mo kasi siya you can almost hear the alleluia chorus. Hahaha.

GRINEET KAMING LAHAT SA LS.FM YESTURDAAE! Hahaha. Ang Jologs pero ang astig! I LOVE 3-C!!!

Favorite ko na rin pala ang 97.1 hahaha. My fave kasi is 99.5 RT eh saka NU rock. Saka kanina sa classroom pinatugtog yung make a move. haha. sabi ni michael the beatles daw. haha gagu. Ohhh what else to write? Kanina alot of thoughts are swimming on my head. Right now its just gasolina. Yung song na spanish, sinayaw kasi nila Zoiesiksi. "GASOLINAA....CHUVA CHUVA Y LA CHUVA Y GASOLINAAAA!" hahaha.

I hope Zoiensiksi gets in. Isama na natin si Jada, Jiggle it, SalviliciousNOTdelicious, Vlanckuh Faluubs, Mela V [Melissa looks so much like the Viva Hot Babe ELLA V. shhh.. fufuckyou-hin ka niya pag narinig kang tumatawa. i swear. haha Jack in the box fuck sila ni Jonathan Estaris. haha gago kasi si Jonathan eh. MELA V.] and the rest. Hope you guys all get in. Kahit linait kayo ni Borna!

DA WHO?
Borna-is a walking pair of boobs. Dalawang jumajugulug sa harapan niya, Yun na lang kita. Wala ng iba. Two bestiebits. Glub Glub. Super Milkshakers. Free porn dahil laging nagbuburst yung buttons ng damit. Nakikitaan lagi. So Boobs+Porno is the superhero BORNA.*sings the theme sa darna.. * BORNA!

SLEEP IS MANDATORY
Ewan ko ba kung bakit sa Trigo lagi akong nakakatulog. Haha. I like Trigo, mataas ako dun eh. Hahaha. I'll try not to. Wala na akong magets... ISHAAAA wake uuuup. ahahaha. Argh. Enough about school stuff. Baka naiinis lang kayo.

SENSELESS GODESS
I am so senseless today.:( I am not in the mood to blog nicely. Whatever it takes na lang tong entry. I have to istadei.

Mwahurrgs, Ishangkinessers.
Vavu. Saikou. Chocnut. Chenes.
*pag nag update ako dito, nag update din ako sa saikou, gets?

Huy, di ba kayo natatakot mamatay? Lahat kasi tayo mamatay eh. Habang buhay ka gumawa ka ng mabuti. Di yung lahat minumura mo.:)pees.

Energy-less

2005-09-05T22:10:00.000+08:00

I feel tired.:(

I don't know why, I mean I was feeling lovely this morning. I woke up just in time, [4:30] and I went out of our house a little late [5:20] but still, I managed to beat the sunrise. I got to school around 5:40, it's kinda dark pa.:) The travel from our house to the school is 10 minutes lang but then I commute, so it becomes 20 to 30 minutes max.

Maybe because I was participating like hell. No, not like hell, but I was making an effort to listen, participate .. recite and all that. We talked about shakespeare kaninang English. Sonnets. Pansin ko lang, kinikilig si mam kapag LUUUUUV. Luviduv my foot. Pero sumasagot ako, syempre. Di rin ako inantok sa mga subjects. Ang saya, energized ako. Parang walang ginawa sa geom kanina. Astig. Kohornee ng social. Inis grabe. Bad trip. Ganda pa naman nung parang game namin.>:/

We had a test sa journalism. I didn't study. SWEAR. Nica and I studied 10 minutes before the bell, sa may stairs ng 3rd floor because yung kaklase naming mga corny, rockers for christ, gaya gaya ng way of speaking-may-pa-whatever-whatever-na rin ANG IINGAY. DEYM. FUCK OFF. Get expressions and a way of speaking of your own. HAAY NAKO. Akala ko dati guni guni lang ni Mel, come to think of it, oo nga. Pero teka, teka di ako galit. Inis lang. Friends pa rin syempre.:) Iisa lang ang kinaiinisan ko, rocker poser shit. Ewan, di ako rocker. Pero alam ko naman mag classify. Believe me, she doesn't make the cut. She looks weird and nakakatawa. I can't imagine.:p Ok enough. Matamaan, oh well..:)

Ok, yung test nga namin, I got 30? out of 40. haha. And nica 27? Pero ayos lang. It's better than a 19 or a 21. Most of our classmates got that score. Eh sila may pa recite recite eggsflein eggsflein pang nalalaman. kami madali lang, PEDNicaBaylonDieWhatever saka RSNQAHP. saka Lioiw yun lang. Yung how to end, sinaulo namin the key words. Well, I am just happy for the both of us. HAHAHAHA. We'll make up for the reporting though!.:)

I got lazy nalang Physics time na. Haaay nako nakakaantok naman talaga eh. After class, and before I go to Sir Espino for Geom [tutor]. Nood muna kami ng dance ng 3-A. Nice. I miss Danna. She's such a great dancer.:) Athan and Vane ain't bad either. They danced Switch by Will Smith. Hahaha. LSS.

Nung nag-ggeom na kami, naLss ako sa kung ano anong kanta. Make a Move [incubus], DonCha [Pussycat Dolls] and that old song.. loooo looove me dooo.. you know I love you... from Aia's blog before. wala. Share.

I am a ChocNut Queen.:) May tagboard dyan sa loob.:) Hehehe. Love chocnuts. Uy lolly, nasend ko na sa email mo yung password.:)

Want: Oreos and milk. NICAAAAA KASEEEE EH. GJ POLIQUIT KA LANG EHHHHHH.

Click the pic. Anyway, I answered few chosen stuff sa saikou.

i'd love to have this kid as a son.:) sweet

2005-09-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

cute kid. bad finger = OMG!

look at what's happening to these kids today. haaay nako. haha. they're becoming tigasin haha.
I LOVE IT.

TTFN. Tata for Now.:)

[edit]:
oi I edited goingchocnuts pala. Simple but cute layout. Will be uploading more pictures if I find friggin bluetooth device. Nica i-hoooooost mo na kasi. Casa Manila pictures are there na.
Yun lang.

Matutulog na ko. Cute nung kid noh?

hugs,
self-proclaimed fun queen.:)
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YOU KISS BY THE BOOK

2005-09-04T19:11:00.000+08:00

"come a little closer... FLECKER in flight"

natutuwa talaga ako pag yun na yung part ng gemini, paano kasi parang bisaya si yael.:)

lotsa posts today. oi yung sa going chocnuts, paki make sure na yung message title "password" para alam ko. dun lang naman sa kukuha. heyuuuup. yun lang.

nakuha ko pala pic ni chris tiu sa isang blog. di ko na maala pero kung ikaw yun lagay mo url mo sa message box ko, itthank you kita.:)

few reasons to come to boston

2005-09-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

Why do I like this school? If I get a choice I'd pick this shool but it is so next to impossible. I love UP but if I can have the best why don't I go and grab it? All the opportunities are there! I'll go think of a way. I'll work on this! Promise!

The world's premier center for legal education and research, Harvard Law School provides unparalleled opportunities to study law and related disciplines in an energetic and creative learning environment.

A Harvard Law education prepares students for success in law practice, business, public service, and teaching. Through its faculty, students, and alumni, Harvard Law School is able to contribute solutions to the world's most complex legal and social challenges.

Our students come from all 50 states and more than 100 countries around the world. Most are pursuing a J.D. (Juris Doctor) degree, while many others are earning an LL.M (Master of Laws) or the S.J.D. (Doctor of Juridical Science).

Outside the classroom, there are a rich variety of student practice organizations, professional interest groups, social groups, and student journals, which allow students to pursue every possible interest.

Harvard is home to the world's largest academic law library. Its collections, numbering nearly two million volumes, support the teaching and research activities of the School and serve as a resource for legal scholars throughout the world.

Harvard Law School's outstanding faculty and extraordinarily gifted students and alumni, its big-city character and prodigious resources, and its location at the heart of Harvard University all contribute to its leadership role in American and international legal education.

More about: Havard Law School

I hope God is listening today.:) Harvard. Dream School. Oh well, UP is fine too.:)

new bloggy!

2005-09-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

Okk, so I have a new blog and it's eto: [haha ang labo!]

http://goingchocnuts.blogspot.com

Ok, so ganito yan. Nakapassword po sha. So you have to either email or ym me if you wanna wanna see the pictures. gets? if mali yung password niyo, babalik kayo dito sa the shangkiness. that simple. So gets niyo na ha? Saka choice ko kung ibibigay ko or hindi.. so huwag na kayong mag react if wala kayong paki.:) seriously though, i'm tired of haters and pests. kaya ganun. i'm making an effort. make an effort on your part too, okay?

Parami ng parami ang mga tanong ko, please don't be stupid. I like questions, I just don't like to get loads of them. I answered some already!.. in the usual place.:)

So I got to do school work now. Ay yeah, Happy 59^th to wawa, today! she's been with our family since I was in my mom's womb. Okay, long life. Sarap ang daming food.

Casa Manila was great. We saw this party/clothing fashion show pa. Matteo Guidecelli? [tama ba?] and the badminton playing guy from AHS looked nice naman pala. GO NICA! yun lang. Intramuros at night is fun.

I am not in the mood to write anymore, so I'll be disconnecting in a few. ganto na lang pala, leave me your ym's sa message box/ question box then i'll send you the password. Huwag na Ym because I don't ym. I think it is mugged eh. Yun lang.

I love You, beautiful people. I'm gonna say beautiful again because pag ako, I mean it. Yung iba, echos lang nila yun hehehe.

Babie!Babu! Boolah!

it's all coming back

2005-09-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

wala na akong gusto noon eh, nung nakita ko to.. rewind three years ago and now waaah.. I like him again.:) Heyuup. hahaha. Di ako obsessed pero rawwwwr. Sige pa france france ka na lang dyan. Ayos na sana eh noh? Sa ilong lang pumalya. Susko. Pero ampuuutiiiii!!!

sound trip to my kind of music

2005-09-03T19:47:00.000+08:00

THAT'S REAL MUSIC.
i am so loving it. alanis=rocks.

We're going to casa manila in intramuros, then stores to knack some things up [buy stuff], eat dinner and then have some fun after. in short, party. so intramuros for a fine fine sadurdae night. goody.:)

but not before I update...

I removed my background music na. Ok, no more spyware for you precious people. I am currently blog hopping and stuff. I can't think of anything else to say since I am hungry, I have this craving for funnel cake and you can't even get it here. walang nasa pinas. tosser.

haaaay nako. want one right now! all that crunchy cake stuff and powdered sugar. it's not cake really. i don't know why they call it cake. I love it, nonetheless.

I have the strangest craving because I want beef misono with cold milk now. I don't know where the hell did fucking jackTV go. Who knows where? you have to be on ParanaqueCable or SkyCable since that's our two cable lines.

Freaking maid went berserk yesterday. I was shocked because she kept shouting, no not wawa. Everyone loves wawa. She's crazy haha. The other maid. She was becoming violent. So papa instructed us not to go down and talk to her, tapos lock the door kung saan kami matutulog. God that was crazy. So yun, she was asked to leave na lang. TTFN. haha, joke.

Ok, am I jologified or what? I'm listening to a jojo set of songs haha whatever. If there's a song of hers I like, it'll be Baby it's You and her cover of Weak. Nice. Yun lang haha. I'll switch now. To a music more of my kind. Norah Jones. Kahool.:)

I got loads of questions about me and nica and other people.. i posted some. next time na lang yung iba. what has gotten into you people. haha. ewan ko ba, :)

Im in loads of trouble with my mother haha but I don't give a shudder. no thats a stupid thing I made up, but really I am. So ok lang, woebs. [whatever]

I hope UP wins this season. Sana, wala namang masamang umasa di ba? FIGHT, UP!

What the f is up with multiply? di makapasok yung account that i made. maybe because EVERYONE has ONE. Anyway, I'll make a new blogspot na lang and have it password-ed haha. HOY MON HELP! Yun lang, I'm not in the mood to write anymore. but then here:

20 Years ago...
Probably a queen from some country... I do believe I am a cleopatra incarnate *asa*

15 Years ago...
As early as that, I am already giving my mother misery, nausea, dizzyness, discomfort.. you name it. Well, babymaking has its qualms.;)

10 Years ago..
A preschool student punching seatmates and doing loads of crazy antics like so.

5 years ago..
the 10 year old me.. having fun with girlfriends at MMPNS. That was the time I started discovering outrageous stuff: boys.

3 years ago..
12. on the verge of becoming crazy, now a lunatic. i am more matured now that my old self. I like it.:) But I love being 12. I enjoyed it a lot.

Last Year..
was a crazy year, almost crashed and burned but didn't had few thinsg worled out and now, the
new and improved MOI!

This Year...
I am still leaving it and trying to have some fun with it. Preparing for College and aiming for a nice College admission record.:)

Yesterday..
was another typical school day.. laughed a lot. and now I have loads of school work!

Today...
I was very lazy since I have my period. ARGH

Tomorrow...
Do some stuff or at least try to probably... Do something for school. LOADS of it. and buy art stuff so as I don't have to borrow all the time.

Next year..
I hope to be in UP. And I want to enjoy college life to its fullest

5 years from now..
I want to leave this f-ing country and study Law in Harvard. But that is next to impossible.I have to work on that. Basta I wanna leave and earn money. And study more.:)

when hot guys become boys again they look like this:

i hope yanny yuzon isn't gay since he's awesome.

More good Music.
be sure na you'll play Don't Know Why and Come Away with Me. They're my personal faves.

Love his words.
Curbside Prophet is a favorite. Love it forever.

I have to go na. Babu. Di na beautiful people. Dami nang tumatawag sa inyo nun. Baka magsawa na kayo.

Babu, katooters. Toingkers Toingkers!

vagooe kumbaga

2005-09-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

Vagooe.[n.]
-new, kakakaroon lamang, isang kakang bagay na kakabigay o kakabili o kakakuha mo pa lang. hindi pag nagiinit sa kamay mo, sa piling mo. NEW. BAGO. VOOLAGUH.

Added new stuffs on my navbar.:) I'm supposed to be typing up something for geom, but I'm doing blog beautification archeology FUN! I've digged up some nice stuff, check there na lang. Changed the effect of the links too. Ano pa? Yun lang. Kinacareer ko ba? No, di pa kareering yan. Haha. Only out of boredom. But beautiful, hanoh?.:)

O sya, yun lang. May balak ako gumawa ng assignment syemps.
Whuatevur, ano?

Oi mga fajots, yung tanong ko sa earlier kong post, pakisagot ha? Thankees.:)

tabi tabi, maantot ka ati.

2005-09-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

I am having loads of fun in school now. I like it a lot.:) Kayo how was your week? Mine has been very stressful but I love it. I can't really say that I love school to the point that I embrace every test and workload given to us, but you know.. I actually enjoy it and look forward to it.:) Yun, yun lang. Actually, I had no plans of blogging. Hahaha. I will do my Physics assignment kasi and some stuff up the comp so ayun, just letting you know that I am still alive. ChuvaTrivia: 2 consecutive days na akong pumapasok ng 40 minutes early, improvement yun sa aking 10 minutes late self before.:)

Nga pala, Yes, kanina, finally na feel ko na rin na may boobs ako. Kasi habang warm up sa P.E. at nagjujumping jacks kami, nafifeel ko na umaalog siya. ACHIEVEMENT! MAASTIGAS! HALENGGA! hahahaha. Do not tolerate self absorption haha. Gaya sa mga pa cute na 2nd year. : * MWUOAH!

We played sipa kanina, haha for pe. It was fun. Saka auditions for pep squad. Hahaha. You know, I have this habit of doing the "W" sign with my fingers. Tapos na-adapt na ng buong fucking friends ko. Hahaha. Then zuela [which is the second fun kwin next to me!.:) ] Made this really cool and astig W dance step haha. And the universal W. Ang saya.

Nung Biotech pala tinuturuan kami for innoculation ng pathogenic bacteria, stinesterilize pa yung rhum bottles so di pa nag-sstart. May lysol sa loob ng graden spray, binabasa ko si motherfucker. Hahaha. YES. MADAPAKA, ingat. Mon Mon is so cute kaninang P.E. haha. Ang cute sumipa. Di ma knows. Haha.

BABAILONG should die, doncha think?

QUESTION: Nahihirapan ba kayong pumunta sa mga blogs ko? Like pag pumunta kayo naghahang ba or nagkakaroon ng pop ups? spyware? Tanong lang, imforthanteh, pare. For the vitir.

Congrats sa mga fucker friends ko na nakapasok sa pep squad. Whumawhatever ako kina Mel Naggers, Zuela, Bianca Palabs [OMG ABOVE YOUR NOSE!], Jada Kees, Ana, Padre Salvi at sa gang ni Bangs. Yeas!!! Dancers. Pwiding pwidi na mag Japan. Maghugas ng plato sa japan.

Monmon dahil siya ang ihahagis pataas sa pyramid. [siya tutuk (-_-) ]
Alyana P, DJ saka iitsa rin pataas, sasabit sa bubong yung two bestfriends niya na laging nasa harapan niya. Love You Yana Pee.

Okhai, yun lang. Babu. Research na me. I made up a haiku for three lovely people:

Nica: My everyday coccaine.
Mr. Chuva: The cure that eases my pain.
Breast enlargement: Boon or Bane?

Hehehe.
LSS: Don't Cha-Pussycat Dolls.
May MTV na yan. GALING!!! ASTIGAS!

*Sino kaya si Mr. Chuva? Hano? Bagong addition sa buhay ni Shangkitang maganda. Hahaha. BWAHAHA W!!! Hehehe.*

Para sa kaklase kong si Jem that rhymes with Phlegm: Hey, ducker.

No more Mr. A-Z

2005-08-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

New background music, Echo by Trapt. One of my favorite songs. I also changed the one for saikou, Tiger Lily naman, Matchbook Romance. Yun lang. I have to go meet my friends in KFC.

Babu.

back to loony factory tomorrow. kelan ko nanaman kayo mababalikan? crazy ass nerd. hahaha.
CAN YOU HEAR THAT LOVELY MUSIC?
astigas.astiggy.hanggaleng.

For now yan na muna, i rereshuffle ko when I get tired. Love them! :) Can't tell you how much.

heyyuuup

2005-08-29T15:50:00.000+08:00

This is where I grew up.

can you feel the hate?

2005-08-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

Haters

A blogger isn't a blogger if he/she hasn't had her share of haters. It's as if you must undergo that stage before you can even establish yourself. Make your move, prove them wrong, show the rest of the world how idiotic, lucrative and mediocre their minds are.. how low brainless pieces of ho-bag shit they really are, then *poof* the disappear in a snap. The main alibi is that "You are so pathetic, I don't want to waste my time on you" while in fact, they do. They do visit your page, read what you wrote and scrutinize every little detail in it. In some times, you even see some things you wrote that they pass of as their own or something they wrote which you know twas inspired from your own writing. They try to alter the words, alter the statements.. throw what you just said right back at you. But then, these things show one significance: lack of substance. Not enough words from their very brave brains, or it seems so. Not enough tactics, not enough basis but enough bogus. Enough for them to think they know who you are, enough for them to call you names and threaten you. Clearly, it is also enough for them to say they are not afraid of you. But with this quote of BRAVE SHITLESS COURAGE marks another entity: MENTAL DISABILITY.

Although a hater might show fearlessness, it is he/she who fails to analyze and comprehend properly. Whatever the reason of hate might be, it is them who are insolent and stupid. Well, insolent is being stupid. My point is, a person who assumes to have the right to hastily tell you mean things and scrutinize your way of living life, or blogging, politically speaking is STUPID. More over it shows illiterateness, lack of education, manners and a whole lot of values. A hater shows patheticness, a lowlife wanting and craving popularity. It's the same as war over two celebrities, one being bigger than the other. The lesser one suddenly shots up to fame, why? Because of constant guestings, interviews, tv and print journalism about their on-going war. Who makes money? Who takes advantage? Why, the lesser star of course. If she/he can be really called a star. For all we know, she became one when she fought with one. Where is the point? Egotripping maybe? Egotripping, that I have read from a hater of mine. Let us define egotripping, egotripping means having the power to take the ego of a person into your bare hands and crushing it into pieces soon after pounding it with an iron wrench. Obviously, since yours truly is still here in your service, it didn't work. In fact, I think it was the reverse.

You see, when you know where you truly are and what your level is, you don't mind those you friggin' copy you, or those who tell you how shitly you are. Take an example: Paris Hilton. Most people do not see the beauty in her, they label her as a spoiled, rich, stupid, immature bitch. But in reality who is the bitch? Paris, who lives her life and doesn't give a shit or those damn people who do nothing except criticize her? Que istupido. Yes, there may be a lot of haters lurking around this page of mine. Some may even act nice and friendly to me, and yet they were the ones who give obnoxiously rude comments. Must I remind you that I was not born yesterday, I do know who is real and who is not. Keep your friends close. Keep your enemies even closer. But I won't go for that overly publicized brouhaha. I know who I am, I know what I want, I know how lucky I am to have friends and a family just like what I have now.

Haters take so much of your flack. Do you have to be irritated? Or thankful? Whatever people say, be it good or bad means they care. They care to praise you or piss you off. In the end, it all boils down to the person whether she'd give a fuck or what. Some bloggers do deserve haters, but not to a point where it goes personal. Some pathetically gets back at them, same old stuff.. "What you're doing is so pathetic. I don't even give a fuck". Yet they priss and fuss over it, and entertain it too. Some, take revenge on those who are happily blogging. *cough* Jealousy cannot be avoided. But what is pathetic is that when a person who proclaims she/he is higher than you, is the one you know who's jealous. Keep the faith. Keep the faith. Why are haters so brave anyway? Why do some spite you behind your back but act as your friend? Why do others think they can ruin you? Or other who gets threatened by your presence and curses you and tells you to quit, although they, themselves, proclaim they don't need readers and moreover, they don't care. Funny and ironic at the same time. They tell they're bigger than you and yet they'd kill just to get rid of you.

Sardonic and sarcastic, yes I know. But you can't make them stop. Hell, their conscience couldn't make them stop even. Because in there minds [pressumind they do have one] they think they're right, they have the right and you deserve it. Well, trust me dear eader, you don't. Because they're lower, lesser and much more crap than you. Than what they tell you to be. Cowards who cannot make what they say. All talk. They talk the talk but oh yeah, you know, IN REALITY they CAN'T walk the walk. I don't even know if they can comprehend what I am saying right now. It's their advantage/disadvatage. They cannot even leave their names, their URLs, show their fuckingly BEAUTIFUL faces to you when they send you hate messages or tell you spiteful things on other blogs. WHERE'S THE CONCERN AND BRAVERY IN THAT? It is a conceited, self-centered manifestation of repute, hate and insolent thinking. They were so brave before. Yet they do not even have balls to stand on their grounds. Attention is what they want, they are like rock posers, they join the bandwagon. Kung ano ang uso, yun. But where are they now? Mysteriously, they disappeared. Sometimes I think to myself why do they do such things. Bragging aside, the word jealousy comes to mind. Insecurity is the next. Someone won't hate you if you have no such impact on their lives. If you did not hit a bone of theirs. Clearly, you did and that set them off. Funny thought. So I think I'll just thank the damn bunch of them too. Users.

WHY? You know, I found a fitting conclusion to this, why are haters brave enough to tell you stuff but are chicken pussy shit to leave a mark, a direct mark? Because this is the internet. JUST the internet. They cannot come straight into your face, and face you when they say those things. They hide in names. BRAVO! Such a bravado act. In fact you know them all. They feel brave because they know you can't reach them. They know you can't get hold of them. Well, all I can say in defense is that I may not be able to reach you, but always remember... EVERYBODY PAYS. SINISINGIL LAHAT SA HULI. You may appear angas, tigasin, matapang now. Go on. Just reminding you. Maybe, just maybe.. you're getting your own set of haters now. Leave me your URLs. I'll join 'em.

To every fucking piece of shit that hides in screen names or like a road shrub that suddenly sprouts up though not involved, CRAP. This one's for you.>:) Sige lang, magmarunong kayo. It shows I am much more better than you all. I remember each and everyone of you. You are brave because you use screen names, give me your URLs, sige nga. HAHAHAHA. COWARDS. USERS. BANDWAGONERS. Where are you now?

Oh well, let me clue you in.. I win.

tn [take note]: I am not coming of as preachy, but these things have been running through my mind for a long long time. Just typing my thoughts. This is my blog, remember? :)

I'd still believe in ever after with all of you

2005-08-29T15:14:00.000+08:00

Best friends.

Is it right to conclude that you must only have one bestest friend in the world? I think not. I have a lot. Zuela is a bestfriend, Nica is a bestfriend, Bianca is a bestfriend..and so forth. My cousins are my bestfriends.. Does it even matter having lots? Why have one if you can have many? Having many good friens and not "close casuals" (that are nice to you because of popularity or just because of your connections but thinks you are shit, literally) is better. Because you know that a lot of people will cry properly at your funeral. No really, a lot of people will be there for you when you really do need them. Kelangan ba may isang THE BEST? Hindi naman eh. My meaning for bestfriends is having a friend that will love you and will embrace your flaws. Walang gamitan, hindi nagkikimkim ng galit, hindi nanunumbat, and remembers the good times you had when you are facing the bad.. hindi yung nalimutan lahat ng mga nagawa ng friend, and suddenly turns their backs because you know.. whatever you do, you cannot recover the hurt and the anger. It will always be there, it will always resurface. Now, where was I? Ah yun. Being best of friends means being there for each other, being some sort of trust fund one can count on. A sister, a mentor.. ganun. A critic yes but not a degrading critic.. if you are criticizing you must also point out the good thing.. uplift the spirit of your friend when down. Hindi yung idodown mo pa.

A bestfriend must not deflate her besty's ego. They musn't compete. Hindi ka dapat INGGITERA. And most of all a bestfriend must not treat her besty a maid. Hindi mo sha jolalay, besty mo nga eh.

So think na lang, if you are a bestfriend. If you are deserving to be a bestfriend and if your bestfriend.. rightfully deserves you. Malamang hindi..

"Lagi mo akong inuutusan.. ginagawa mo na akong alalay""EH KASI SINUSUNOD MO NAMAN"

Think again. Not kung deserving ka maging besty but kung deserving ka maging friend. Kung ako yung kausap mo, binabaan na kita ng telepono. Pero malamang, di naman kasi ako sumusunod sa utos na utos eh. gets?

Putangina I was laughing but at the same time I was angry kanina. I am mad at Zuela for letting a loser do that to her. She's so precious, grabe.. She's a great friend. Kind, funny, loving chuva chuva.. she may not be SMART as in genius smart pero hello, pag kinompare siya sa iyo mas matalino siya. I don't think you knew that. I am telling it now.

I don't like Alyanna P. at all. I'll go get a mouthwash. >:/

You guys fix this. Friends. Tss.

Sinigang na Ube

2005-08-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

You know people, If I were a guy I will court Monica. I just love her. She's creepy and weird yet she's so cute and sexy hahaha. Hanz, iyak ka na lang. Hahaha. Detresse's Back! I love it.

I typed this up last Saturday, mga 8:00 ng gabi.
Today may be summed up into this: Fanfuckin'tastic

I went to school for MTAPP since this was the last grueling saturday I have to experience it. I went in there 20 minutes late but I managed to get ahead of Nica! Hahaha. Late people, grand entrance. Anyway, I just noticed a few things, Math now, Geometry actually, is hilarious... fun. Hahaha. I wish you guys can meet my Geometry teacher, super mataray pero super magpatawa haha. And the other thing I did noticed.. is lahat kami, from our circle.. verkhada kumvaguh, tinatawag. Sorry ha, eye catching eh. haha kidding aside, promise, zoie, alyana, ako, ashley and mel nag-boardwork, bianca and nica pinarecite.. wala lang nakakatuwa.:)

After MTAPP, we went to Vlanckuh's vavavoom vahay in BF. Saya sobra, kasi after lunch [their family cooks a very yummy beef stew mind you!.:) sarap grabe....] we stayed sa may living room and then they had this karaoke thing.. haha.. singing galore. It's so much fun to sing in front of your friends.. haha funtrip funtasticity... We may not be musically gifted but we're still musically inclined so that's acceptable. Hahaha. Yun, nakakatuwa ng sobra. I sang Hand in My Pocket.. 95 haha super star! oo may space! Kung ano ano lang, our old friggin favorites.. Crush [Jennifer Paige], Ironic [Alanis], Never Ever [all saints], Scrubs [TLC], Don't Speak [No Doubt], Eraserheads na love namin ni Nica and Parokya's... I forgot na the other ones..may vertical horizon pa pala.. yung You're a god and I am not.. Mel sang M2M's and Candy ni Mandy Moore. Balik pa-cute lahaaaaaat hahaha. SAYA SOBRA! May pa dance step dance step turo turo effect pa ko hahaha.. gagow!

We went home mga 5 [good girls!] because mel had to leave for church, at kanina pa siya OBNOXIOUSLY FIDGETING haha.. and Zoie needs to get home at 5:30. Naglakad pa kami in the rain because wala masyadong trikes and jeeps na nagpapass by sa side ng yon ng BF. Share kami sa tatlong payong, Nica and Zoie dun sa isa then, sa akin yung trusty but broken purple payong ko, tapos Bianca, Melissa, Raquel and Alyana sa isang big payong na butas. Technically, dalawang tao lang yun.. hahaha katuwa. Basang basa kaming lahat. While walking I was singing in this very loud and very obnoxious manner.. FEELS LIKE I'M WAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLKIIIIING IN THE RAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIN I find myself trying to was away the pAAAAAAAAIIIIN.. cause I need you to give me some shelter cause Im fading away... " ng PAULIT ULIT HANGGANG SA TRIKE. HAHAHA. SAYA!

Went home, with Bianca's book.. Rockstar by Jackie Collins.. Sex, drugs, intrigues and Rock n' Roll.. 1968-1987 yung story so parang.. Rocker hype nga siya.. Sex, drugs and Rock n' Roll nga. Nice. I will read again after this.:) Oooh wala pang ten minutes from a power interruption which lasted for two hours. Pagdating ko kasi kanina nagbrown out. Yun sharing lang. Power overload daw kasi. Migahdth, am I that phenomenal? Joke lang. Asar ka naman hahaha.

Laughtrip kanina:
me: Feels like I'm walking in the rain...
*tricycle passes by a store that sells cakes*
me:*pauses* Ooooh cake!..
*resumes singing*I find myself trying to wash away the pain.....

Zoie, Nica and I were talking about someone kanina sa trike..Nica: Zuela, iparamdam mo rin kasi yung ginagawa niya sa iyo..Zoie: Ano lalaitin ko rin siya?Nica: Oo, pag naguusap kayo sabihin mo "_______, di mo ba kayang gawin yan? ang tanga mo naman!!!"*nagwork yung light bulb sa brain ko.. bigla na lang bumadooooingks.. as in TIIING!!!*Isha: Ay eto Zoie, bibigyan kita ng pangasar na di niya malilimutan..sabihin mo"________, mag toothbrush ka nga.."
hehehe that went from there.. haha Nica was suggesting na magtakip si Zoie ng bibig niya pagkakausapin siya.. gago. HALITOSIS ANSAKIT NG PUU...

Yun lang, haha namental block ako bigla. Oooh ang saya ng egsersayz ni Veeanckuh.. Frullo. I google mo.. sarap haha. pero di ko triny, isang malaking biak ang lalabas sa lupa pag triny ko.. tamo nasira ni pascual sinisisi si dela peña.

MTAPP:mam espino: sagutin mo to dapat magaling ka..dahil walang dela peñang di magaling sa math!!!ang professor ko noong college dela peña, na magaling manghiya at magpaiyak ng estudyante..!!!

but I wont do that to you..
I'm sweet, remember?

Good god, cross out the sweet in my ideal guy list. hahaha.

Sunday:We went to Quezon City. Ate a whole lot and watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith. I also watched Cupids, that corny love show. Hahaha. How Jologs am I? I watched clashroom kasi eh [tama ba?] ang gagaling sumayaw. Hahaha. Yun lang, today is monday. No classes today. Thank You, president who fucks up this country!!

these eyes are made for reading

2005-08-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

I need to read a good get-lost-in-reading book, badly.:(

Well well well, if it isn't the blog refusing shang updating. Hmmm..:) So sorry y'all. Anyway the reason why I have been neglecting this is that I am really into studying now. I know what I am doing isn't enough yet but as the song goes, we've only just begun.

I am so determined to raise my grades this year. I can see that they are slowly churning and changing direction naman eh. I can see they're struggling upwards. I know that I can naman eh I mean, don't get me wrong and don't tell me I'm bragging but ika nga ni mel, doi. I am quite a few yards ahead of my classmates. Naknang, coooonfident si gaga. But really, I don't tell that to raise my self a few pedestals higher but I think it is tried, tested & proven. So yun, I really want to do good. I badly want to. This is how much I love the damned university in diliman. That is my principle for now, in the studying sector: Just get in Diliman. I won't compensate for any school in this fucked up country. Except for UP Manila. Hahaha. Its the same, I'll transfer to UPD after. If I don't get in UP I'll use my plan B. Pull all strings for UP. Ahhhhhhhh there's no way out and I love it. Who won't? People pass in conyo schools but fail in UP. Passing the best state university means making a mark, means proving that you are, afterall, one of the most eligible graduates of your batch. A special science batch at that.

Ok so I gotta go, gotta love these damn crying tv shows. Don't get me wrong, having a blog is enough for me. Allowing all my creative juices to flow and expressing every rave, rage and memoirs I keep inside is more than ok. I don't need any page hits, or any linkages. But I am thankful. Because having you guys, is a very big, wonderful bonus.

So nica, mon, ica, vane, mel, anne, kirsty, lolly, cjoy, therese, ate tiepee , loanne and the rest of you who made the shangkiness what it is today... Haters and lovers alike, this is for you:

THANK YOU.
For making me feel like a special little porcelain doll over and over again.:)

But I wont got bago mag hello sa mga fucker friends ko >:):
Ipinapaabot ko ang paghehello ko sa babaeng binadsign si chris babailong noong Physics time. Aba lantaran at walang takot: Yii Yii No match! Melai!

at sa batang galit dahil kulang ang s sa reasons sa geometry, Mon
Ang reincarnation ni Kris Aquino.. like what's up guys? Vlanckuh Falabrica-Matundan

My favorite evil girl friend in the whole wide laughatoonic world: My laughtripping buddy *drumroll* NICA. Who is strangely quite today.:(

And my other favorite corny sign buddy, kagaguhan and kaproblem making, Zoie Herrera, na malapit na magkaboyfriend in the form of Nikko Saldea.
+Zoie: She may be such a competetive friend, and a jealous one at that, I just want to let you know that we, as in we, don't like the way she bosses you around and shouts at you as if you were her maid. I don't like you being embarassed or humiliated in front of a lot or a couple of people. Because we love you. Kasi we are the girls in motion. Hahaha. I love you loads :*

If you want thunderous laughs erupting from your tonsils, click.:)

Burdaes:
AUGUST 23- Shyne, happy birthday..bitch.
AUGUST 25-Father, hafi 50th!!! Love the food. Oh lala. Where's my inheritance?
AUGUST 26- Tricia Ramos. Miss you loads :)

FUCK YOU, CHRIS BAYLON. You are so gay. It makes me puke.Loser

Lss: Ironic-Alanis Morisette
Me loves dees

I watched naturally sadie pala kanina. It's pretty cute :)
hafi feet. Love it! :)

Tootsie Footsies

2005-08-23T21:33:00.001+08:00

Hey wala lang, can I just say? My mom just got home and guess what she bought for me! New happy feet sandals! Namnamnamnam. I prefer happy feet than havies. Ang sarap sa paa. Plus it's practical because the straps are interchangeable. you don't have to get new ones every time. Astigin. Stigging stiggy. I love it. White happy feet for happy footsies. Go get one yourself, it's a must try. Around 900-1k+ pero sulit. Love it. Looks nice, feels nice.. There's a happy feet store in wilson st., greenhills, not so hard to miss. Get one! . Yun lang. Just had to let out the shoe-a-holic within me.

Pps: The songs, I did not choose because wala lang gusto ko lang. Yes I like them but listen to the lyrics. Someone out there must see, must hear, must feel its relevance :) haha. Corny. I love them both. This by Jason Mraz and yung sa saikou by Natalie Imbruglia. You know what song I love too? Echo-Trapt, still looking for it. Saka song ng Matchbook Romance. Rocker? No. Just likes Music in General! :) General Music. Yeah that's my kind of music! :)

R.Q for the day: [random question] Ano tawag sa iyo ng friends mo sa school?
Isha, Shang, Sha, Reisha, iba iba.. HOY sa mga bastos, Bruha sa mga galit sa akin, Uy sa mga masakit ang panga or tamad magsalita, Chuva sa mga bading, Ate sa mga mas bata, Hopie, Hopia sa mga seniors. AYOS?

I'm not in the mood to write anymore. Ang dami ko nanamang sinulat. Arrrgh. I just looked over my sister to see if she was really speaking, she kicked me >:

Ooooh I just found out Yanny Yuzon would be Romeo sa Romeo and Juliet sa CCP. OMG! Baka magfaint ako pag nakita ko yun. Gosh ng sobra. Napakagaling nun. As in, bow on bended knee. Haha. Oh my God. Bless his soul, that Yanny Yuzon.

Naposess ata ako kaninang english grabe kung ano ano sinasabi ko pinapili kasi kami doon kung ano for survival incase magka plane crash, sabi ko 45 pistol gun.. ang korek doon pang animals and sinabi ko if someone irritating pwedeng patayin.. sabi nila pocket mirror para mareflect nung pilot sa itaas tapos makita na may stranded sa dessert.. di ba di aabot kasi sa stratosphere lumilipad ang eroplano? sabi namin ni nica baka masilaw daw yung piloto.. lalo kayong dadami.. sabi nila S.O.S daw na red parachute para madaling makita.. sabi namin, pano pag napagkamalang cactus? Haaaay ewan...

Badoingk my katooters with your hooters,

come a little closer, so i can slap you!

2005-08-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

Uy may background music na ako. Share ko lang. May bago pala akong natutunang mura. Madapaka. Like, you madapaking bitch. Ingat ka sa pagtakbo, baka madapaka.Yun lang, o siya marami pa akong gagawin. Just took out time to fix my scroll bar. Nasira kasi kagabi so yun. Next time na lang ako magsasagot ng messages. I am serious about hitting the books this quarter. So holla.

Magbabayad pala kami ng 100 because we ranked 13th dun sa hall of fame/ hall of shame. Last yun, kami lang nasa hall of shame. Eh unfair because sila Zuela naglinis ng sobra. Sinabotage kami. May sumabotahe nung room. Asar.

I miss: Malunggay Madapaka's http://ma-na.blogspot.com
New daily visits: pixie faced :), the stranger :)

Most of my friends, naggroupings ngayon.. ako lang ata hindi. Pati si zuela yun lang. Sheesh, hanggang ngayon I smell like ethyl alcohol, binuhusan ko kasi si lunggay. Ay hindi po siya katulong si Mon mon po siya pag nagkaanak kasi sila ni Hanz pangalan Malunggay Castro. Favorite flower kasi niya is malunggay. Kahit hindi yun flower. Super Laughtrip geometry kanina. Sana laging ganon. Fun while learning

Cheers! OMG. What now? Imbruglia??? Morisette? Mraz?? AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
(-_-) dangndsvhdkjzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

Ayos na blog ko. I am very fulfilled :) Haha. I have a new bgmusic and cursor. I will check one tree hill central na lang. Good day. I have to go and prepare for school tzz.>: I'd rather stay but I can't bummer.

Sumagot ako sa saikou. Share lang kung naglagay ka doon :) Oiiii.. kita ba si buppperfly? [cursor ko?] di ko alam eh. Inedit ko rin si thesaikou para fair..share lang. What is it with Gemini? It tingles my shingles very much! Oh mahhh gahhh! Sobrang heaven sa ears. Hahaha. This will pass I know kapag naging super exposed na siya.

I am a Mongols fan though. I think Yanny Yuzon is greater than Yael. Ely Buendia Rocks too. Astig. Grabe. Icons. Phenomenal song writers yun lang.

Come away with me in the night

2005-08-22T15:38:00.000+08:00

No classes today. I woke up kanina kasi sabi ng mom ko someone was on the phone for me. 5 am man! 5 am! Si nica pala asking kung may pasok, eh ako I dunno eh. Kung hindi pa niya sinabi papasok ako. So yun, JOOOY! Ninoy Aquino.. AHHHLUUUUVYA! *smacks* Salamat naman kasi I am so lazy to go to school, buti bukas na.

I watched homeboy kanina, haha James Yap has this strange accent. Wala he's kinda funny and ma-pr na. Epekto ni Kris. Natatawa lang ako kanina. Haha. I can't believe he speaks like that akala ko mala-Chris Tiu. Wala pala. Pero whatever. Sana magkaroon ng player na in between Yap and Tiu. Di super basta saka di conyo. Hehehe

I am here in front of our computer again haha. The playlist pala isn't working so ok. Sabi ko nga before, if all else fail, I will put up one background music na lang. If you have been to my blog last year nung red and black pa siya I had one song playing and that's Rumors hehe. So now I don't know.. I got Incubus, Alanis, Mraz, Imbruglia, Jones.. a couple of OPMs.. haha. Siguro per week na lang or when I get tired of a background music.:)

I looked for cursors too, kaya lang ngayon ang dami hahaha I want to use them all rin. Ewan haha. Well that's it. I am not online in chatango or in YM. Maybe I'll go online sa chatango later. I am still looking for songs and then research..about lafferty ;)

Have a happy holiday!

Ang saya I found out 2 nice websites for blog beautification, since dynamicdrive is of no help. I don't like createblog.com rin, magulo. Wala ang saya hahaha. Nakakatuwa. The other one is like creteblog/dynamic drive but only better. I don't think a lot knows about it. Ang cute doon promise. By accident lang kaya ako napunta there. Tapos yung isa.. well duh pinagkukuhanan lang ng music, chicken lang yun senyo.:) Pero ang happy ko! Mababaw lang kasi ang aking happiness.

[x] A person deals with a lot of enemies, all you have to do is work on the one that'll ruin you.. insecurity. Pagawa ka rin kay Monica dahil wala kang class, Gago!>:

SHOW SOME LOVE. please visit :)

Yun lang. I'd be checking your blogs people. Latuuur...

Music is my new religion

2005-08-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Hey, I finished putting up songs for my playlist na. So far I only have 68 songs and I dunno if it works pa. tell me if it doesn't ok? Or if some songs got mixed up. In addition to a playlist I am working on, anyone who isn't blind can notice that both theshangkiness and thesaikou has been given a new look. Thank you to Mon Castro who loves Louieric. Kidding. You are the best Japanese Rocker ever. Thank you Thank you Thank you even though you wrestle me ng walang laban. Psycho. Thank You :) Ps: Like my Butterfly banner. GEMINI!!!! WOOOOHOOOOO! Hahahaha. The other one is stripes lang but it is cute too. Salamat ng marami Mon! :)

Remember when I told you guys I have a zero love life? Meron pala. In love ako sa blog ko. Hahaha :) Lovely. Lovely. Lovely. :) Anyway, thats that Mon finally did my banner and bground, if ever you are lucky since for special people lang niya shineshare talent niya email mon: mana.dix@gmail.com. Astig yang weirdo na yan eh hahaha. Lovely butterfly. Nice noh? Inspired by my ok counter and the song gemini. I have to find mp3's of songs I really do like pa pala like Gemini, Hand in my Pocket [fave song ever!], Ironic and Wordplay. Of course, duh.. Don't Cha. They played it kanina or is it kahapon? sa ls fm. I'm sure narinig niyo na sha. I love that song. Such a pick me upper! Yun lang.

Like my banner? Maybe mon can help you with yours. She's THE japanese rocker. Astig! Walang formal formal lessons sa HTML pero daig pa mga experts jan. YUN ANG ASTIG! Nyaheard? Hahaha. I love that stupid girl. Although she likes Louieric. Hahaha. Thank You Ma-na! Hahaha. Nung binuksan ko nung first I was like.. OMG ang pretty!! Haha. Thanks.
Well that's it for today. Gotta go and prepare for class tomorrow. Bye! :)

pps: Dami kong post today.. saka na ulit hahaha. I am thinking of reviving my qbox too. But duh.. whatfor? Kayo boto ba kayo na ibalik ko? Haha. I love you not, what not.

Ok. Tama na magaral naman po tayo nang pumasa. I don't regret not watching One Tree Hill haha. I have naman the VCDs of it eh hahaha. :) Saka before dinadaan daan ko lang yun sa ETC whenever I watch Temptation Island haha. I like Star World better though :) Hehehe. Yun lang. I watched punk'd kanina kaya lang di ko naabutan yung first punk. I don't like Laguna Beach kasi eh. I don't know. Maybe because it's so surreal it makes me nauseous. Yun wala lang share.
Hahaha. Gmail rocks. Yun lang. :) Ipasok sa kukote ang pinagaaralan ng huwag maging tampalasan. Hahaha. Lumaking di skwater, skwater. Hahaha. Joke! :) Love life.

someone do the math..

pps: I like Yael Yuzon's song Gemini but I don't like Yael Yuzon so I am thinking of a way how to express my liking. Gagawa na lang ako ng account: YaelYuzonSocks! Haha. Suck + Rock. Joke. You know Hale? Well I don't like there songs and tanging gusto ko lang yung The day you said goodnight kasi masarap kantahin.. "She's all ready baking... She's already baking.. She's already baking..She's already baking breeeeaaadddd!" or pwede ring palitan ang bread ng me. Saka "To be is all I gotta meeeee.." Hehehe. Wala lang. Gago kasi si Nica eh saka si Mr. D. In fairness to myself, ngayon ko lang talaga nakita yung mukha ni Champ. Dun sa commercial ng greenwhich. Gwapo naman siya. Malumanay ang boses. Malayo kay Yuzon pero sa singing voice mas gusto ko yung kay Yuzon pag sa speaking voice kay Liu-Pio [tama ba, correct me if Im wrong], masarap sa tenga. Ayoko sa singing voice ni Champ malumanay. Babaklabakla. Hehehe. [*colegiala voice* IT IS MY OPINION. IT IS WHAT I BELIEVE IN!] . Share.

Bottomline: Alam ko na kung ba't pinagkakaguluhan si Champ.

letter a.) akala nila hamburger siya
letter b.) to be is all I gotta me..

O sige. Ayos naman siya eh may level of cuteness. But he's in Benilde and that doesn't change a thing. Hahaha. Labo ba? Wala. Huwag niyo ko pansinin. James Lafferty pa rin! :)

Gagawa rin ako ng banda.. sana Inhale na lang or Exhale pangalan ng Hale. Pano kasi ang labo ng lyrics nila [NO OFFENSE] pero ok lang bangas pa rin naman si Champ eh lakas hatak sa mga kababaihan. Like kanina.. tinignan ko lang sa kwarto kung buhay pa yung kapatid kong impaktitang dos anyos tapos napatigil ako nung lumabas siya sa screen. Share.:)

ANG HABA NANAMAN.. Sorry ha writer eh. JOKE! :)

I LOVE BOTH OF MY BLOGS. smacks. *mwah*! :)
2 weeks near one thousand.

naknang parang kanta ah 2 weeks near one thousand. haha. The hits, I mean :)

i got it. i worked it. it did it.

2005-08-21T17:23:00.000+08:00

I got a draft play list from Cjoy since mine wasn't working so while I was chatting with other people in my chatango I was fixing my playlist. So far i only have 27 songs pa hindi ko pa siya nalalagyan ng rock songs puro hiphop palang and a little corny ones I like. Gago! Hindi naman yung mga Erik Santos, Mark Bautista na type. You know, yung mga ano.. Jojo ganyan hahaha. :D My eyes are strained na kasi so I'm going to take a break muna and take a bath then gagawin ko na siya. I'll still have to check nga one by one if I got the right URLs for the right titles. Haaay the stress. All in the name of love for my blog. Hahaha. I can do this! The shangkiness will have this! Yiheeeee! :)

Have you heard my crazy version of that Spice Girls song?
If you're feeling.. sad and low.. we will take you where you gotta go! Shout to the world! If you know that you feel fine! La la la la la la laaaaaah. Ha! ha! ha! Wala!

If I manage to put up the player, let me now what songs do not work. Ok? Thankees :)

Huh Koneksyon?

2005-08-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Huh koneksyon is my very award winning line sa video namin haha.. there are no small lines only small letters.. hahaha kidding. Nica kasi eh. Naging plant pa ko [I was covered by plants haha dun sa george of the jungle scene hahaha.. STIG]

Hello party people! Hahaha. I don't know what to write in here, my mind's blank. I was supposed to tell you something about hell week but I think I kinda forgot what I had to write about. Can I just say.. although I dont study I am thankful bout my grades..:) Ok so I got my card, compared to my classmates my grades were kinda higher. I like my Trigo and my Physics grade. They're unreachable. Hahaha. I have to do good this quarter, I am really trying to! So yeah that's it bout school. If I don't stop now I never will thus you tend to brand me with inferno bogus loco.

I am experiencing so much blankness now so I am still trying to squeeze my brain for little things before I let on with the finale. Yeah, our tv's busted. I don't know why it automatically turned off while I was watching Troy on cable. So broken tv's down stairs old tv back up means, Reisha, no One Tree Hill today. Which is kinda ok I guess because I tend to lose my concentration when I watch James Lafferty namnamnamnam.:)~ I watched Drawn Together last night though, it was hilarious. Haha. I like Foxxy Love she's black and she's fohooookkksee. Hahaha. You guys try watching it. So nice :) Our tv pala, ipapaayos bukas so I might watch One Tree Hill on wednesday na because it also airs on wednesday kinda like the sunday is a replay of what was aired last wednesday, geddit? May Desperate Housewives daw sa Studio 23? I don't know. Sabi lang sa akin. Yun lang. I don't follow the show but I watch it sometimes. I like Eva Langoria. She is ungodly gorgeous. Haha. And the Lawn Mower guy... dementing haha. Yun that's it. I can't think of anything na.

Yeah I have a chatango na, check the [x]Once in a Lifetime section.. that's because once in a lifetime ko lang siya bubuksan. When I'm not feeling snubby. [Yes snubby with an u] I am really irritated by my seatmate. Kasi it's like this NicaTHE GAAAY Me. So Nica and I try to irritate him as much as possible hanggang magsabi siya na "Ayoko na talaga sa upuang to!!!" with matching padyak ng foot. Ooohhh God, when he says that I could almost hear the halleluia chorus. It is trying to bond with Nica though [It because he is truuuuly the highest most annoying form of being Gay, I like Jonathan Estaris better than him]. But then hello, Nic and I are partners in crime nga eh. So when he talks to her Nica starts touching her nose like pressing it para mag mukhang elongated and stuff. Nica can really get irritating when she wants to kasi eh. I am glad I am in good terms with her. Hahaha. So yun papadyak nanaman siya.. haha. And I don't even keep my dislike for him subtle as in frank na talaga. Like nung sinasabi niya na may girlfriend siya.. I was like "Sino si Sophia?".. "Hindi noh, first year pa lang break na kami nun eh" ..." Eh hindi naman kasi naging kayo nun eh!".. Hay nako. I miss Paolo Guinto. I like him better.:D I am going to torture THE GAAAAY. Hahaha.

Yesterday was nice, I went to my favorite all time ff restaurant [ff: fast food], KFC. The one near Zoie's place. I met up with Nica, Bianca, Zoie, and the secret couple: Jonathan and Paula. Well that's only a theory of mine.. hehehe. Ayun when I got there I was shocked because Zuela had her hair not ponytailed eh siya, ponytailed hair since birth. she had it lugay tapos half pony but not the sides gets? Looks nice on her.. and she was clad in black because she was mourning. Because her mom got mad at her because of the grades bla bla nasama pa kami hahaha... lagi daw may mga impakta sa labas haha. HELLO MOTHER OF IRA! haha. Ayun we went on kwento laughtrip ng sobra kung ano ano lang haha. Nanood kasi sila ng play, kailangan nila for Pinoy, kelangan naming lahat but then tinatamad ako so sila na lang.. Jao Mapa was there.. Nica was naasar kasi yung mga skwatter sa tabi niya kilig na kilig "Huuuy si Jao Mapa si Jao Mapa!" haha.. sana kung nandun ako sinabi ko "AYYY OO YUNG LAOS NA!" haha. Baaaad. Yun lang we stayed there kwentuhan lang ng kwentuhan. haha.

Everyone takes comfort from Chocolate Mousse, zoie did while telling the story of her row with her mom, Bianca while laughing at me and Nica. Kasi nga kami ang entertainment doon hahaha. And me while making kwento. Saya!

So after KFC tuloy kami sa Church where Nica altered stuffs for our Sosyal. Ay hindi po, wala po kaming subject teaching us to be Sosyal. Social po. Like karola, thesocialanimal... Nica, thefilipinoanimal. Ganun haha. Yeas, our report would be in the form of a mini series na horror-porno-histo. Porno because there's a rape scene, haha.. Horror because it is so freaky haha. I will find a way of hosting it up so mapapanood niyo. Since she was writing, Bianca, Zoie and I did whoring.. camwhoring. Nica will host it up soon daw. Yun and then when Nica was done we wanted sana to shoot sa church eh may mass.. dun na lang kami sa place nina Zuela in front of Kevin Matundan's house. hahaha. The sira sira and tree-y playground there. Hahaha. tawanan eh. Nung magsshoot na kelangan may isa talagang magvivideo. Since we all needed to be there.. so Zoie called HER KUYA.. Terror and panic flushed over me.. infused pa with anxiety. What'll I do? What? Hello.. 911.. can I go home now? When they returned wala lang but I know that he knows that you know.. Argh. So yun shoot.. tawa .. shoot but Zoie's kuya wasn't laughing. What do you do when your director's hot? Or cameraman.. basta!!!! He was so serious. Super serious parang all business but then he looked nice pa rin and we were hysterical na in laughing siya serious pa rin. Sana serious effect na rin kami ..pero di namin carry eh haha...Boodtrip! Boodtrip ng sobra. [Bad trip na goodtrip] Boodtragis. Haha. Joke. Profanity is so not cool. Yun masaya shempre. Haha. Basta I had fun I hope you guys had fun yesterday. I did kasi. Hahaha. Ang sarap kagabi lalo na nung nagsshoot na. Hahaha. My cherie amour.. lovely as the pouring raiiin.

pps: I am planning to change my alyout soon. Saka na when I am not that busy but I have an idea already.:) Oh and yeah hahaha I don't think I have good english. Haha. That's it poker players. Bye. May nakuha akong something from cjoy yung cute cravings. Nice kasi eh :P Thanks, Cjoy!

Hey...
Did you go to church today? Tsk. Tsk. In our family...you know what's ironic, si Papa araw araw dumadaan sa church kasi malapit lang dito.. si mama tamad magsimba haha. Very dysfunctional parents. Kaya mas gusto ko tatay ko haha. Sabi ng Papa ko..Thank God for everything you have instead of praying for more.:) WHICH IS TRUE!

Ooooh fun fact: My very amusing father has a new car sticker on his car [saan pa ba?] it reads: "My daughter sees me as life sized ATM credit card".

Hahaha. Share. Huwag masyadong mainit ulo baby! :) Ok. Time now to answer messages :) Wow thi is quite long pala. Wasn't expecting it to be so because tuloy tuloy lang ako sa notepad.:)Yihee!. I hope you wont strain your pretty eyes in reading. :)

Take Care, dear reader.

we are the girls in motion

2005-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

I am so itching to blog. I have a lot to blog about but then I want my entry to be muy bueno so I will wait for the right time ok. As I've said friday or saturday... gusto ko na talaga mag kwento. School has been a hurly burly this week but I still love it.:) I am inlove with a school that kills me to death. Death by tampon. Haha you know that panty rock band? Wala lang naalala ko lang. Death by stress oh my God. Basta I will chika all of you tomorrow. We're doing a mini series pala in school. Amateur series pare, Horror and at the same time about greece. Ang scary sooooobra!!!! It is lovely, amateur but lovely.:) I still have looooads to tell you guys. I'm dying to make chika. And I'm dying to upgrade [naks] this little baby of mine. Haaay the shangkiness, I am so sorry. I became too attached to its sister blog, the saikouness. I don't know pa. I am still fixing my player and I am still contemplating whether or not I'd put up a chatango. So that I could talk to you guys. Hey, I wrote three poems for our English, one was used by Mel the Bell then the other one which promotes euthanasia [because of love] was used by Ashley. Yeas, I did their homeworks. Kasi I really want to be above japelai. [jap + melai] because he was so yabang and corny naman poem niya kay Mel so I kinda helped [anong kinda... sobrang kinda..] helped mel with hers. 7 stanzas Eh mas maganda yung sa kanya. Not corny not mushy, not emotionless, just right. Sorry ha, riiiighttthhhuuuuur eh. Hehehe JOKE! Ashleeeh's naman was an 8 stanza poem killing because of love I was kinda inspires kasi we were shooting the video of ours [ yung mini series nga] sa may church kina Zoie, I remembered Romeo and Juliet.. I dunno why.:) I love it. I did both in like 30 minutes pero partida kasi sila nagsusulat. I will bully them into typing it so I could show it to you guys. They're nothing compared to the sonnet's but they're wonderful!.:) I also made one for me ofcourse, 12 or 13 stanzas.. I still have the rough draft with me. It is about someone too caught up on books.. hmm sino ka? haha. Inspired ako eh.
I did a lot of posts for this blog though, about originality, popularity.. basta a lot of things and some I just typed and turned into nice composies [compositions] about grades, college dreams and stuff. I even wrote one about Gemini. Its in my computer kasi eh. Basta tomorrow I will post loads.:)

Ok, enough is enough.. time to study for my Geometry test tomorrow.:) I am really into studying now. Some grades have been announced. I am not happy with being an average student but I am happy with no 7's. Its very hard to get an 83 nowadays. I mean, in your school it must be easy.. so you must be saying na.. "Ayy ang tanga mo naman 83 di mo makuha" pero you have to understand mahirap sa program/curriculum namin sobrang barag na kami. But I think we have no right to complain, we don't even study at all. Hahaha. I loooove my Trigo grade. Pangatlo ako sa highest. Yeeeeaaas! But then I hate my Social Studies grade and my Chemistry grade. Chem nanaman. But I can manage. Masarap ang inspired na tumaas. It is so nice to see how you are improving. Hehehe. The other grades are above 83 na. So ok lang. :) Geom pa pala but that is ok. Haha ironic. dapat mataas ako sa Geom mababa ako sa Trigo. But no, Trigo pa ko mataas. Its even higher than my English grade! And that is Geom and Algebra! I love it. Saka pag bumabawi ka... pansin agad ng teachers. Yey!

More tomorrow!.:)

I love Nica haha and Bianca and Zoie and the rest .. I don't love you Mon Mon.. you didn't give the URL of my banner/bground. Louieric love MonMon. Haha. Ang pangbata eh noh. I dislike you Castro you go to hell. Bading. Puto Puto! Hahaha. JOKE! I love you to. Even though your eyes are bigger than mine. And they are colored brown. Deep brown >:/

Lss: Gemini-Spongecola.:)

Excited for Sunday.. may One Tree Hill nanaman.:) Mmmm.. namnamnamnamnam delisyoso!!!

Icky Gooey Sticky Pooey

2005-08-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

I have a lot to blog about. But then I am very busy this week. I'll update on friday na lang or saturday. I still update thesaikou though. The next update I'd do will be loooong loooong looong.

Yun lang. Velly velly vz.

Goodvye.:)

Manood kayo ng One Tree Hill ha?! Salamat ng marami!.:)

pps: Ang gwapo ni Amante sa Sugo. Nyahahaha. Laugh all you want, gago.
Two beautiful poems in less than 30 minutes. Ang saya haha! Saka na lang ako magkkwento.:)

WOW!!! AMAZING!!! COR BLOODY COR!

2005-08-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

558 HITS IN ONE WEEK!!!
Thank you for your loveeeeeeeedoveeeeeeesssss.

I LOVE YOU, BLOG VISITOR.:*

I am a very happy saikou. Shang is a happy saikou. Happy. Happy. Happy. Saikou.

I have fallen in love.. yet again.:)

2005-08-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

1.) With a tv show they are in starworld every sunday and wednesday.. a show named ONE TREE HILL.:)

2.) And a certain somebody half the women population of this world swoon over.. they call him James Lafferty. I call him mine. Hahaha

kamusta naman ikaw, labadee?

I like him better since EVERYONE likes Chad Michael Murray. He's cuter and much sexier.:)

Rawwwwrrrrr>:)~

Hahaha. Anyways, I'm planning to put up a playlist dito. Kahit 5 songs lang para di boring. I have found blogs na may nanakawin akong kanta. Haha. Ewan ko, kakapain ko pa siguro kung paano. Magugulat na lang kayo I'll tag.. oi pasteal ng song. Or if you want to be good in santa's christmas list. You may help me. If you want to. If you don't, no problem. Its cool.:) I'll figure it out on my own na lang.

Seats are changed na ngayong 2nd quarter na. I am seated next to Chris Baylon [Im sure he's silently jumping for joy since his fantasy pa noong first year is to be seated next to me. Haha. Gago!] and then Nica after Baylon. So ok naman. Sa bandang likod si Mel saka si Zoie so pwede pa rin makipagchikahan. Bianca and Alyana.

Yana, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BITCH!

If I knew it earlier I would've bought a gift but I knew it nga lunch time na eh. Sa wakas, fourteen na you! Hahaha. Silang 2 lang yung nahiwalay. boohoo! :( Pero ok lang yun.

I really plan to excel nitong remaining quarters kasi nakakahiya pag hindi. Ok naman grades ko so far I don't know lang sa Geom and I'm not quite sure in Physics and Chem. Basta I am quite sure in Physics na acceptable pero baka mababa. Sa Chem, not so because mahilig mambagsak yung teacher. Geom baka pinasa ako pero mababa lang.:( Its ok. I don't even study. Pangit pag aral ka ng aral bagsak ka pa rin. It only proves I am NOT stupid. Since I am here in a school that has a curriculum tougher than UP and Ateneo.

"Paranaque Science High School is the premiere school in the division and number one in the region.."

Totoo beh? Ewan sabi nila eh. Basta I have to work up my grades if I want to be in UP. Or basta or. So infairness, may karapatan naman siguro ako.:) Ok enough, I hope my blogging friends pass UP. Sana we could be friends or something in there if I pass. Special Kudos to LollyPOP. haha cohooorneeh.

I think I am going to edit this later when I get home. Pero come to think of it all I need lang talaga is time management and an extra dose of anti-laziness pills.

BYE, LOVERS.:)

pps: If you want to help me in the playlist *cough* you might want to give me the URLs for these songs: Gemini-Spongecola, Hand in my Pocket and Ironic- both by Alanis Morissette, Pardon Me-Incubus, Wordplay-Jason Mraz, Echo-Trapt and DonCha-Pussycat Dolls feat. Busta Rhymes. Again, di ko kayo pinipilit okay? If you want to lang.

LOOK-A-LIKES:

They look a like don't they? Willy Wonka and Yael Yuzon. Yael Yuzon looks like James Yap too. I can't find a suitable picture of Yael but yeah they do look a like.:)

Tapos, Avril Lavigne naman looks like Nicole Kidman [I dont like Lavigne FYI]
Wala lang napansin ko lang na maraming magkalook-a-like sa hollywood.:)

Yun lang. I might edit this later. Messages [x]

MONMON, banner ko! [2 po yun] if not sasabihin ko kung sino yung nakasave sa computer mo sige ka! lagay mo URL sa may message board ko!.:) Thankee Loadsees!!

HEEEELP!

2005-08-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

SINO MAY MP3 NG GEMINI? PENGE NAMAN OOOOOOH! HEEEELP.:(
Sige na.. sige na...:)

Points yun sa heaven. ibbless ka ni God.. Ooooy.

Cambio

2005-08-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

Hey you.:) I'm in a net shop right now because our computer is busted at home. Sa monday pa aayusin yung dalawa. So, sumama ako kay Ate Lalaine na mag-aATM. Sa labas ng mall, nandoon yung Cambio. Sakto na they were playing divisoria. Can you believe my luck? Anyway.. ayun. Astig.:)

Kanina I was 40 minutes late for the MTAPP. But it was okay. Exams are finally over. And all we have to wait for is the grades. Okay naman grades ko eh. I still have to take my Physics exam though because I was absent last friday. 11:30 na kasi ako nakarating ng bahay nung Thursday because we had to finish the newspaper and I, being the editor-in-chief had to be there. I hope it isn't crapola. Ayun, na miss ko lahat ng mga bitch sa classroom. In fairness, hinahanap daw ako.:) Pati nung mortal enemy ng SQUIRCLE na si Nipole. Weird daw kasi pag wala ako. Aba, aba, aba!:) haha.

Anyway, I put up another blog for special messages I choose to answer. Its url is http://thesaikouness.blogspot.com Why saikou? Because kaninang MTAPP while yours truly and dear Monica Castro was pretending to be listening although we really are not. natakot lang kami kasi si mel saka si zoie pinagtritripan ni Mam Espino so baka kami rin.. pinagiisip ko si mon ng name that starts with "S" name in japanese. She came up with two words. Shama and Saikou. Shama means lord, master, queen eh ang pangit ng shama! Hangshama pakinggan. Tapos saikou which means best. So pumasok sa isip ko "thesaikouness" to take after its sister blog the shangkiness di ba? soooo si shangkyy, saikou na! Kaya yun. Some messages I chose to answer were posted there. But occasionally lang yan ha.

I will update my links because may mga iba akong nakalimutan i link. Sorry if you are one of them don't worry I will add you. Thank you to those who corrects things I say wrongly like "stuffs" and all. There's always room for improvement naman eh. Only, you must say it in a nice way. tandaan nga sabi ni Ate Tiepee na "what goes around, comes around" Parang law of gravitation ni Isaac Newton 30:60:90 and that the hypotenuse is opposite an adjacent angle. At c²=a²+b². Ay mali Phythagorean Theorem pala yun. Kay newton pala yung Law of Gravitation. What goes up must come down.:)

Ayun lang. I will eat na because I am hungry na.:) Thank you for the love.

GEMINI.drives me crazy. I am not much of a spongecola addict but I like Gemini.:) It has alkl thr right words lalo na yung Let me parts..:) ASTIG!:)

Love: Cibo's Angelhair Pasta with Pesto sauce.:) yummy with chicken liver pate.

PIRACY, BOON OR BANE?
It is good definitely, since I already saw The Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants two weeks ago but then it isn't out in theaters yet. I watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory rin in clear copy. pati Herbie.:) Yeah. Piracy is good. :D ALL HAIL PIRACY!:)

Just kidding.

I can't think of anything anymore.:)

Wanna watch a movie. Sinasama ako ni mel kanina kaya lang wala akong money since a.) hindi ako humingi sa parents and b.) Maoop ako kasi kasama niya si Japs

Yun. May drawn together mamaya. On JackTV. 17 sa sky cable. 36 sa sun. basta katabi ng star world yung channel na yun. 10:30 ha.:D Nood tayo! TV Satellites connect! Hehehe.:)

Much love, people.

My favorite tv shows.:)

2005-08-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

watch drawn together every saturdays on jackTV.
[saturdays at 10:00 pm.:)]

watch shorties watching shorties every sundays on jackTV.
[sundays at 10:oopm]

after wwe shows. astig sila promise.:)

Striperellas every Tuesday at 10:00pm!

Also, Im sure you know my favorite show rin na Fairly odd parents :) on Nickelodeon.

Where they teach LOOOTS of good stuffs.:D!

Dito kami sa bahay ni MonMon ngayon.:) Ang saya dito promise. Gawa kami newspaper sa journ>:/ pero yun lang. ang saya. Ang dami niyang pictures. At may apat doon na hindi dapat nandoon kasi akin na yon. Bakit nandoon? Hindi dapaaaaaat...

SQUIRCLE's back. Gawa kaya tayo blog???

Yihiiii. Magbblog na ulit si Mon saka si Nica.:) Hehehe.

We're back

2005-08-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

MY GIRLS AND I ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.:)

Melissa, I meeesed you!:)

it is crazy

2005-08-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

How people can judge so easily in a one sided story.:)

I don't know why. But then you haven't heard my side have you? I understand. It is your own judgement. But every insult, demoralization and judgement, is paid by human retribution. It is not morally correct, but it is how our society is made.

I hope your pretty judging heads can take that in.

I just read my message box. Many thanks and cheers to camille agcoali [am i right?] , shayne [hotness!] and chel!.:), ANNE! and inna .:)Thanks! And ooooh yung mga di nagiwan ng name. Thank You!.:) Many oxygen-depriving hugs!

Uulitin ko ang sinabi ko dati pa:
Don't believe everything they tell you.

Because I haven't told you yet. I don't fell I should kasi. Because I don't need to. Bahala na lang po kayo kung sino paniniwalaan niyo. Dahil ayoko ng pumatol sa issues na di worth it. If you hate me, fine. If you don't even better.

SHOW YOUR LOVE NA LANG.:)
magmessage kayo ng kahit short lang basta malaman ko na binibisita niyo pa rin ang THE shangkiness.

Salamat pala. Yup, I spelled sagittarius wrongly.:) ~~Ano nga ulit right spelling? Nabura ko kasi eh.~~

Ya'heard? I love you.:)
Dito lang ako lagi. Napakastrong na ng love natin.:) Yey!
Rappers: Self-hugging idiots.

MAG POLL TAYO!:
Gusto niyo ba na sagutin ko yung mga nasa message board? I-message board niyo opinions niyo.:)

AND..

ano mas magandang layout? yung before o ngayon?:)

Geometry, English and Values kanina. Madali lang sila. Sana ma perfect ko english and geom. Sure naman ako sa answers ko eh. Values, asa. Everyone naman passes values.

Chem, Filipino and Social tomorrow. Magaaral ako. Trigo rin pala. Yes! Finally, bumabalik na lahat ng crappy brain cells ko!!! I lost [or so I think] my physics notebook eh ang cute nun kasi stripes parang blog ni shayne. Basta cute siya kasi stripes na monochrome. Punta na lang kayo NBS tas tignan niyo stripes ng sterling dun yung stripes na parang di stripes. Tas ang ayos pa ng notes ko doon. kaya nga pasado ako nung prelims eh! [well, sort of!] Nawawala eh bukas ipapasa.

Kaya ko yan! Like in trigo ang linis ng notebook ko kanina ko lang sinulat madaling araw.

Kaya ko gawin lahat yan! Alam niyo kung bakit?...

Kasi ako si REISHA.

hahaha. ang feeling. goodluck at congrats sa akin, goodluck sa inyo.:D!

What is a beautiful song? Gemini is. Gemini by Spongecola that is. I will make an entry about it. Wait for that. And banner ko Gemini rin. Mon mon's making it. She's superb. Astig! Lam lahat! Lakas nga nito mambara eh! :)
Si monmon ang TOTOONG MAGALING SA HTML. Saka alam niya yung cracking? nutcracker or something. basta siya naman nakikipagaway dun eh. di ako.

I know you want me, I know you do

2005-08-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

HOY!
Gusto ko lang na malaman mo na masaya ako at nandito ka.:)

Vane. Di kita naabutan kanina chichikahin pa naman kita!.:) Wa na kiber sa mga galit sa iyo okay? Basta happy kayo ni Paul. Trust me you deserve to be happy. Zuela, hinay hinay sa galit sa kanya. Although she doesn't treat us as a friend anymore, friend pa rin dapat natin sha di ba? At ikaw, friend na nagsasabing pinaplastic ka. For your information, hindi. Iprint at ipabasa mo man to sa lahat. Wala naman akong tinatago. Moahaha. I know na kelangan mo ng friend ngayon because sinasabi mo na trinaydor ka nila Paul and Vane. Well, wala akong say dyan kasi di ako involved basta kung gusto mo at kelangan mo ng kaibigan [take note: hindi kakampi] nandito lang kami.:) Yun lang. Saka huwag kang masyadong thinking-about-yourself. I mean, i-consider mo naman yung iba. Wala naman kasi silang fault and its hard for them na may galit sa kanila, really. I know that because they make kwento. Siguro di talaga kayo you know.. para sa isa't isa. Priority ka nila. Totoo yun at di to plastic regardless of what you'd think. Sabihin mo man na di kita naiintindihan. Naiintindihan kita. And pilit kitang iniintindi. Sana makahanap ka na rin ng magmamahal sa iyo at magpapasaya sa iyo.

Congrats sa lahat ng 3-C! Nalagpasan natin ang Geom [!], Filipino na 1-100 at 40 ang enumeration [3 lang di ko sure yey!], TLE na puro Identification, Biotech na wala tayong kaalam alam pero may naisasagot! at ang MAPEH na masakit sa ulo pero naipasa nating lahat. [Doris, papasa ka dun. Don't worry. Galing mo naman sa Art eh. Chenes na lang yang 39/100 mo.:)]

Bukas Geom, Values at English naman.

Nica quit blogging na. Babalik yun. Hehehe.

Madali lang to!

2005-08-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

Oi kakauwi ko lang 6:30 na. Actually 7:00 na because kakatapos ko lang kumain. Wala lang. Nakakatamad magkwento. Ang dami naming gagawin for the rest of the week.

Eto gagawin ko ngayong gabi:

Geometry: Magaaral para sa part II bukas

Filipino: Long Test bukas tungkol sa buhay ni Rizal 1-100

TLE: Periodical Test bukas [identification]

Mag pasa ng mga requirements:

~~Album~~

~~Records~~

~~Notebook~~

Index Card

Research/Biotechnology:

Periodical Test bukas at saka ipasa yung ~~notebook~~

Mapeh:

Periodical Test bukas

Yung artwork na 25% ng grade [stained glass]

Chemistry: Quiz: Elements and Compounds

Values Ed: Prelims Tomorrow

Tapos Wednesday-Thursday Periodical Tests sa General Subjects.

Wednesday: Math, English, Values [again?]

Thursday: Chemistry, Social Studies, Filipino and Trigonometry[pasahan rin ng notes sa Trigo!! sa thursday yun. Physics naman sa Thursday rin!!!]

Friday: Periodical Test in Physics. Buti na lang 60 ako kanina. At least fourth sa highest. Partida pa yun cos di ako nagaral. Kesa naman 20. Di ba?!!!

ARGGGGGH. Its gonna be a long long tiring week!!!

Ang taas ng energy ko lagi. Simula last week. Simula daw nung nagkaroon ako ng offline blog.:D!

Vane and Paul: Very very happy for you guys. You deserve each other. You're good persons. You deserve to be happy.Pero dapat la kayong nasasaktang iba ok? Im sure maayos din yun.

I'M TOO SEXY FOR MY TESTS. Hehehe.Di ba Zuela?

Ang saya kanina. Alam niyo yung hagibis?
Tenenenenen Tenenenenen ....Mahilig kami sa magaganda.. katawan ang aming nakikita.. lalo na yung kaakitakit paaaaaa haaaaahaaaa...

Baka next week na ko ulit bumalik dito. Ang cute na nito. :D Mon, promise mo!!!
O siya, vavu! nagmamadali lang ako eh.

Understand the uneducated

2005-08-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

For you my dear blogging friend :) Some words to know and live by. Please understand this thoroughly. So as you won't be one sided and rationalize.

BASIC BLOG DISCLAIMERS 101

Personal relationships and privacy

Do not assume that you know everything there is to know about a writer simply because you read their weblog on a regular basis. Any judgements you make will be based on the information they have provided you about themselves, which is probably vague, incomplete or embellished. Whatever opinion you form on them as people, or their life as a whole, is probably best kept to yourself. Remember, you are the reader. An obvious exception to this would be if someone were asking for advice or opinions.

Never contact the writer for more details on events or personal information than what they have already provided on the site. Chances are if the information you seek isn't readily available, they have found it too personal or innapropriate to share. If you are close to the person they will eventually tell you privately, so intrusive questions are not necessary, just leave it alone. If you are meant to know, you will.

If you have a real life relationship with the writer, remember that communication is very important. View weblogs as online journals, no less sacred than a diary hidden between the mattresses. First of all let them know that you read their site, especially if they did not tell you personally.

If they do not want you reading it, or suddenly stop posting entries, ask them why and if necessary, stop going to the site. It is important that as a friend, relative, co-worker or whatever you may be to the writer, that your presence at their weblog not impede their ability to express themselves. Remember this is their outlet. They may not want you to read certain things they might write about you or others you care about, in order to spare your feelings, avoid drama or maintain their privacy. You should respect this and immediately stop going to the site, and never relay any information you gather at their site to others who might use it against them.

If someone writes about you and you don't appreciate it, approach them about it. Try to remain calm and polite. Explain that you are entitled to your privacy as well. There are many compromises that can be reached from using vague nicknames to protect your anonymity, or not mentioning you at all. If you are upset because they are writing negative things about you, be reasonable, try to see if there is a way to resolve the issues and mend your relationship with the writer. If that doesn't seem to be possible, stop going to the website. They will eventually get bored and move on.

[But I didn't even write anything!!!-isha]
[in the reader's case: what if you are not even involved with what they wrote and you feel like you want to get hyped up, be popular and so you get yourself tangled in? is that the right thing to do?-isha]

Ex-friends, lovers and estranged family members who have been cut out of the writer's life should refrain from reading their journal. If the relationship has ended, there is no reason you should get daily updates on the person's life. If you simply can't help yourself, do it quietly, and never repeat what you read or use it to hurt the writer.

Feedback and initiating contact

If they have a guestbook, sign it. Compliments will always be graciously accepted and appreciated. Criticisms and reproaches are fine if you have a problem with something, but try to remain constructive and not be an asshole. No one is forcing you to give out your opinions, so if you don't have anything remotely positive to say, it may be best to keep quiet.

When contacting a person for the first time, have a clue. If they have a detailed biography and personal information that describes their life from the day they were born, chances are they won't appreciate you wasting their time asking them how old they are or where they live. Writers put a lot of thought and time into their sites, so take the time to read the information they provide you with before you ask for more.

Never assume a writer owes you any response. They may receive from a few to hundreds of messages per day. Some will gladly write back immediately, others will never reply. Try not to take it personally, because chances are it has more to do with their schedule than anything else. If you get upset and nasty about feeling rejected, you will probably ruin any chances you had of befriending the person.

Don't delude yourself into thinking that you will be as important to the writer as he/she is to you. Remember, you are peering in on their life, sharing their thoughts, and though they may become quite special to you, you remain a mystery to them. If they are cold or unreceptive to your advances, keep in mind that you are a stranger to them at this point, and they may or may not want to keep it that way. It's entirely their choice.

Don't be a psycho stalker.

You shouldn't contact people with messenger services unless they list their handles on their website. If you got it from someone else, forget you ever had it, they probably meant to keep it somewhat private.

A writer has the right to stop writing at any time for any reason they see fit, and at no point must they justify or explain these reasons to you or any of their readers. It's their weblog, they can do with it as they please.

Offensive language and materials

The internet is a place that encourages free and creative expression, and as in any environment where people are given this freedom, conflict may arise. If an author uses language or materials that offend you, leave. Contacting the person or their isp, demanding they remove the content or change their ways is absurd because you are viewing their content of your own free will by visiting their site.

Simply stop going there and you won't have to see whatever it is you don't like about the site. An obvious exception to this would be if someone were providing illegal materials, in which case it would be appropriate to complain to their isp or contact wuthorities. [am i? am i? i do not! -isha]

-- I am right afterall. But never mind. I have moved on now. It is up to you whatever move you make next. I am not calling you uneducated. I just wanted to clear that since you might EXPLODE to ashes again. Smile :) Embrace life.

I love you very very much!

2005-08-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

If I did a lot of things wrong there is ONLY one person who has the right to hate me. And that's THIS GIRL.Thank you for what you said. And thank you for still being here. I love you :)

You haven't heard my side yet and still you chose to be with me. Thank You. I may not be the greatest person ever but I am glad I have you. I don't care what they might say. Whats important is you and my other friends. I don't care if they tell me I'm poor because I know I'm not :P We're not exactly rich either. Besides a lot of people can attest to that. I don't care if they continue to say bad things about me for all their lame lives because I know that I have you guys. I am happy that you still love me :) I love you more. Anne, you are the greatest. To me you are very very special

Thank You. Very very much. You had all the right to be with them and yet you aren't. I owe you an explaination. Only you. I will call you soon. When I get the guts. I may be tough but I am still chicken shit. SUCH BEAUTIFUL WORDS. SUCH BEAUTIFUL WORDS. I cannot express how thankful I am. Thank You for knowing me and being a friend when I needed one.

YOU ARE VERY VERY WONDERFUL ANNE. YES, YOU ARE.

Anyone would be lucky to be your friend. This is the last. To other people: Wala kayong mapipiga sa akin. Because I don't owe you anything. This Girl, who has every right did not demand for it. Did not hate me. I don't need to beg for your mercy. If you don't like me anymore then fine. You don't have to tell me because I don't care. I have everything I want and I have everyone I need.

I won't give you what you want. You know me. I know what I want and I get out with whatever mess I do.

God has been very generous to me. He still is

I took up this matter with my family:

This is from my mom: "Understand the uneducated"

My father has different views though. Since I am his daughter.

My uncle is looking up for grounds of libel. I think he found some. Be careful. I just found out that Blog Journalism isn't excluded in our constitutional laws. So... there :) You can write more if you want to. You can pay naman the bail di ba? You are elite kasi eh.

last na talaga to.

Tell me who your bestfriend is

2005-08-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

Why do we have to have a certain person we call "best"?. Why do we have to have a bestfriend? Can't we be bestfriends with all of them? I lost my bestfriend for seven years when I was in grade four. She went to Seattle. She wrote me letters when we were young telling me I was the best bestfriend she could ever have but I can't find those anymore.:( I miss her. Its been years since I last heard of her. Meg was my first bestfriend. All I remember about her was that I always hung out with her and her sister. She wears glasses and she has a strange gap between her two front teeth. I don't even have a picture of her. I don't know why. But I do remember her. We used to make kupit cookies and candies from their store and from our own store because we had one before. We'd team together and make her younger sister cry. She wasn't here when I turned 12. She wasn't here to hear me rave about her OWN classmate before. She wasn't here to laught at the corny texts we exchanged. She wasn't here when he went to highschool. Although her family calls us sometimes I don't get to speak to her because of some circumstance. Meg was more of my kid twin. The mastermind of all my kagagahan when I was young.

Monica was my classmate since I was in pre-school sa Pasay. We're neighbors pa. Ewan ko kung bestfriends rin kami. Pero ang natatandaan ko, she got mad at me because bestfriend pa niya ko tapos siya di ko na siya bestfriend dahil si Ellene na. Ironic kasi sila nga ni Ellene magkakilala. Meg and I always hung out with her sa bahay nila. Ang saya namin non. Well it was corny na ngayon but you know, as young as we were it was nice.:)
Ellene was a bestfriend of mine for 2 years. Ewan ko bigla na lang niya sinabi na bestfriend niya ko. O di sige best friend na rin kita. When we reached grade five. Hindi na. Meg was still my bestfriend.

I met five special girls when I was in grade five. Abigail, Angelica, Stephanie Dy, Loren and Cyril. You know how it feels like when you are in grade five di ba? Ang daming nangyayari. Best friends ko sila. Ang saya nun. Pero ang lagi kong kasama si Stephanie saka si Loren. They introduced me to a lot of boys back then. Haha. Because habulin sila. When I turned grade six mas close na kami nila Abby and Angelica, and Stephanie cos Loren started hanging out with Guata, another classmate. Tapos dumagdag si Nasstassja. And si Lorraine though she always hung out with Dianne Therese. We were happy. We're close friends until now. Though we seldomly see each other.

In highschool, I learned na not everyone can be a friend. I am happy that I have these people who never left me and supported me all the way. They always push me up when I am down. So there aren't really times na nadodown ako. You can't bring me down because I have them. Thank you. You are all my bestfriends. I will treasure you forever. Nica, Zuela, Alyanna, Bianca [the very neutral Bianca], Isasama na kita Mon Mon :). Thank you rin to other close friends lalo ka na Vannie. At sa gang mo na composed of three lang, sina Ica, Reg and May.:) At sa iba pang gustong tumulong. Pero huwag na. We are educated enough not step down too many levels.:) I am very thankful to you guys though. You are friends no matter who gets in our way after all. Hayaan niyo na ang mga dumi sa kukong yan. Basta masaya tayo!!!

Sayaw Sayaw!!!

Animo

2005-08-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

We went to La Salle today :) And it was beautiful. I mean, beautiful as in beautiful. I used to think of it as a place where rich kids go to because its THE school for business associated families. Kinda like, you pay to get in but then I realized that it depends on the person. It doesn't matter where you study in [or it does, for a good resume, but then you know, It doesn't really matter if you have the skill and the talent.] what really does matter is what you have inside your cranium. If you have the I.Q. then you would reach the top. Like, some people may not be from exclusive schools but they get to be sucessful because they are smart. Not smart, genius smart but the smart na matalas. Life's a game. If you know smart exits you always end up a winner. Good or Bad. Let me clue you in, I win. In the happy meter that is. I've been very happy this week. Ask my beloved sisters. Soul sisters. You know, because we're bonded for life.

I have a new journal. Not online but offline. Kinda like what Doris does. Not doris our teacher, but doris the classmate. She has this notebook, and she uses it as a diary but then she lets few people read it. Its kinda tattered but I like it because it has this old feeling na its tattered because ang dami na niyang pinagdaanan and it feels good na a few people lang can read your innermost thoughts and your real confinements. I let my friends read mine, they write whatever reply they want to write. Its a bonding thing over us. I think its better than blogging though because I can draw there and I can describe things more vividly in there. I have no qualms about writing everything because only a few rightful people reads it. It is nice. I love it :) Its currently my baby, my newest addiction. I may not blog everyday now because nga I have it na. :) Its simple lang not the corny diary na may lock lock pa. You know the scrapbook thing they sell in NBS, yun lang then pinapaganda ko. I want to write everything I think about in there. Its a scrapbook cum journal. Something I could show to my kids [ngeeeeh! :D] because what if biglang matanggal yung blogger di ba? Pano na? At least the journal is mine talaga and stuff. Ang astig, wala lang natuwa lang ako. Sabi rin nila sa school its so much better daw.

Ok, back dun sa La Salle thing. I went to MTAPP first then nung 12 nag split kami. Oo, nag break kami. Hehehe. No, Jada, Nica and I ate sa KFC because Zuela, Alyanna and Raquel went to Zuela's place pa to change kasi they were wearing school uniforms eh kami hindi na so we ate na lang, dami ngang people from school sa jowlowgs eh. Especially the damned dingba. I don't get it why our geometry teacher uses "The damned answer, The damned expression" Why? Is it cursed? But then we got used in saying it so we say "damned" na rin. But never say God damn it. Because it is not good. If God curses you it won't be good. Ok, I'm lost again. After non, Zoie, Yana and Raquel went to Jologs na to meet us. Isaac was there too kaya lang he was shy na lumapit sa amin because new faces siguro kasi Jada does not hang out with us naman before. Pero infairness he was sweet because hinatid niya si Jada sa La Salle and ok lang sa kanya na maging mag-katext si Angelo Realina and Jada. Yiiiihiiii! Chocettes ha. Haha. Ang sarap non grabe. Ang astig nga kasi pag nagaaway sila nagkakaroon si jada ng chocettes which is good because she shares it with us. Anyway, We rode the jeepney then bus kami papuntang taft. After nun jeep nanaman. La Salle naman pala is beautiful. I think mas maganda siya sa Ateneo. In terms of campus lang naman pero mas malaki parin Ateneo. I like the buildings there, they're so white. I mean may pagka greecian and all. Ang astig. Ayun, wala masyadong tao except for people in business suits, mga graduate school ata sabi ni Ate Nikki. Then nood nga kami nung play, entitled "Isang Buhay Sa Tambakan" and its performed by the "Harlequin Theatre Guild" of the DLSU-Cultural Arts division, mga friends, its is soooo nice.

Isa siyang komedya ng maneras ni Rolando S. Tinio, at napakaganda niya. Tinatalakay nito ang sekswalidad, mayaman, mahirap, paghihiganti at kapangyarihan. Isang cycle kungbaga. If you have time please do watch it. The ticket costs 110 php only and its held in the William Shaw little Theatre so around 200 lang ang nanonood per show. You will love it I am sure. It is deep but comical. Ang sarap panoorin. If I have time I will watch it again. Ang ganda promise. There are few, no actually there are lots of sensual scenes pero di ganoon ka bastos just to show a point. Basta it was nice. Ang sarap.

Anyway, yung cast ang gagaling especially the one who plays Henny, sabi ni Vannie he looks like Mike Tan daw but no he does not because he's taller, he has a great voice and he acts really superb [si Henny ha hindi si Mike Tan] and the guy playing Roger. Mestizo, kinda German or Spanish. Pero pandak. Pero just like what Nica said when we were in the theatre, mas 0kay siya kesa sa crush kong pari. Oo, aaminin ko na immoral yon.:D If it is immoral then it is deliciously immoral. Di nga eh bakit yung iba kong kaklase? Ako nga gusto ko lang siya kasi tumatawa siya sa jokes ko. Eh sila naggwapuhan lang. Eh kamukha naman ni Estaris. Pero di pa nga sha pari. Di nga sha sure kung magpapari sha. Ang importante natutuwa sha sa akin at dalawang beses niyang tinanong ang pangalan ko. Dahil nakakatawa nga ako nung day na yon. But Looooord noooo! he's for you. I wont compete with you. WhataboutIanBryan!? He matters. Because he's solid [ngeeeh corny!] But he's a nerd. But then he's a super hot nerd. Na bading! Ay ganon! I don't want to think about boys that much. Haha. Ang kapal ko. No, because wala naman silang naidudulot na maganda eh. Di naman nila itataas grades ko. Di nila ako matutulungan makapagtapos ng college. Di nila ako ihahanap ng trabaho. Sabi ng t-shirt ni Nica "I'll stop being a bitch when boys stop being bullshits". That was from a t-shirt. Not from me. Ang galing sa akin "Dont believe everything they tell you" Ay hindi, galing pala kay prince charles yon. Wala akong kiber. I am happy anyway. Di ako yung OP at loner lagi, normal lang.. super saya sa classroom.:) Nothing troubles me now because nakakastress yun! Ay nako, its a big distraction. When I get stressed sa stuffs I sing my pick me upper song. Wiiii!

O asan na tayo?

Ayun then nung pauwi or palabas hanap kami ng gwapo. Kasi gusto nila dahil ayaw nila patalo, haha. Wala kasi sabi nila marami daw sa La Salle. So gusto namin i prove. Oo, totoo nga. Mas marami kesa sa mga Atenista, Pero di naman kami hayok sa lalaki tinitignan lang. What's the point? We don't study there anyway. Or if ever we do, graduate na sila nun. Like the hanging gardens of babylon. Where's the sense in that? Why study it? Its full of moss now anyway. And Nebuchadnezzar is dead. His wife Amethyst is dead. So why? Angle-lo ko. Ayun na nga, nung palabas na kami ng hall sinabi ko na "Whatever".. "La Salle sucks" Wala lang pangasar lang. Maraming nakarinig pero they are smart sensible people so wala silang kiber.:) Matataas siguro ang level nila. And ang I.Q. nila. Baka thats why they're in La Salle. Astig niyo!!! Ayun, laughtrip kanina. Ang sakit ng tiyan ko kakatawa. Hehehe. Stiggy! We ate in Shakey's after. Masaya basta I am so happy today. Tawa ako ng tawa. Thank you God, for such a beautiful day, beautiful friends and a beautiful life :)

I LOVE YOU, Anne. Do you want to watch the Romeo and Juliet play? Yung the one where they support the OPM Bands. Lahat ata ng OPM bands kasama dun kasi their songs were used. I heard Spongecola's Gemini is their themesong. Maybe we can watch it together. Nica wants to watch it too eh, tell me nalang if you want to ok? Its in CCP ata. Ewan. Sama mo si Monique :) I'll check the schedule.

Ang daming requirements na isusubmit. And I have to do it. I will most definitely. Whoa! How time flies. Magsesecond quarter na. Tapos malalaman na lang natin na one year na pala ang nakalipas.. Tapos fourth year na, tapos gagradute na, tapos ayun college na! I'm at lost kung ano ang kukunin my mind is very twisted.

Kasi ewan ko my heart tells me to take something inclined sa English, my family wants me to be a lawyer. I am thinking of doing this: taking up something inclined in English then master ako ng law for four years anyway any four year course naman ang dapat sa law eh. But if I'd still go to Law School then start early na di ba? PolSci na dapat. So no money would be wasted. Ewan ko. I've made up my mind where to study na, no I mean kung saan saan mag aaply for college, in UP, Ateneo, La Salle and UST. Pag di ata ako nakapasa sa UP ilalakad ako? Basta dun na talaga. Eh di dun pa rin. Pero gusto ko kasi scholar eh. Iba kasi ang fulfillment ng scholar because masasabi mo na talino ang gamit mo at hindi pera. Thats why I studied in ParSci iba kasi ang pride na nafifeel mo kapag scholar ka. Eh kaya lang titignan ata financial status mo to be a scholar. Eh bat ba? Sasabihin ko na lang na self supporting ako kasi tinakwil ako ng parents ko. Hehehe. I like the challenge kahit mahirap. The life of a scholar is masarap. Exciting. Pwede rin pala ako sa La Salle. Dapat nga susuotin ko yung ateneo shirt kaya lang nakakabastos naman yun. I am educated enough not to disrespect people I don't personally know :) Because I was raised in an environment where in people are not relatively low.:)

Yun ano pa ba? Excited na ko magcollege. Freedom. Sana kaklase ko pa rin sila Nica. Si Jada ata sa Ateneo pinagaaral because she's gonna be a superrrrr designer, si Zuela rin sa Ateneo kasi gusto niya mag work in Multimedia, si Alyanna ayaw daw, kasi mag nunursing. Nica will take up something associated in business because a.) she wants to own a restaurant someday, business partners sila ni Gelene and b.) Gusto ko magkaroon ng clothing store at gusto ko partner ko siya because she's superb. Stiggy yun si nica eh. Or mag aaccountancy raw sha then lawyer rin but taxation nga lang. Gusto ng mom niya sa La Salle siya. Ako, bahala ako. Gusto lang ng mga magulang ko maging successful ako at saka makamit ko ano man gusto kong marating. But what do I really want to achieve? Yes, success but success is a very broad topic. In what way? I will come up with a list and then I'd tell you.

Goodluck to every fourth year parscian na mag uUpcat! Galingan niyo mga ate and kuya! Sana huwag niyo gayahin yung dating batch, ang daming nakapasa sa UP pero di sila dun pumasok. Ika nga ni Mrs. Espino, mag aral kayo para makapasa kayo sa entrance ng kahit na saang school, huwag lang kayo sa mga ka level ng AMA at STI . Hehehe. Pero totoo naman eh. Kaya nga tao nag ParSci eh to get in good schools. Bat mo papatayin sarili mo sa kaka-aral kung sa ganung school ka lang di ba? Useless eh. Its like shunning both your intelligence and your highschool years to waste.

Wala. Masaya pala ako kasi thank you sa friends ko. At least they fought for me and they know I am right. Even yung sila group nila Donna. Alam nila na tama ako. So kahit anong paninira pa yung gawin nung iba. Di na nila mababaliktad yung story. Lumipon man sila ng kakampi. My friends and I are happy with what we are now. Siguro nga kami kami lang talaga yung destined maging friends. Kasi kami pagmagaaway kami walang sumbatan bati agad. Because we aren't divas. No one has the right to be a diva. Thank You Juniors!!!

Ang kulit pala ni Kuya Carl [4-a], officer rin kasi siya ng english club. Wala lang ang saya niya. Ang saya kamo ng English Club. At ang dami kong gagawin doon dahil ako sa funds. Haaay nako. Kasi ganto yun:
Kuya Carl: Ang gagawin mo lang is to think of ways how to generate funds months before the english club tapos kelangan mag karoon ng sufficient funds para ilabas yung mga activities. Gagawin natin yung mga newspaper drive ganun tas isip ka pa ng ibang ways ...
[wala akong maisip so after a few minutes]
Kuya Carl: Ok lang yan.. mayaman ka naman eh
Me: HAHA! [Mayaman naman si Sir Dids eh. Sha nalang!!!]

*Ate Jeanne, whatever your problem is at you were crying sa may 4-A sana ma solve mo!

Oiiii. May isheshare akong expression. "Wala akong kiber" It is bakla speak for Deadma. Walang care. Pag may insecure na dumi sa kuko diyan sa tabi. Put on a poker face at sabihin mo na "Wala akong kiber!" ala Cherie Gil. Effective when done in front of your friends since they'd laugh and you'll feel super confident. Stiggy move. By just that, you win. You need not clue them in.

DO YOU WISH YOUR GIRLFRIEND IS AS HOT AS ME? <- narinig niyo na ba yan sa radio? I love it. Its my song. Ang ganda ng beat ang astig! Stiggy stiggy! Hayoop. Lalo na yung "Fight the feeling... " Yeah! Whoooooo! HAYOOOOOP! Luhod luhod. Ang sarap sa tenga. :D Pussycat Dolls kumanta. Ang aastig niyo!!!

Gusto ko na magkolehiyooooooo. Pero magtthird year muna ako. At tatapusin ko mga gagawin ko. Hahaha. Ok naman grades ko eh. Hehehe. Kahit di nag aaral. Kasi wala akong bisyo. Wala akong lalaking inaatupag. I mean, di puro lalaki. Di tulad nung second year. Soabers. Bat ka grumaduate? Hihihi. Tetext ko nga ulit yun. Soon. When I have enough courage. Or when I have enough unlimited load. I may not update often ha. Pero sige bisita lang.

Ayun lang. I can't think of anything anymore. I love you, yes you. I We know what you're doing. I know it. And I like it. It tingles my spine consecutively. Ressistable but then I appreciate you. I just don't show it much.
Missed you guys.:)